~i have played hard this wk ! ~

last wk was kinda the play hard wk after so many wks of reading journals in sch.suddenly feel like a bird being free out of cage man.last sat which was christmas eve. This yr i spent it wif mr ec friends, where usually every yr this time round we would spend it wif the bday girl but she arent in china this time round. so this yr christmas eve i am rather free from activities.

sun went to jb early wif agnes and j. This thrifty couples wanted to explore jb by taking buses instead of taking cab so i guess i dun have a choice but to walk ard jb wif them..but somehow this trip is rather interesting as i get to see diff sides of jb.as i am rather bored going the same old place again and again..i tried the fish food spa that day..its damn fun but rather itchy and pain to certain extend.but considering its cheap and gd for the feet, i dun mind trying its again nxt time.then at nite ate at the roadside eating satays and otas.wanna whacks these fav food of mine, but i sore throat !! sian max..so cant eat much.but i stil continue eating those heaty food despite having very serious and pain sore throat.

mon and tues was the day for mr ec.mon was the shopping day at bugis for the retro clothes party.of cos shopping has always been my favourite activity.so if u ask me if i like shopping even not buying anything, i will definitely say yes i enjoy ! then tues was the cooking day at his hse and after that this crazy guy suggested to go jb sing k.i was like : " huh are u serious? " anw i also quite on de since i have my own passport now.can go overseas anytime. ;) actually singing k in jb is just a super great deal when everything is so cheap ! but this 2 days having spend quality time with mr bf is indeed very nice, cos we hardly can enjoy so much during sch period.

and wed i am back to sch again to do experiments again !!! so sian..and another sian thing is my comp break down after 6 yrs not giving me after any trouble after changing the hard disk.now problems has started to arise.and looks lik all my photos tat i have been keeping since jc will be gone ;( so sad....

~a hilarious joke, but yes i gt fine for jaywalking ! ~

hmm wat have i been doing this few days?? it seems tat i am very busy with tons of things, but apparently none get done..or rather i have too many things to do til i duno where should i start from..hai ~ and i am referring to my FYP.my mentor told me so many many things to do, but where should i start from? , when i have to meet him practically for the past 2 wks almost everyday..wanna slack also cant in this holiday..sometimes when i didnt do much, then he would show me the unhappy unexpression..then i was lik "opps" ..aiya i am getting really sick of this man..holiday also no time to relax and rest..

last fri i choose not to go bac sch for FYP cos i have yet to done anything.he sure unhappy de, so i told him i have something on that day =x so ended up i took the day off to meet playmate..sat did nothing but slept the entire day for over 12 hrs !!

and ytd i encountered the most hilarious joke of my life ! i was fined for jaywalking outside the cross junction of our sch..darn, i was never tat lucky even for toto lo ! guess wat, initally i alrdy saw a police car somewhere near the junction, but i thought they wanna look for eye witness for some accident, so i just disregard everything and jaywalk the road openly like wat i always do for the past 4 yrs...only when i was stopped for my student pass and ic, i realised tat "oh shit, something not gd must be coming up" and i was right, the policeman took down my student pass and he said i was fined for jaywalking and he say 2 wks time the letter will reached my home. ;( then he was telling me stories how dangerous it is to cross the road like how i does..aiya who duno its dangerous man..i also know.i also know its illegal to cross the road lik this, but everyone is crossing the road lik how i does wat..just tat i very suay ytd tio fined !!! nvm heng its $20 only.. after which went for skin appointment..sigh even the doctor duno wats wrong wif my problem.ended up he onli did a blood test ;(

ytd my foot was hurting very terrible til i could hardly walked.in fact i was limping on my leg since it was so painful out of the sudden.perhaps the pain last wk was alrdy a sign, but i chose to ignore it..i am really scared tat my foot will return to the china days where i could barely walk much..even if i could walk, only can walk for short distance as after a while i leg gets hurtful..hai~ like tat seems like a handicapped man..thinking of that, it suddenly reminds of my SZ neighbour..that nice lovely old couple..i can never forget the auntie who came down my hse in the middle of the night just to help me rub my foot with her foot medicine cos i rmb i could barely even walk a few steps..hopefully she is getting gd now ;)

~lab work sucks to the max~

i am so lonely and empty lately cos he is went for reservist..so sian.then this wk everyday do lab in sch.lab work seriously sucks to the max..today is my 1st time i really do experiment..i was tasked to capture image under the microscope by my mentor, but somehow i duno wat he wants..those image tat i captured i tink not bad, but he doesnt tink so..conversly,the final images tat i captured was very lousy cos i didnt put in effort liao cos i redo 3 times alrdy..super fed up..so i just bo chap and anyhow capture the image under microscope.but eventually he said those photos are better..i was lik FINALLY !!! no wonder my friends keep saying tat lab is a waste of time..indeed it is. from morning til evening, i did nothing except capturing a gd image.and i have yet to do my lit review cos everyday he has new things for me to do..freak !!! i am so tired !!! sigh i dun lik yr 4 life !!!

xxx can you faster come out, i am so sian..

