~exam is finishing soon !~

exams are coming to an end ! whee ;) finally tat torturous period is over soon..generally i tink this time i tink the papers are quite ok man..this i will do better than last sem..cos this sem is more of memorise modules which i am better at..but then my 05 is reali damn cui man..jialat i onli hope dun tabao can liao..cos i left damn freaking alot of blanks...sian..if i dao bao sure sian diao man..cos i dun wan to see this module again..although i didnt wanted to take MC for this paper, but after thinking through i tink its better not cos if not if i were to take it nxt sem i wont have any help for CA cos i have no one to copy ans from ! lohz..

and the past few papers like polymer and manufacturing is just a freaking memory work paper..it otally drained all my brain memory cells man..but heng it was the first 2 paper so it was afterall better cos after tat those papers have fewer memory stuff..and i am so look forward to holidays man..and i get fat so much man..sian i going to piah 4.8km everyday after exam man..no joke, i must regain my slim weight..my arms are damn flabby now..darn..and my heart shape shape is so bah now..sian..

one more paper left on tues then i will start preparing for my activities tat i have been planning when i am studying ...lohz..meet up and shopping ! JIAYOU qm for the last paper !
surprising i am still not tired man when ytd i haven even sleep man..the chicken assense is gd man ! ;)

~damn stress ~

wah lao one more wk to go ! this is freaking damn stress man..mon did nothing as usual...lohz then tues and wed stayed at home to mug..but it wasnt efficent at all cos i kept on falling asleep cos the weather is just freaking hot man..and my room is just hot..sian..my notes is piling up damn alot and i have yet to cleared any single one..=( sad man and online lect i still left kinda alot to review..freak man how am i going to finish ? even if i dun sleep also cant finish la..

ytd was my 23rd bday and ytd suddenly felt tat i am reali old liao man..the 23 doesnt sounds young anymore..haiz..ok now i know how it feels like now..but ytd sad leh he didnt know its my bday but nvm la. anyway i am not reali close wif him,just tat i have more interest for him than other guys...for yrs tat i been hoping for him to wish me happy bday always turn out to be a disppointment..i guess 5 yrs bac our friendship has already ended by then.. ;( perhaps he wont know tat cos he didnt read my entry anymore..but still i still treat him as friend..i hope he would say a hi to me if one day he sees me in sch..i did see him in sch twice but i dared not say hi to him cos he was wif someone and the other time he was just too far away from me..

and today i was supposed to meet ly de...but end up didnt cos tat 08 ended up too late man..so i tink he cant finish, so yeah he said after my exams lo..haiz sian man..still thought can see him man..make me happy for nothing..and i hope i can work there lei cos i see some hope..hehe..pray hard i can get a chance to work there man then i will be freaking happy !

alrights jiayou qm, i gonna piah now !

~damn damn stress~

haiz i am damn stress now sia..tues was busy practising the song presentation wif the gv17 ppl..then i had to wait for so long just for the elective to start and seriously in between the time is wasted cos i cant reali study in sch..so yeah after tat i went home..then wed stayed at home to mug for my 02 CA and the tech comp presentation..seriously tat day sucks man cos i took damn long to memorise everything and the presentation speech is kinda sucky cos i reali rmb clearly wat to say for the speech but then once i faced the audience i cant rmb anything tat i rmb, so bo bian i have to see the projector screen to elaborate the points on the spot..lohz duno why sia everytime i just got "stage fright" then after thur test and presentation went bac home again to study 05 and singing presentation..but then i didnt study much of 05 cos i am already drained by 02 the day before, so yeah didnt manage to study much chps..and tat day was supposed to memorise the song lyrics de, but then i didnt cos i am totally damn shagged and brain just cant store any info anymore..so yeah sad la...but thankfully fri went on smoothly man..i was so happy ! the presentation was gd was commented by the teacher, but yeah at least my cui voice is covered by those 2 gers who has damn powerful vocal..but i saw some of the comments tat other ppl gave me..so said tat my high pitch was gd , so at least tat was something to be happy abt it, but then, ppl commented tat i perhaps i can sing louder..yeah actually all along i knew this prob of mine..somewat my voice is always very soft unlike the way i talk when i was very loud..so yeah i am totally a diff person when i sing ! and secondly they say i dun have eye contact wif the audience..of cos cant have eye contact la cos i nv memorise the lyrics so of cos cant eye contact.,.if not i cant follow the music man ! anyway tat day maril sat in there to see my performace and she helped me recorded the whole performance..hee..

