Wednesday, October 30, 2013

~may lady luck stay with me for long..~

this week i would say many happy things happened.in fact all unexpected things..

sat went out with dear for morning breakfast and after which we went off to do ourselves and met up again at nite.then night time went to a jap club for an event.pretty boring though and guess what i say terry from our ex YJC..he was modelling for the show.man how did he slim down so much..really amazing.nevertheless he is still my eye candy though..

sat nite was pissed off when i realised that my stuff was thrown by my mum again despite telling her many times not to touch my stuff..and worst of all is my computer table is thrown out for no reason and she paid $30 for someone to move the computer table out for me..seriously i was damn pissed cos who the hell ask you to throw my comp table !! and that fucking stupid mother put the desktop on a fucking unstable manjong table..seriously does she has a brain or nt.got proper comp table throw away put the desktop on that manjiong table !! i blew my top cos really she just pissed me off ! and my desktop area are like garage now..wires everywhere and she really mess up the whole things for me. keyboard and mouse and all the internet connection all damn mess up..she only bring trouble to me lo !!

sun was a bad day for me so dear last min jio me out for yacht outing with his uni gathering cos some of his friends pang seh last min..somehow after the yacht outing i felt better.felt less pissed and bad mood.we went fishing and catch alot of fishes ! really fun and the water activities are fun too though i didnt get to play cos its that period of the time.haha so can only see them play..

tues and wed decided to pon work and i am really happy cos really feel very dreadful working for this data entry job..keep kana said why my output for the data entry kinda low..and i keep telling them that i am not familiar with the codes thus couldnt type fast..how can they compare a 2 week experience person with a 3 month experience..seriously..zzz

and eventually the happiest news of all is nea shortlisted me for an engineer opening. still thought i got rejected liao cos its already 1 month plus since i last send my cv.oh well, my bestie indeed help me out alot.without her, probably i might even get a chance for interview. since i got the chance liao, i must perform to my best capability. at least for the first time having the chance to be interview in the govt sector. ;)

Thursday, October 24, 2013

one last final week before i bid goodbye to tuas checkpt !

             nxt week will be my final week at tuas check pt ! yeah somehow feel really happy cos honestly they did ask if we temps wanna extend or not..although i still have 2 weeks before i fly to sydney and melbourne, i still chose not to stay on cos the job kinda crapy man. would rather slack than earn that peanuts money and make myself tired cos this job totally not slack and it really involve alot of concentration else you could have easily fall asleep. i swear next time i am not going to take up data entry job again..seriously first time and last time.this project defintely cant finish by nov de so even if after i come back, i doubt they can rush finish the deadline.so ya but i am happy that one of the perm actually going to give me the HR email so that i can directly contact them and ask them for current internal perm opening. Hope i can get it soon man before i leave..this is very important to me and its also my reason why i decided to take up this job although the pay really low..
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         and yes the job is real boring. no friend to make also..got friend also smoking friends..zzz seriously with the amt of money they earn, all of them are used to spend on smoking..seriously duno how these kids tink man..but yeah last sat was a torturing day as i have to work full day and after which the whole day is gone ;( so monday decided to pon work and nuah since those temp there pon like siao..i am the guai one that rarely pon cos i still wanna a perm job in this govt sector so i muz behave and do my best for this job although i dun really like this job..at least i do the bare minimum and not too lousy..and i am very certain that i never hit the target of 1500 quota everyday but nvm if the agency wanna deduct my pay jiu deduct anw i am gone after nxt wk.


          yesterday had a very full meat buffet..eat until scared of meat liao but the buffet is gd and cost ard $53/pax..quite ex but similar style to carnivore. i must say its much much better than carnivore and cheaper also by abit. ;)

          this week will be a busy week going out and enjoying yeah !! and ytd got one agency wanna offer me a contract HR learning and development govt job..pay quite ok actually but its only 5 mths contract..duno if will it extend or not..but i see that there are very good learning curve for this job..if can gain alot of experience through this job, i tink i will go for it even if there is no aws or bouses for me cos i tink partly i am contract staff.but well, more details shall be discuss cos the agent MIA and never reply now. dots that time call me so urgently, when i tell her i gg holiday then she didnt reply me liao..hope i am still under her consideration list lo cos i quite keen in the job..

