~ cycling at ecp with eye candy ~

tues was a wonderful day for me cos i realli enjoyed my time with eye candy.haha..initally i was out to cut hair at sembawang de cos i jio wp to go with me cut hair cos i dun dare go tat keith's house alone cos afterall i am a ger.so abit scared to go alone...but then wp was very late so bo bian i go his house first cos if not he will black face if we are late cos he got other customers queueing to cut hair..alrights this time he tried to cut different style from my usual bob hairstyle..this time for the front, he cut different length..basically one short and one long..heng cut le not too cui..at least next day i still can turn up for work without feeling weird..so far i think he is the reali best hairdresser tat i tried before..as in i like hairdresser tat can always change my look and give me a new and fresh look whenever i cut my hair..and i think he suits my requirement..so after tat me and wp went to sun plaza to shop and explore how the shopping centre is like, but apparently tat shopping centre is reali damn cui man..we shop finish in less than 15 mins..and we had lunch at the xin wang cafe and the food is not bad too..then after i seriously duno wat to do le..and wp wanted to pei me de til i can find program to do, but i feel bad cos she has something on de, but she choose to pei me..but somehow last min somehow eye candy agreed to come out cos he say he wander where i wonder sia til 9 pm and i did jio alot of ppl like hm,cs,xy n jo but then all either working or they just got program on..so onli eye candy is free and he say ok to come out with me..haha..so when i heard tat, i was super happy la, but later somehow before the meet up i scared later no topics to talk abt then will feel awarkard..but heng totally dun have man..in fact we can chat quite a lot..

so i gave him a list of places tat i dun mind going (LIke ecp cycling,escape theme park,go eat or play sports.,) but ended up he ask me to choose..but then since i bluff my mum tat i am working tat afternoon cos i dun wan stay at home since she everyday every morning once i wake up will scold me for no reason liao and i kinda pissed off, so i didnt bring any sports attire with me if not she would sure suspect de..yeah so eventually i chose to cycle at ecp cos its been a long time i last cycle le and moreover cycle at nite i never reali tried before, and i believed its gonna a cooling weather cos its after a rain..initally during the afternoon, it was reali raining super heavy and i was scared tat our cycling trip has to cancel and i keep praying tat god has to help me stop the rain, and my friend was laughing beside me cos the way i say it somehow sounds funny..and yes the god did heard my prayer ! and the cycling trip somehow was carried out as planned..yipee, i was happy when it stops raining by the time i meet him..alrights i was 1 hr early before i meet him cos i was pei-ing wp to her chalet and we are taking the same direction, so decided to take the train with her lo..so tat 1 hr went around to roam in bedok..and after tat 5.30pm met up with him..wah when i saw him i was kinda stunned cos he look very different from the way he dress in work and its very sport style and i was kinda impressed by tat cos i like guys to dress like this..haha..alrights tat day his sports look indeed somehow attracted me honestly..and the jialat part when we reached the bedok bus interchange, we realised tat both of us are directions noobs and both of us seriously duno how to get there at all..wah and we got lost for 1 hour plus before we managed to stepped into ecp..then later we got lost in ecp again cos we cant find the bike station to rent a bicycle..wa we reali super jialat in directions la..and we reali wasted lots of time la..and by the time we find our way and rented the bicycle it was already 7.50pm liao and the bike rental is 2hrs..somehow tat 2 hrs past super fast unlike usual days when i cycle tat 1 hr past so slow..perhaps cycle at nite time reali past faster man..so after tat went to eat dinner at the bedok interchange hawker centre..but then once again we lost our way again..wah we reali super jialat and on tat day we drank 2 cups of bubbles teas man and all thanks to him for making me fat cos i dun feel like drinking so much de, but he keep giving me tat expression, then i have to pei him drink liao..lohz..so later when we reached the hawker, its already 10 plus le and he still ordered so much food la..he seriously got monster appetite at nite man..i coudnt eat much tat nite duno why either..usually i can eat alot le, but probably after cycling reali quite tired le so cant reali eat much..i threw half plate of kuay theow la which is my favourite dish la..and the dessert he order i gave one quarter of mine to him..and after finished eating, we went home by train..somehow its quite fast and managed to reach home on time..phew but then my mum was complaining why everytime also got supper de after work..but tat tues it was more of an outing actually, but i didnt wan to tell her..and moreover i am freaking pissed with her cos every morning once i wake up she will nag and scold me for no reason, and i will get pissed off cos i reali never do or say anything then she starts scolding me liao..wa lao i seriously need peace man and getting out of house is the best way..if not i think i reali cant tahan her man..


