I am kinda happy with my life now though I am jobless

Last week was really busy week. I kinda like the staycation at RWS. Room was spacious and it was accompanied with a nice dinner buffet which dear had to pay separately. $60+ for that dinner but after discount is around $30 per pax so afterall its still quite reasonable. However if its $60 per pax I would find them really ex as its really over price cos not all the food are really nice. In fact I couldn’t really name any food that really makes me unforgettable. The gelato ice cream was really sucky compared to the nice gelato that I had outside. But I whack lots of oyster that night. Cant remember how many I ate, but maybe up to 10 big oyster. I tink I will eat oysters again when I go Sydney but I guess its gonna be expensive over there.

The following day was raining so heng it rained for a while then stopped cos we really planned to go adventure cove de cos the ticket is only valid for 3 days nia.overall I would say the rides are quite ok but got one ride generally more scary cos its like a roller coaster ride suddenly drop you down from a height. Heng that day we go was a weekday and no queue and we only waited for a while to play..if I were to go weekend I sure sian diao one cos waiting time already makes me sian as I heard ppl saying that sometimes need to queue up to 1 hr.After which we ended up our staycation trip with a dinner at seah Inn. Wanted to treat dear a lot of food but we cant eat, ;( mayb the dinner buffet was too full the day before.

 Thurday was really a lame day doing nothing. Bought a massage package and honestly the massage package is really cui. Place was seriously run down and the bed is damn dirty..ppl use decent bed lining but this place uses those towel clothes..OMG I was really shocked when I saw that.i wont want to come back again lo although it comes with a facial package cos I am not sure if the products they use on my face is it gonna to be safe. So I rather waste my $18.i wont go back there again anyway. After which, went on to loiter around and walk from bugis to clark quay.its freaking damn far but what to do, have to kill time cos I have two appointment meet up with my ex colleague and friend. This ex colleague keep pushing me to join her travel package.zzz seriously I am going to block her if she continue to pester me. I already told her and state my stand that I wouldn’t be keen liao yet still pestering me. Cant she meet me without any motive de instead of keep selling me things ! argh !! I dun mind meet up to chat abt her current work or talk abt why I chose to resign.but apparently when I tried to shift focus she kept on talking abt her agenda.seriously very turn off lo.

Friday went to the Chinese clinic to see my neck and shoulder. Abit sian diao wasted so long queuing. And yes I have decided to go my acupuncture another time liao cos now anyway after taking the medicine not so pain le.

Saturday and Sunday was a day out with dear. TVB awards was normal I feel. Actually we sit a bit far though we are under the VIP seats.and seriously they should show the stars in the TV lo cos what we see is just a tiny bit of the stars.really small. Cant see clearly although I can roughly guess who they are. All of them are very pretty and shuai. I love Linda chung the most cos she is really a beauty and she really stand out from the stars although all of them are pretty also. Her gesture and smile really stand out somehow. Sunday had a quarrel with my mum cos wanted to go jb but she insist on tagging along with me and eug, but who the hell bring a mother when u go for dates.dots leh so I bu shuang and she also bu shuang so she say she can give me the passport but if that’s the case, she will go eug hse to meet their parents for chit chat.really angry lo cos she is out to create trouble,. Her chit chat is confrontation lo.damn shit !! so ended up went out with dear for food exploration at city square. Went to had atas pancake and laska. Then after walk to bugis to digest the food in our stomach..haha

This whole week gonna be a serious week cos I am going to send cv liao..slack for 2 week didn’t really send much CV. ;(

 

 

 

 

nuahing happily~~

duno why i am just too nuah to hunt for jobs now seriously. really tired...somehow sleep alot liao but dark rings apparently never seems to lighten :( sigh when can i get back my youthful look when i am still studying.. past few days really did nothing. Fri nuah, saturday nuah a while til afternoon go bugis and suntec for shopping..Sunday, monday also nuah.. today ( tuesday-saturday ) will be a busy week for me so i wouldnt have time to search for jobs. We celebrating our post 2th yr anniversary though its like 1 mth ago..lol.dear dear say its gonna be a surprise. and honestly speaking i duno wat reason to lie to my mum again for staying out. sian i hate to lie, but if i tell her the real reason for staying out will she allow me to stay out late and not come home? ans is of cos no ! so i no choice but to lie.

