its been a long time since i last blog..seriously things have been quite bad..a week ago, i was feeling reali lost, as i reali duno who should i listen to..should i listen to my heart and friends, or should i listen to her and attend sch..becos of this , i was reali confused..mind was totally veri lost..cried for 2 days cos i cant make a decision..tat's another point in time when i have to make another impt decision..as it will affect how much i study..last time was the decision as to keep the relationship or not...yup, tat's was the first pt in time when my heart did struggled alot..anyway glad to sae tat i have no feelings for him le..which is something glad to hear abt..yup, i took abt 1.5yrs to forget him..anyway feel happy for him too, at least he is happily attached now..somehow i feel tat i reali dun match him at all..his current gf is so smart and pretty. whereas i am so lousy compared to her..anyway i still think tat i reali canot be compared to her...she is reali way to0 smart le..perhaps she is reali the one for him..=)anyway still hope tat he will still sae a hi to me if one day he were to see me..i will certainity wont dao him, cos i not tat bad lah..
next up was studies, reali man, in 2.5 weeks time, first paper GP is coming..scared man..i got a feeling tat my gp canot make it..duno why also..sigh..wat am i to do..after tat was the 3 subjects..scared man..how???it seems tat i still have many duno, and my lectures still haven read..all the past few weeks was piahing tys..but it seems tat its not getting into my head..hai~~~so now, kept consulting teacher last min..phew..anyway todae is the last day before A levels i am touching the comp, not again i am going to use it unless after As..so must control now...
and todae ms lim treats us eat pizza, so nice of her..and so sway todae everthing went wrong..hp spoil, came late to sch veri late cos i over slept by too long..aiya todae is just an unlucky day..=(later is haveing graduation day..last time seeing the 2 idols le..if got chance to know them, then i will happy like mad..hehe..