then yesterday (wed) i was working afternoon shift..initally wanted to jog in the morning de, but then it was raining heavily so bo bian went bac to sleep..so after woke up went to pack and prepare my stuff for my jakarta trip le..and i got seriously pissed off when i need to bring so much of my auntie stuff when i onli have a pair of hands to carry lei..i need to carry 2 bags and one bag pack man..and my mum keep saying tat each person are allowed 20 kgs but then she must think of me wat, 20 kgs how to carry sia cos its super heavy man..so i got kinda pissed packing her stuff into the lugagge..my dad was kinda worried for me cos i am going alone this time and he felt unsafe for me..whereas my mum was totally heck care abt my life and death cos she seriously not concern for me at all lo..haiz..she reali dun care if i kana rob over there or wat lo..but anyway there is always an experience de, so ya i think once i reach there, i will learn to adapt to their culture over there..sigh..and now i am still undecided whether to go or not lei and i onli left 2 days to decide liao..cos i seriously dun feel like travelling alone to a foreign country cos i am scared no one can save me when i am trapped in a danger..

yesterday i was somehow attracted to eye candy's green t-shirt cos i like bright colours..then wanted to chat more with him de, but then i was late due to the rain and partly the shutter bus was slow too ! so yeah onli got to talk to him abit then after tat he went off to sign out le..and yesterday nite this crybun came chatting with me and said tat somehow we are drifting apart and i agreed cos i want to distance from him le cos i canot carry on sending him wrong signals..i am just sorry to him cos i dun think i feel for him at all cos age is a problem..i dun like xiao di di and i would prefer someone who can think more matured-ly.i am just very very sorry cos i think he is somehow trying hard, but then i feel nothing for him..for now, i just got tat special feeling for eye candy though he is not reali matured at all.. but somehow character is quite gd..haha..


and today (Thur) i overslept and was 1hr 45 mins late for work..jialat man so i had to lie tat i had stomach pain in the morning, so couldnt come..haiz..then after tat rush down to work..i didnt have chance to talk to him alot either today though i wanted to talk quite private stuff with him de, but alot of ppl was around, so i dun wan to talk abt it man cos it not the rest of ppl know man..and today i never teach piano again cos melody says tat her grandmother has passed away..so yeah 1 month never see her liao and i wont see her another 2 wks again..wah its super jialat man..

alrights tml i am working full shift..hopefully time pass fast tml..and i think i will gonna miss the times at work if i were there for 2 wks..sigh..should i go or should i not go..

~supper at nite after work~

sat nite i was kinda happy when eye candy offered to give me a ride in the morning cos he driving the following sun.so,since he quite nice offer me ride,then i shall treat him breakfast then..so bought a packet of noodles and some dian xin for him and coffee,but he can onli managed to eat abit of it nia cos he say if he eat something in the morning sure will shit..so ended up i have to finish up his portion..so later somehow in the morning, i felt super duper full..then during lunch break was too full to eat so the 3 of us went up to the wards to explore and see see..and yesterday sun was unlikely the usual sun cos it was kinda super busy and we had to work non stop somehow..and i am somewhat tired but at least eye candy is there to talk to me so its not tat bad and boring after all...and his friend alex was there at least, so somewat makes time pass faster..in short yesterday was just an enjoyable day with eye candy around..we gossip and share lots of things and somewhat we click along quite well..certain times i think he is quite gd in digging out info from me man..so i somewat fall into his trap, but then i later realised it and realised tat i revealed too much info le..and yesterday he was teaching me to be mean to break the news to tat jeremy cos he say i cant keep giving him false hope anymore..so ya in the end reali send a somewat mean msg to him..all thanks to tat eye candy's help cos later i reali felt guilty for saying such mean things to him..anyway how i wish eye candy would somewat know then hopefully miracles might happen..