Wednesday, October 16, 2013

worst sucky temp job ever

         i had two days of shaggness..never been so shag working as a temp before in a govt sector. even last time my slack job who pay better also much much better..firstly stepping into the company was already a shock when it was supposed to be a monday and everyone is in informal wear..jeans and sandles for everyone..my perception of govt sector are they need to dress formal but look my company is total slacker..and i am very confident that i am the most formal on monday cos i really expect a certain level of dress code.. Second shock that i gotten was why isnt there any young or middle age people working inside that organization.. why are these people mostly very old and most of them are already at their senior level waiting for retirement cos i feel that..and in fact being the chinese there, i felt like i am the minority since most of them are non chinese. well, i still can mingle well with that, just now they are really bonded and when those temp go smoking all of them will go smoking together..zzz so obviously people like me who hated smoke obviously wont follow them..and so my only friend when i entered as a temp in this job was a 55 yrs old auntie cos we are one of the few chinese over there. Not that i dun like working with auntie and uncles, but the whole office is really all 50+ ppl why cant i find any young people except for the temp..lol perhaps they are indeed working for the headquarters and people working in my branch office are doing the backstage admin..


           seriously this is the worst data entry i did before..there might be 1 million entry cards to key into the system and it wouldnt end de cos everyday will have visitors entering the country..man no wonder now i know why they need so many temp cos even if you dun sleep, the job can never be done..However, one good thing is everyone knock off at 5.15pm on the dot..its like an automatic clock..once 5.15pm everyone leave and not a single one is in office.lol cos afterall we worked in such a ulu place..no bus go back also.tats why have to catch the only shutter bus. This job really makes me damn shag lo..work from 8.30 to 5.15pm non stop cos cant slack also..no internet let me slack also..keep keying in data until wanna fall asleep..feel like i am in hell lo cos afterall when previously i was working in raffles as a perm, i still have some degree of freedom, but this one totally duno have,,canteen also have one malay stall and everyday just have to eat tt one..cant go out get food also cos we are inside an ulu area where its totally not accessible.MAN i wont want to work there if given a choice.really...and i can really say that among all the temp, i am the most highly educated liao..mostly are ITE students and in the first place this job is for ITE and diploma qualification..duno why that time when i applied for the job through the agent she didnt tell me..zzz but nvm this is really an experience. but pay really damn little..we still got sales target of 1500 entry to hit a day..if cant hit have to deduct $35..walao i confirm cant hit de lo cos i am very certain cos the data entry not very direct also..need to tink also..not really just type blindly.if the agency really deduct my pay then end of the day it will seems like i work for free cos one day we only earn ard $50+60+..ZZZ

            I AM tired of this job. lucky its just 2 weeks man..if they wanna extend me i confirm dun wan liao..unless they going give me a perm job at the headquarters then i will consider..otherwise, they will be wasting my time rotting there learning nothing,.

Saturday, October 12, 2013

last week was a hectic week

               last sun went to mandai zoo and night safari..night safari is something interesting i feel cos its somewhat very different from most zoo and most importantly its dark ! however, still it has no changed my perception of zoo.still not a fan of zoo unlike most girls.haha..But that day was real shag and slept very late cos i reach home really late and next day have to do my survey job..OMG ;(

               survey job was relatively ok..i would say quick earned money for a 2 days job.i can earn around $700+ in two days being the team leader role.actually being a team leader is somehow different. Somehow got the feel of it..i have to be responsible for things, and collate and report figures at the end of the day..its a tiring job but i guess its a mangement skill that i acquire..thank god my team mates are uni student and relatively cooperative, else if those youngsters they sure giv me shitty work and i have to compile and do it nicely for them. Only thing is i cant sleep early cos i have to wait for people to tabulate the figures at the end of the night and i have to submit a report every day for that 2 consecutive days.its really shag especially i only sleep about 3-4 hrs and the following day i have to wake up 7-8am in the morning to report to serangoon statioin to start my survey,..zzz sian lo got jurong never give me end up put me in serangoon and sengkang, but oh well lucky its just 2 days..and then the third day, we have to do a data entry for all the survey we gotten..i have abt 51 survey and i really key until siao lo..tink i took ard 6-7hrs to key cos the freaking survey is damn long.zzz actually this can be accounted as a working day, but generally its still a good earn money..defintely better than a perm on a day rate basis. but if i am desperate i will work for this again cos they have a door to door survey coming up and i am still thinking if i wanna work this for extra allowances or nt.