the surprise wil be for 2 days til wednesday. Thurday will be out for massage cos my neck and shoulder still hurts..shall go acupunture on Friday liao. After go massage need meet ex colleague. Abit sian and reluctant meet her cos i got a feeling she wanna jio me into the travel club again. Now not working la. no money for this kind of things. Although i love travelling but tats aside, i dun see the need to invest package for that cos i go for cheap travel package,. i no need stay in good hotel and travel with tour.zzz i prefer backpacking..

and saturday i going to TVB awards ! yeah so happy can see my favourite hongkong stars. that night must dress mei mei man cos its at MBS :) honestly speaking i haven been dressing up for years. work really made me tired to make up even. see my colleagues jiu sian liao.

and now i duno why i always get hungry de. i really wonder how did i did it without eating whole day in sch when i was studying in NTU.really amazing..ppl always call me zhuo xian who no need eat..yes that time i never felt hunger at all even from morning to night, now cant liao..once its reaches 12-1pm my stomach will be hungry and also at night too. sian now never work also hv to budget on eating liao.shall not anyhow spend $$ liao although eating resturant have been the crave for me now. no money now eat hawker liao ;(

a sad departure-not even a farewell

monday was my last day of work and i am indeed very happy that i am finally out of the company cos i have been waiting for this day..but i was really sad on my last day. no one even bid good bye to me, not even my team mates..As someone who as worked for a yr plus in the company, at least i hope to get a proper farewell..Seriously i feel like i am no different from a temp. Having to enter company and go off secretly without no one knowing. The most disappointed is my own team mates. The malay girl already know who shall not be named already know that i am leaving and she didnt even bother to bid good bye to me. At least i was hoping before i leave, we could break the ice, but nevertheless this did not happen..ever since the dispute we nv talk.. kay fine la seriously cant be bothered since i already left the company. But i can really say that i am truly disappointed in this company. Supervisor duno on leave or mc. said that monday i will be explaining and handing over stuff to him, but end up he never turned up..like that how you want me to hand over !! seriously and he wasted my time writing a summary of all the things i need to hand over when last day is for people to slack and wrap up things liao and ended up i stayed til 7.30 then left office. This shouldnt be the way !

Anyway i wont regret leaving this company honestly. they never gave me the sense of belonging in this company. Felt that ever one was self centred. i shall see how long that malay girl can tahan in her current role. give her another 1 yr i am certain she will resign..honestly speaking i am one of the rare one that stayed on for so long in the company..the most people stayed less than a yr..a few months also hv.hai !

since monday was last day, tues was a shoik day. had massage with wp to end my muscles and neck pain. it was really shoik cos one time all the pain is gone ! after which went to SIM for training for a 2 days job that i gg commit.and of cos it pays well so i am going to volunteer myself as team leader since they poach me to be one. its good money so i shall be hardworking and earn back all the losses i get for this month. After which meet dear to have my last final good meal before i really become poor having not to work..we ordered 5 courses of western.abit siao but well i said its the last good meal liao.

these few days really slack and i truely enjoy the time cos damn long nv enjoyed such quality time liao. next week shall start my job hunting !!

last day tmr ! ~

tmr will be officially my last day of work. cant wait feeling happy cos I am finally freed ! but yeah this also means that I am starting to be penniless cos no income. My ex student mum sms me if I wanna teach piano again. hai but honestly speaking I do not have the confidence to teach her daughter anymore cos I dun see any improvements de.as a teacher I hope to see some improvements so that at least I know wat I am teaching it relaly went into her brain. so I have not given her an ans although this might come into the right opportunity to earn some income when I am jobless now..

so this week was quite fruitful actually. Monday took MC to edit my cover letter but apparently I didn't know much things tt day too. But my shoulders and neck and indeed aching that's why I have to see doc..perhaps its really the strain that I have been ignoring.tues went to eat thai food delicacies. Its really awesome just that not full enough cos it was just like a food tasting...thurday met up with dear and went Avalon for a event..After which had dinner at Jin shan. Man that place is super atas and ex.one plate of 4 pieces of tofu cost $20 !! and one bowl of fried rice which I felt that was so so cost  $20 too ! everything is just over priced but oh well, its MBS so its kinda meant for tourist. But honestly speaking, I dun think the food is really that food, but perhaps presentation is quite different.