anyway yesterday after work went off to eat with the 3 guys since he is driving, then after which xy came again with his jc clique and join us in geylang for our nite supper.initally i suggested frog porridge de, but then those guys wanna try the beef har fan so i went there to eat instead..but ytd their nite life wasnt tat interesting as i thought it would be..but yeah lots of disco and pubs are open ytd and i was kinda shocked by the open-ess of those gers..but those guys was kinda calm somewat..duno why man..i see such things already so shocked liao..then after supper had to wait for him to go for car wash since he say its his turn to wash car..then bo bian i have to wait for him to finish his car wash then send me home cos i have no transport home by then..and before he send me bac, he had to send cs bac..so yeah ytd got home at 12.45 am so my parents was kinda unhappy cos i stayed out kinda late then come bac home..

then today terry was saying me tat " i realised tat u are always surrounded by guys.." and i told him i duno why either cos somewhat i click better with guys at our current workplace cos most of the gers are kinda childish kind and i find it reali hard to click with them since our frequently are quite off..but then its not i wan wat, cos i reali didnt choose to make guys friends onli wat.i did tried to make some ger-friends over there, just tat i am not as close as those few guys friends tat i always mix ard with..and today i was kinda unhappy to hear tat those childish gers complain tat i always get to do on sun and somewat they felt unfair..aiya watever man..if u guys like to complain so much then go complain more lo..cant be bothered with u all..

~first day at work after going taiwan~

haiz..today i woke up at 7am and by the time i realised tat i was stunned cos i am totally late for work ! and i have half an hour to rush down to workplace.so bo bian, i have to take taxi cos if not if i were to take train, i sure would be super duper late by 1 hr, which is reali not nice.cos i always late when i go for work..but heng i reach there on the dot so never late but then i waste $11.20 sia...wa lao i could have spent tat money on a few days of food..sigh..nvm, tml i shall wake up earlier..

anyway the moment i reach work today, me n hm chatted kinda alot cos we have lots of things to catch up with..but later we got bored so zhen yu came along and chatted with us..wa lao tat guy treat me like a guy la..behaviour and actions all so rough on me ! zzz duno why i onli work with him onli once then he dare to play around with me so much liao ! win liao man..alrights then tml i wan going to enjoy tat double pay le ..yipee ! and my enjoyable day with eye candy..today kinda kexi didnt saw him man, but saw his friend instead..zzz

~i am finally back to work tml~

yipee tml i am finally working and sun i will be working with eye candy ! cos hm cant make it on this sun due to the celebration of father's day with her bf..so ya swap slot with eye candy..sun is double pay..shoik man..this month earn super little money cos i am away from singapore most of the time..sigh and next sat i am flying off again liao and this time is alone.,so pathetic and lonely la cos my mum pang seh me.and none of my ger friends can travell overseas with friend..so sian la..but my mum say i will be staying at my aunt house where her house got swimming pool..hmm..sounds like its a pretty big house man..but then i wont be staying for 2 weeks.practically i will moving from house to house i think..hopefully their house over there wont be tat cui as wat i saw in tv if not i sure fly bac early and pay extra for the adminstration fees..seriously 2 weeks is damn long lah..all thanks to my mum who say 1 wk is not enough..

anyway ytd i slept pretty early cos i had nothing to do..so after watch tv wanted to go for a run de,but was lazy so went to bath and fall asleep le then today 11 plus then wake up and i received a call from xy asking we all wanna go for singing or not.but i abit sian and i need to plan my timetable also before i fly off cos i think indo there might not have internet access..so i gonna plan everything first before i fly off then i can enjoy in peace..

haiz...and hor seems tat the cry bun reali quite serious liao man..i thought it was some crush or watever u call it, but then hmm..alrights pray hard tat next week i got lots of slot cos i am reali kinda broke liao..need more money man before i fly to indo !