          fri was really crazy..since its kind of my last day that i going to have my freedom, so decided to ask dear dear and wp if they wanna go sing k in JB since dear dear wanted to sing badly a few weeks ago but i find it really expensive cos not working le ma..so everything to me also ex now especially sing during weekends..and singing in JB is super super damn cheap. 21rm ++ ( around $9.60 SGD ) can get a good meal set and 5 hrs of k singing.super duper worth la.on avg, its only less than $2 for one hr and most importantly there is food and soup and drinks included, and the portion is really huge..actually we ordered the most expensive meal set, if not it could be 15++ rm only for the cheapest..so singing in JB Is really very worth it. So after that wp went back to SG since she had some meeting and i continue singing..after which went to supermarket to stock up my food for my australia trip.duno how i spend around $42 in a day in JB lo..must be i anyhow spend money and see everything also cheap end up keep buying then accumulate until very expensive. The bread in JB is quite ex actually considering its malaysia.i would say the price is comparable with the price of spore bread.but their bread somehow its nicer and slightly different. Dinner was at coffee shop..wanted to eat so much good food intitally but plans always fail so ended up dun feel like eating anymore so end up eating cheap food. ;)

                and tmr i am starting work as a temp in the govt sector. Man my workplace is at tuas checkpoint. it seems really isolated and i wonder if there is any ATM machine over there.i feel that i am stuck :( but oh well, let this be an experience ba since its a temp and who knows if i do well, they might extend me and convert me to perm. you will never know cos i never expect that i will end up in this job. please pray hard that this will be my stepping stone into my next perm job. 1 month from now my temp job will end and i will head to australia. cant wait as i am really tired of SG ! need to get out of this place !

Saturday, October 05, 2013

i lost my drive and will to work

             recently i did realised that i lost my drive and will to work liao..really...in the past, i worked while i am still in uni is becos i needed the money for daily allowances and also pay off sch fees..but now all these isnt a concern for me now. i have paid off sch fees and there is nothing more to keep me working hard..i totally lost the motivation to work even as a temp..duno why perhaps i have been working for a yr and feel really tired liao..previously job really drained me out totally.everyday is all about sourcing for candidates and hoping when can i ever close a deal to earn a commission but sadly even after working for a year, i didnt close much..alot of time i feel that its really dependent on luck and i feel that i really do not want to continue as a recuitment consultant anyway more..

            so right now, i believe that the only drive that can push me on would be the money needed for my future..maybe i shall work word towards aiming to buy a house next time. i guess this is the only thing that can push me for now.even for temp jobs i am really selective now. i only will work for jobs that will benefit my CV or rather i am only looking into govt sector temp job. in the past, i worked for all kinds of shitty job motive is just to earn money and slack..but now my aim has changed.i wanna find a job that can reflect something on my CV..

            this whole week really shoik never go out..send some cv out but got no calls. ;( honestly speaking waiting for people to call you is really very tong ku..but well i am still very happy now as i feel that my body is getting better..not as drained as before.and last friday i went out the whole day and dear made me really pissed. just becos i have to wait for a single yes/ no reply, he made me waited for 6hrs at rws and ended up no reply and worst wait til the shop close and never get to collect and confirmed my tickets.seriously how can i not be angry..waited so long for him and this bloody ass hole never even bother to look me up after work and went off drinking with his colleagues..if he find me for half an hr and go off with his colleagues at least i wont be angry..but this guy never !!

         and so i am going to the zoo today..zzz actuallty not a fan of zoo but never mind since its class gathering so just go lo..

Wednesday, October 02, 2013

you will never know how your career path will be until opportunity arises

i duno if i should consider lucky or what, but yesterday was trying my luck to send a CV to an agency for govt temp opening since i am flying in a month time and wanted to earn some peanuts money for my transport and food allowance so that i can try not to touch my savings. Didnt expect the agent called me near to 9pm and ask me if i am keen for this job..honestly it doesnt pay well for a govt temp cos usual rate is about 11-12 bucks per hour but this is way way lower..but never mind ba i shall just go in and gain experience and get some networking in this govt sector so its easier to jump and apply for govt jobs next time. if i am confirm for this data entry job, i will probably be there for a month. kinda long to establish some relationship with colleagues..hope i can get eventually after their screening which is 1 week from now !

but anway next week onwards gonna be a super busy week for me. have to keep temp-ing around for different jobs.but oh well, i really wanted to slack all the way for 2 mths til i go sydney and melbourne de, but since now i see any opportunity i shall just grab..dun care le.low pay also gonna try out since its only 1 month and i get to learn things so why not rite. :)