And Saturday was something different as I went to learn coffee art. Its kinda interesting cos I finally got to know hw do these ppl actually draw cute pictures on latte or cappuccino and after the lesson I actually know wats the difference between them although they always sounded the same to me, just different way of preparing them.

my eyes are like panda now. cant wait to have my beauty rest and recover the skin and no dark rings eyes when I was still schooling..seriously I think I have aged quite a bit after working. ;( .

1 more week to freedom which also means the start of my poor days !

its 4.29am now and I haven sleep !! OH NO ! actually I woke up at 1.30 pm today. so kinda kind of awake now and its Monday nw..I left 3 hrs more to sleep before going for work..But I decided to take MC..yes should just utilise this for the last time before I leave the company officially. cant believe that this is my last week and I am busy doing mobilizing for my colleagues. Shouldn't the final week be the time to wrap up stuff? and yes I do have a lot of things to clear on the laptop and my table too ! chunk of rubbish !!

last week was quite free for me. Monday met up with ter pass him USS tic..tues zhuo bo I think, wed meet up with dear for black ball cos he was really tired after work so cant go anywhere. Thurday met up with wp for cover letter discussion and Friday went expo alone to check out COMEX..ended up went to eat and see other stuff..zzz eventually when I tired to enter the COMEX at 9.30pm..those stupid security stopped me in and I didn't get to check out the rates that I wanna check for desktop and broadband packages..zzz

weekend wanted to go JB de for massage cos my shoulder is aching terribly..duno why ever since I started working, my shoulders always hurt. but dear damn bad promise me liao dun wan pei me go..and stupid mum wanted to tag along to jb with us..so she really a big lightbulb lo !! so I tink abt it, indeed its really very sian to go on dates with her tagging along. so end up never go and chose to sleep instead ;(

sigh hope tmr will be a better day.got tones of things to do before I leave the company. !! 5 more days to go!! jiayou !!

work load lightened alot ! ~whee~

Ever since I resign, life seems really relax for me..feel so much better lo..cos everyday so busy sourcing for new positions really very tiring and worst, if can find nvm..If cant find will get damn stress cos no CV to produce..and yes I totally heck care now..never really give CV now although I still have 2 more wk to go before I finally resign..anw got new staff coming in so I can relax liao..but now I have to think about what do I want to do in the near future..defintely not as a recruitment consultant anymore becos I dislike this industry..Its very sales oriented and a lot of time its dependant on luck factor, which is not something that I have..my luck has always been very lousy..so I really hav to look for jobs that need hard work..

 

This week I had more meet up with dear…Monday went to jcube for dinner and eat ice cream..Tues went for thai steamboat and wed went for movie !! rarely I get to meet dear so many times a week lo so I must say the time is short when we are together ! Thursday and Friday decided to go home earlier to prepare for one of the govt job application cos this weekend is the deadline and I really hope that after putting so much effort, at least I get to attend their interview. At least from there, I can access how well I do for interviews becos afterall I only went for one interview for my current job and I did a lousy job in replying my ans..but apparently they still hire me..oh well..

 

News spread really fast in company indeed..those higher management staff already knew I resigned and one of them ask me why I wanted to resign..come on, people always wan to resign for certain reason..of cos I wouldn’t tell the trust or main reason that I wanna resign..so I put it in a nicer way..i say that I wanted to change a different industry, which is what I always wanted to do when I started the job cos initially I dun like the job alrdy but I stayed on til a yr.. I could have stayed longer for the aws but seriously I duno if I can tahan til then..the criticising and constant asking about KPI and why aren’t I performing..i am tired of all these liao..just give me a break man ! supervisor kept on asking me again if I really want to resign even up to now..i think he kept on thinking that I resign becos of the manager lectured me..that could be a reason but seriously I doubt I can work with such people anymore..honestly speaking sometimes he should find out the reason cause first before jumping into conclusion..last fri also anyhow send email to confront people when small employees has limited say in the company..if the higher management dun approve the doc, how u want them to proceed..seriously I just dun understand why cant he see this problem..all in his mind is, the employee is inefficient cos she didn’t process the candidate salary on time, BUT I have to emphasize again ! she has limited control over that..i wasn’t helping her at all, but I am just trying to be logical and be fair to everyone. Well, he give me the unhappy face, but I dun give a damn cos its none of my business anymore.

 

Counting down to 2 weeks to my last day ! feel like taking MC liao cos my whole body really aching badly !! ;(