~haiz i made the sec mistake once again

haiz..yesterday since the day i reach spore from taiwan tat morning, my mum keep quarreling with me over small issues and i am damn freaking pissed with her cos i seriously see no problem with wat i am doing lohz.and she keeps finding fault with me..wat the hell man ! i got so pissed tat i reali raised my voice at her cos i am so fann with so many things to do and she just cant stop nagging and scolding me..and worst still she keep scolding me why i never buy bac stuff from taiwan for her when i already bought her liao..she feels tat the food tat i bought for her is not counted as a present..wa lao tat time i reali no money liao wat cos i spent it all on my friends gifts and my clothes, but at least i bother to bring bac and buy those food for her cos i reali look around xi men ding finding those food for her cos i know tat she dun reali like those stuff tat my friends bought bac for their families. alrights watever man, then today she was quarreling with me over wat to give my relatives in indo..then she wanted to gave away my clothes tat i bought tat time tat i haven wear..then i was kinda angry with her la cos i buy the clothes means i wan to wear wat,if not why i buy the clothes seh..so today the whole afternoon she reali kinda pissed me off man. alrights enough of her man..

yesterday once i reached home i went down to jog at my house park..its been a long time since i last jog cos i was overseas and partly was busy with work so always eat late or just no time to run after work.and after this trip i somehow gain 1kg so its reali time to slim down man.if not i dun wan go bac to my last time horrible weight.after which sat down to cool my body and watch tv at the same time.then after tat went online again to chat..all i know tat mistake i made another mistake again.sigh i think i shouldnt be tat straightforward man to expose him..somehow its not reali gd..sometimes self pretence is somewat gd..yeah at least it saves some pei-seh in him..anyways perhaps i should reali take the blame cos i just wanna confirm if i am right nia.and i reali hit the blingo..seriously i think my observation skills reali not bad wor, manage to guess so many ppl eye's candy correctly at first try.anyway i feels nothing when i hit the blingo cos i already knew tat quite long ago,so its not reali shocking to me.its just tat previously i pretended not to know, not reali duno..perhaps everything is just too obvious liao la.perhaps he dun feel tat, but someone who observe alot can feels its..but i will seriously be sad if he suddenly distance apart from me just becos i expose him liao.cos i dun like the feeling of losing a friend..as in not reali losing,but rather become less close cos i knew something which i shouldnt know.yeah anyway just see how it goes ba cos even myself duno how things will proceed..all i know is my eye candy is someone else...but i think i am not going to do anything cos i think tat's just a crush nia...though i reali feel he is reali not bad,but somewat i just dun feel like dropping hints or doing anything to let him know.perhaps i reali salute su min for tat courage to get tat guy phone no in taiwan when we are in party world singing.yeah i think tat guy also not bad, looks is certainly there,but i am not as crazy as her to get no from the guy..anyway i am reali thankful to him for being kinda nice to me.but then somewhere is just wrong somewhere.but i reali haven said anything with regards to him abt tat.but i am seriously kinda shocked by the icons and words tat he expressed yesterday.cos its reali not like him..and i seriously dun understand how can he feels for me so fast when we onli talk for like 2 times nia..anyway just gonna see how it goes ba..but yesterday i was kinda sian so reali chatted with eye candy til 3,30am again..then my dad saw tat and he is uttering nonsense again.haiz..i seriously dun understand why must they make a fussover it when i talk to a guy online..cant i make guy friends meh? haiz..why are my parents so conservative man..alrights its seriously watever cos its not like wat they kind.they can continue to misunderstand me cos i reali cant be bothered to explain to them.the more i explain the more they will think i am trying to defend myself.lohz..watever man..

and today i woke up at 11am like tat..kinda shoik la cos can wake up late late.anyway i am kinda bored at home liao doing nothing.haiz..then sat then can start work,,so sian la,.want to earn more money also no slots for me to do..i rather work than to nuah ard lo..seriously i dun like the feeling of nothing to do cos its super bored.i shall see tml wat i wanna do then..haiz..perhaps online chat again ba.haiz.