anyway this ly msg me tat particular fri and i was happy for a moment cos nxt thur i can finally see him ! but then everything is not confirm yet cos thur i finished at 2.30 but then by the time i reached there it would be pretty late and i doubt he can finish the cleaning for me..so yeah he say he will let me know again if he say he scared waste my trip but seriously i dun mind la cos i can go there get my banana balls which i have been craving for damn long already..of cos another alternative is i dun go for the 08 TA tutorial , then go there at 2pm but then i will feel damn guilty la cos nxt whole wk i wanna stay home more often to mug liao..anyway tat day i was chatting wif him abt his sis cos i saw his sis in sch and somewat i find him kinda close wif his sis man..which is the total oppsite for me and my bro..;( but anyway i find him kinda interesting, shall find out more abt him when i see him ! i shall fake fake dig things out from his mouth ! haha !

anyway fri after test i finally put down my load and met up wif ch for dinner and movie..we watched the clash of the titans and the movie tics cost $14 each..sian man so ex and some more i dun find it nice at all though its 3D..somewat i dun reali like wearing tat 3D spect thingy lei..so i didnt wear for practically for 3/4 of the show..tat day we had our dinner at fish and co and initally thought tat $1 was still on, but then it was totally redemmed ! omg so fast so we ordered something else lo..then i spend $26 just on eating fish and co man..so hard pain la ! i shall budget this few days liao..

today sat i cant imagine i slept til 12pm then wake up..siao la exam so nearing liao and i still sleep so much ! and my online lect so much accumulating...sian la i wanna clear finish then i can focus on my studying..i seriously duno how to make mission impossible for most of my modules cos i left super alot to catch up ! wa lao see liao also sian. ;(

a girl who looks abit like me !

i saw this photo online and he is my friends' gf ! who actually look like me

~i feel damn stress now man~

wah sian leh fri i reached home in the evening totally did nothing..cleared my house cos the hse is just in an entire mess and watch tv..thanks to the mess that dad has created for me man..haiz..then sat i slept the entire day man..cant imagine man..i study 1 hr then sleep 2.5hrs every interval..lohz duno wat's wrong wif me either..seriously duno why i can reali sleep the entire day man..seriously i damn guilty i sleep the entire day when i was supposed to be studying de...and sun my mum was back..i wasnt excited abt her being bac home at all..SERIOUSLY cos the moment she stepped into the hse, she started scolding me..sian lei sometimes i reali wished tat i can move out soon..or rather just married off so that i can no need see her bloody face anymore...cos seriously i duno understand she always like to scold me for nothing..she keep telling my dad tat all my aunts in indo dun like me..fine la ! i nv asked them to like me all along also wat..since they detest me so much i wont appear in indo again la..anyway u tink i reali like going indo meh..if not for my phone and the cheap air ticket i would nv go there la..anyway since i cant pleased them in anyway just be it..i am just who i am, if u dun like me then just leave me alone ! stop saying this and tat and fann me ! this is just super irrirating..seriously i just cant get into those indo culture..they keep saying i am unfilial and watever shit, seriously i dun give a damn la..u can say watever u wan, i cant be bothered cos i have better things to do than getting angry over these irritating ppl...and my mum is equally same as them..seriously why is she just so damn childish..fancy hiding the food away when i ate one of her bao and the reason she gave was becos i didnt fetch her from airport to carry her stuff so these food is she carry de, so i cant eat..seriously WATEVER man...i tink her thinking is just so childish and she say i nv washed her clothes so she hided her food away so tat i cant eat..WATEVER la, if u dun let me eat then dun eat lo...its not as if i no money to buy to eat..its just tat i am sick of the biscuits tat i bought for wks..

this wk is gonna killing me man..so many things to do and i can hardly breathe..i am just damn stress now..test so much to study and presentation and singing..hai !!!!!!!! i wished i got movitation and encouragement man.. ;(

~i totally no mood when i saw his status~

anyway ytd i was totally no mood when i saw his status that he loves shu yi??? then i was stunned cos i always thought he no gf de...then my hopes totally became all dashed when i always assume tat he is single..but phew lucky it was a coax by his friends..cos i tink his friends heck his account..haha aleast after which my mood became better liao...if not reali damn sian diao one man...and ytd i went vivo to shop to destress before my exams start..yeah and hor i was damn shocked when i saw bobby chua ! its like ages that i last seen him..i guess ever since sec sch i nv see him liao..but then he nv see me la..he still looks the same but did become more big size now..and he still gt tat cute look..haha, but yeah is tat girl luo ling? cos why she look kinda different man..anyway i didnt call him cos i was very far from him so yeah..

and ytd hor i ate 4 donuts and 1 cookie and many many snacks man..die le la i was supposed to be on diet but i am eating so much junk food instead of eating proper meals..alrights today i will "fast" today..and tml my mum will be back...tink she sure will scold why the house is super in a mess..haiz..its always the same man..i am tired le..and then i seriously feel damn sian so many online lect to catch up..3 tests and 1 presentation nxt wk ! its gonna kill me !