~broke broke broke~

For the past 1 wk, i have been busy wif going out and working ad hoc jobs.singing k though wasnt as much happier as shopping, but fri was the day when me n wp went to sing k.her voice was damn awesome and i enjoyed listen to her live "concert" for tat 3 hrs.nevertheless during tat session, i tried finding songs tat suit my singing voice.and i managed to find a singer tat i can sing rather smoothly..but eventually at the end of the day i needa brush up my chinese ba.

then sat went to work in the 1atitude pub/resturant..tat's the worst job i did so far since young.the job is not onli super tiring and i dun really like the environment.lucky i hv friends' company, else in the first place i wont even work in this line.but the returant view at the 62 and 63 level is awesome indeed..but the waitress job really makes my arms damn tiring and muscle ache after tat..the pay is somemore kinda pathetic for the amt of sweat we put in..nt worth man..

then sun intended to go sentosa de, but the stupid morning rain spoil everything ! so ended up went for food explore at the east side.then went robinson sales..i bought wat i needed and he bought alot of shirts and its all i choose one.LOL.but i trust my taste cos i am always v particular abt guys dressing.but ytd was a shagged yet happy wkend together ;)

mon went to work again and i was tasked to input all the information in the photocopy box..i was lik OMG, so much to be completed in 2 days. this data entry job is super boring!

~my blog is no longer a secret !!! ~

guess wat, due to my foolish-ness or rather itchy hands, i actually indirectly link the impt key words to my blog.but nvm la.i shall still blog normally..shall not filter wat i wanna say or hide feelings nor emotions. and stupid dearest, i guess fate have been on ur side ya..seems like luck is always not on my side and made you found my dearest blog...

anw today went out for half a day wif mum.surprising today kinda click well wif her.firstly in the morning i woke up freaking damn early (6am) cos she damn kiasu wanna be the first patient, but apparently when we reached there, there are more ppl even kiasu than us..so eventually i was the no 9 patient.alrights wat the chinese doc said that my hives developed largely becos my immune system is too strong..lol when i was heard tat i was tinking, wat kind of crappy rubbish is this.cos usually ppl who has weak immune system then will fall sick wat, i dun see a reason when someone who has very high immune system falling sick easily..so i listen until blur blur so i decided to challenged wat the doc say..wa then the doc like kinda unhappy liao then started to raise his voice abit..then i was lik "orh orh, okok.." at this point of time i tink it best tat i shut my mouth in case i get snapped (since he is the doctor wat, then i cant say anything)

after tat went to IMM to window shop wif mum..she keep "nagging" to ask me buy hush puppies shoes for her..wth, she tinks i atm ah..i not even rich lo..in fact she much much richer than me..and she keep looking and looking and i knew tat she confirm wont buy de.so i cant be bothered to entertain her when she ask me if its nice or nt.and she try and try but i still very certain tat she wont buy..and indeed i was right !!! then after tat she keep bugging me to treat her lunch..ok lunch mayb i still got $ to eat..then i check my wallet and realised i left $5..damn pathetic..i say ok lo since u wanna eat resturant then we pay half half lo since i onli got $5..then i brought her to eat tahu tehlo ! somewat this time round, it doesnt seems as nice as the first time i tried, but tat was mum first time try, and she say indeed this dish is not bad.

then after which went to the temple to pray though i was very reluctant to go there but bo bian cos i was dragged there by my mum..and tat ends the entire half a day..was damn shagged la ! shall look forward to tmr ! i gonna to cut hair and spend the entire day with him ! ;)

~sometimes staying abroad alone indeed can be very tough~

yes my final exams just ended 1 wk ago..kinda tired of nuahing for one wk liao..seriously there is nothing to keep me occupied other than watching drama online.wanna job temp job leh, but then i needa work on my FYP during this holiday and perhaps start writing some part of the reports before sch starts.i wanna work to earn some money for the grad nite and grad trip.but somehow my motivitation arent tat strong this holiday to push me to work.. ;(

alrights i just came bac from batam..overall this small island is a nice place to eat eat eat and shop..i love their avogradro drink cos its super cheap and my 2 days stay in batam i drank 3 cups of avogradro drink..the hotel was super shoik..the room are super big and awesome..there is swimming pool some more lo..too bad i didnt bring my swimming costume, else i will defintely go down the pool since not much ppl swim there.but it was a nice travelling with him.. ;) we shopped lotsa of food bac..overall its a cheap country to spend in..all u needa is money ! but sadly i onli changed $50 so i dun have much money to shop after i bought the kueh lapis, cos the this kuej lapis itself alrdy cost $29..wth so ex la..initally i still thought its not tat ex can consider buying.end up abit regret after buying.alrights nvm actually i quite gian to buy their fried donuts and tibits bac cos i always lik them since my aunt always bring tat for us whenever she comes spore.too bad this time i no money to buy bac much..wat i lik overall this entire trip is the big big spacious hotel !!! wah if i ever have such big rooms, i will be defintely damn happy..

then mum ask me the nxt day after i came bac batam.she asked why arent my passport chopped at all...opps she actually checked it ! i was wrong man, cos initally i thought she wont check at all..i was very panic at tat point of time cos i duno how to reply her..so i pretend to continue sleeping while i tink of a solution to ans her..and heng i manage to get my way out..phew !!!

today had a long session talking wif my brother...suddenly feel very pitiful towards him..he told me now he can onli eat one meal everyday cos he has no money to eat..hai~ like so poor thing man..so i told him to buy bread as alternative lo..at least it will be more filling and at least he can get to eat 3 meals, not as bad as eating 1 meal per day...he told me tat he is very stressed over this current financial status now..he needs to buy a car now but he has no money and his daily accomodation is a big problem now..the standard of living over there is super high and he has no money to pay everything..sigh, hearing tat from him i feel very pathetic towards him cos in the past he nv had this problem..he is always a glutton when it comes to food.now he has to control wat he eats cos he has no money..so poor thing man !

i am gg to see the chinese doctor tmr for my hives !!! hope the chinese medicine can heal this long term hard to treat illness..i am seriously getting irritated by the constant hives man.