~taiwan trip on 10th-16th june 09~

i like this !


week in taiwan has so fast ended.seriously honestly speaking u ask me if i reali enjoyed this trip, i would say no cos those gers tat i am going with are not my close friends at all..in fact during this trip somewat i felt left out cos 2 of the gers i totally duno who they are and onli one of the ger is my close jc friend nia..haiz..but nvm, tat one week i kinda live in my own world..seriously thinking bac i think the onli
enjoyable part of this trip is when its shopping time cos i feel very happy when i get cheap clothes and yet they are nice.to me i feel tat shilin and wu pen pu is the nicest to shop man..clothes are cheap and affordable and trendy too..in all i bought like 8 tops and 2 bottoms..seriously didnt realised i bought so much til i reali count the number of clothes i bought when i was packing my luaggage.but of all the places we went, i like the night market the most cos everything is cheap and afforable and somehow i like the food there better though its those movable type of type of stalls cos they have lots of variety than those stalls..and i like the fried chicken the most cos their meat is reali those super juicy those type and most imptly its thick !

and the scenery places we went to wasnt tat bad either..overall its still alrights..but i must say taiwan weather is reali freaking weird cos they can be cold and hot suddenly..and i kanna sun burn the day when we went for scenery viewing..and complexion turns seriously quite jialat cos i got lots of pimples on my face..idoit man..but overall its still enjoyable la..

but seriously if this time u were to ask me go bac taiwan again, i will certain still lost my way cos i am just following blindly where my friends are going, which is seriously quite bad man..anyway i think i click better with guys than gers duno why..i feel tat alot of time i dont mean it tat way but apparently gers interpret it the other way round cos they are over sensitive,

somehow i am getting tired of thinking of wat to say through my mind before saying it out.my personality is those super straightforward kind.dun like to be fake fake kind.i feel tat at least guys arent tat petty and wont take it to heart kind..so i feel better talk to them.actually yesterday when i was on plane i was kinda sad when my friend say me until like my personality so jialat like tat..haiz.ok i am kinda abit sad honestly yesterday cos no one has ever said my personlity until so jialat before..alrights perhaps i take it as something to improve but the way she says its yesterday reali hurts me alot.anyway perhaps yesterday i should reali treat it as a comment and forget..but though i will still try to improve on tat, but such things cant possibly change over nite cos i have been wat i am since young, so its kinda hard for me to change.

and yesterday when i reached spore it was already 11.45pm and its going to almost midnite..but i was kinda surprised tat my dad turns out at the airport cos i wasnt expecting him here.so yeah we waited for the first train to come and through the nite, i was seirously damn freaking bored la sitting at the airport and i saw lots of weird ppl sleeping around the airport..wah this is seriously the first time i see such things man.

anyway today i haven even sleep once i reach home..duno why dun feel tired at all..so met up with hy to pass him my bro stuff and after tat i have been surfing net le..anyway this week i think i dun have much slots to work..haiz..sian la, i reali go broke after the taiwan trip le..so now must piah hard earn bac the money..seriously i never felt so pathetic before la cos we onli left a few dollars to survive and our luaggage almost didnt got up the coach bus cos we expected them to carry up for us but ended up we should be the one doing so..heng i did notice our bags did got up the coach bus,if not if reali happens i will seriously cry like siao man.

