sch finally ends...

The sch finally ends...i duno is it a gd thing or not...actually i feel veri sad to leave my friens..hai~~i dun wan to leave them but reality is tat i need to...todae Izzah and Leonard came to sch to get their results...Izzah seems alright to me..i tink she also like me...sad until no more tears liao...they said tat they are both finding jobs in the holiday since they have nothing to do at home...looks like i am those 6 reetaines who are the most guai one...haha at least i bother to come and study in sch even tough i am retained...at least i still have a positive attitude towards sch work...but since now i am starting to put in more efforts in my studies..i reali hope tat i can do better..if can win my arogant brother...wa lao he ass man...laugh at me for retaining...this kind of stupid brother...wao lao but tat laugh is veri insulting to me loh...i know lah he more clever than me also no need like tat one wat...so wat he comes from RV...big deal...RV ppl also can retain wat...talk so much...aiya he will knows next year how tough is life with pw all those stuff...by then i will be laughing at him...retarted ass brother (basket)!!!
Hai~~todae going to see him for the last time liao...i can onli see XXX after a month which is quite long...sigh~~will i tink of him??haha i also duno...maybe yes or maybe not...depends ba

Has an enjoyable day though lame (20.11.04)

yesterday went out with ac to ps.Initially wanted to go suntec to see car exhibtion but eventually went to ps becos my brother wanted to go marina bay there also which is near suntec. so its reali dangerous for me to go there. On the other hand, when we went to ps, ac saes tat th will be going to take picts for him instead since he never go suntec. At tat moment, i was shocked...then i sae "huh?"..Actually i feel veri confused. I wanted to see th since i long time never see him liao whereas on the other side, i dun wish to see him becos i duno how to face him(shy wat canot blame =))haha..
The movie "saw" was nice though grouse and bloody..Also quite funny..Ac jumped quite alot of times on me when i was not scared at all..I scolded Ac & i think becos the SA guy sitting besides me heard me scolding at him then he laugh at us twice..wa lao pei seh man..tat stupid pig..all his fault lah..After movie, we went to carrifour to buy the groceries tat he needed for the camp next day..Aiyo at the way he choose vegi all those, canot make it lah..so nan kan..but canot blame wat, guys are all the same pattern..but he saes i veri smart to choose these kind of things..haha..tis is of cos lah becos i every time help my mum to buy these kind of things wat..can be future "auntie" liao lah..
Today also talk to maril, yh online..they pursuade me to go chalet..I also wan to go wat but duno can or not leh..haha..terence like her..abit weird..i muz sae..haha sec sch she was commenting on terence like hell and yet in jc, they met each other.This world is reali small arh..She call terence "monkey" and now tat "monkey" like her..unbelivable..

promos results is out..finally

finally the results are out..hai~~i am one of the 6 retainees..todae i am so sad =( tanu, wee ping, hui ling and alot of ppl comfort me...but i juz canot stop crying..reali i juz canot accept tis fact tat i am retained...sigh...i am leaving 106 already..i am leaving my frienz..i reali veri sad...hai~~juz duno how to sae in words..my mum still canot take it tat i am retained..she keeps scolding me..i reali canot it liao..i am already so sad and yet she still keep scolding me..cant she juz stand in my shoes and understand me...she still thinks tat i am one of those who can promote to jc2.but i know my strengths..if i mian qiang go jc2 wont do me gd also...why cant she be more reasonable..why why????sigh..
i ask ac to come out after work to pei me..actually i feel abit pei seh becos i waste ppl time and yet he got exams soon..but tat nite he comfort me..ya he was veri sweet tat nite and talk to me quite a lot abt his experiences..ya i was quite touched by him lah..suddenly duno why after we chat my feelings were not tat sad any more..hmm...is it his magic words tat touched me??i duno...