~i reali feel sad to depart spore for a wk ~

haiz...how seh ytd still quite emo tat i gonna leave spore soon man..and yes tml (10/6/09) i am leaving for taipei le..and yet i am not looking forward to it..seems weird man..haiz..and yesterday this "Begger" was nice to talk to me and he kept on saying nice things, but yeah somehow will still sad abit la cos need to leave workplace for tat 1 wk then will kinda those nice friends around me ma..as in the days we work and slack and have fun together. then yesterday i worked full shift at the main building and its seriously kinda sian in the morning cos was kinda isolated at one corner of the place..then bo bian eat with a ger tat i not close with...cos those guys pang seh me la cos cant go 4 ppl at the same time ma so those 3 guys go first left me..then yesterday afternoon shift was much more happier when he came in..tat ti gou cai bao also came in and wanted to station at my booth but i decided to change elsewhere cos i abit scared of him..so i go his station talk to him and he knows tat i scared of cai bao ! haha..then later we relax at the wheelchair area cos he had to go dinner and i had gone for my dinner earlier on with terry le so we sit down there chat lo since at nite super relax man...then we joke around quite long esp tat ti gou sercurity was down there ! then it makes more fun ! hehe..

then today was kinda sian cos entire never work with someone i close with..practically sit there stone with the person nia..wa lao..sian man..i think i gonna miss the ppl there..haiz..i think i reali have a crush on him le =p die !

alrights one week from now. tues midnite i will be bac in spore le..

~i duno why dun i feel happy when i am flying off~

fri was working at main lobby but tat day i was kinda shag cos had to stand almost the entire morning cos i was at the sticker section and the crowd keep coming in non stop.so hardly can take break also.and this week i was kinda guilty cos the 3 days tat i am working i am late for 1hr everyday. so the ppl over there kinda knows tat le and one of the guy was kinda bu shuang with me cos he feels unfair..wa lao tat guys so wat la..anyway i just heck him..fri afternoon i decided to stay slightly longer in tat main lobby then later then report to another venue cos wanna talk to him a while first..hmm..tat day his dressing kinda impressed me cos he looks quite smart tat day..then evening time was having dinner with them and this cai bao was kinda turn off when he comments and "played" with me..yeah seriously its super turn off and i gave him tat look..those guys heard tat too and they were laughing away..wa lao win liao man..then after work we were somehow like on some excursion cos there are ard 12 ppl going for supper..so we had xy and jo's car to take and everyone had to squeese terribly in the car..yeah the most kelian is ben..tat day initally wanted to eat more de,but apparently tanglin there nothing for us to eat except the wanton ;( and after tat went bac in xy car to head for home..before tat we had to go harbour front to fetch his gd friend,but somewat his ger-friend is kinda attitude kind, so abit dun like her way she talks to xy cos she sounds super demanding..seriously tat's the first time i see such pampered and attitude gers..

then sat i was working full shift..earn almost free pay cos totally damn slack..then afternoon shift was initally stationed at the carpark area de, but ended up i asked andy if i can go up level 3 to work or not cos i alone lei..so kelian and lonely la..so he got 2 guys to come down to replace me and i am pretty amazed by his "talk" ytd..in fact i am quite amazed by his many patterns to jio gers..alrights maybe older ppl have more creativity i guess..haiz..few days time i leaving spore le to taiwan..duno why feel abit sad to part workplace for 1 week cos gonna miss the friends over there cos i enjoy the company of friends over there.and ytd was chatting with new eye candy til 3.30am..was kinda happy chatting with him cos we quite gum and click along quite well..its tat buddy feeling..yeah..anyway i think i need to wake up my idea too..;(

haiz..today i quite emo duno why..today was supposed to do alot of stuff de,but ended up did nothing man cos i woke up at 1pm..jialat haven pack my luagge also..today reach home must packed some of my luagge le, if not i sure die man..and i haven change money also..wa lao super alot of things to do ..

~haiz.i am kinda bu se de to give up my ex job~

mon afternoon went up to meet wp, jamie and the new 2 friends from SIM tat i am going with for taiwan..actually initally dun feel like coming de, but wp say its better to have a first meet up first..at least know how they look first..but anyway my impression of them not reali gd for one of the ger...she is kinda dao and abit fake..come on la, if u are rich then u are rich, no need to act rich de..anyway after the meet up i feel abit stress up travelling with them cos i think they are kinda rich ppl..so i think the places they go will surely be kinda ex de..haiz..siao liao man..poor ppl like me need to save liao..try to buy lesser and eat lesser over there..sigh..and i think they are ppl of high expectations..she was telling me tat she scared tat they will quarrel in taiwan over differents views and opinions..yeah i think so too..all of the gers i feel kinda hard to get along man..wah now i think this trip i am not reali going to be super relax liao man..but heng i not sleeping with tat 2 SIM gers tat i duno..but i am more of the anything kind of person,so highly i wont quarrel with ppl de cos usually i will give in de..but then eventually at the end of the day i will feel unhappy nia..but i am impressed with the research tat they did cos onli the 4 of them did research..i seriously know nuts abt where i am going cos i no time to do research either..everyday need to work until so late then still need to go running..where got time seh !@ i not like them sit at home enjoy time man..then after the briefing we walk around in suntec and marina sq but seriously there is nothing to shop though the great spore sales is on..

then tues was off to work the entire day cos was working full shift..seriously tat day the time past super damn slow man cos i dun have close friends working with me, then i was kinda sian man..and worst thing i kept on falling asleep la..do forms at the booth also can stone la..imagine how tired i am man..yeah but wat to do seh..and tat day suddenly my ex boss called me up asking me if i could work for ard 2 months or not..wah tat time i was thinking wasted man, i couldnt go bac ex company to work cos i am travelling for so long..haiz..but now asking me if i wanna go bac even though pay is high, i seirously duno which one to choose man..stay in this current job or go bac >? i seriously cant make a decision..for now working here, i reali enjoyed cos i have the company of friends and i make lots of new friends too..so i am enjoyable working here and i kinda abit sad to part with them if i were to choose my ex job..my ex job though pay is high but i quite lonely in office cos i am the onli temp..though those colleagues of mine are nice to me, but after all i still prefer to have friends around..haiz..i think i will surely sad to depart with them once sch starts..now i going for holiday so long also sad to depart with them le..somehow recently got quite close with the guys..duno why i totally not close with those xiao mei mei at all..perhaps frequency quite different ba..and i think i reali have a crush on this guy..jialat man..i think i myself i also dun believe why i got this crush on him..nvm, but i feel happy talking to him..though he is not mature at all and i can confirm tat, but just duno why i have a crush on him..perhaps it will soon be gone ba tat feeling..and we met by a stupid and dumb incidence..til now i still laugh at him cos i never see guys so noob and blur before. ;) alrights, the previous i eye candy can forget it le cos i kinda turn off by his vulgar and his rough behaviour..alrights maybe tat time i was attracted to his joker character but now know him alot le, i realised i think i shouldnt eye candy him anymore.

then wed it was seriously a super duper shagged day cos i hardly got chance to slack cos the whole day put me at main lobby..wa lao then at nite i was damn bored la,.almost fall asleep also..but tat ti gou security guard was there, so somehow make my day pass faster and tat nancy was there too..so she became the "CLOWn" to be laugh by ppl..tat wed seriously the day pass so slow la, cos i totally not working with anyone tat i close with..those guys are slacking and enjoying the time pass at other booth..sian la..then yesterday i almost heart melt when i saw his expression..he ask me if i wanna take the same bus with him or not..initally was kinda tempted to do so de since he ask,but later i think like abit bo liao lo..cos i got direct bus home why must take bus with him which is totally further from where i am heading..then he was giving me tat "Sure bo u dun wan follow me de expression? " cos i was kinda lost ytd ma..

alrights this few weeks is gonna be shiong with me man..today heng no work today can settle most of my stuff..i got lots of things to do but haven do..from tml til next tues my schedule will be damn packed..tml and sat working full shift and tml nite will be eating supper with them, so will be kinda late home.sun will be preparing my stuff for taiwan..mon full shift again and tues half shift in the morning, and evening time will pack my luagge le,then wed morning will fly to taiwan le. ! and i will certainly miss my friends at workplace de..sigh..