bored and bored..

rumours says that fri "0" levels results will be releasing..i shall be laughing at my brother now man..but seriously i tink he should get quite gd lah..rv where got ppl are lousy one rite? then wei qi was telling me todae tat tis year fuhua should be doing quite well and maybe there will be reporters coming to our sch again like last year..madeline was the top scorer last year..everybody was like gathering as a class to take pict for the reporters cos we are in the same class..but i dun wan to join in..tat time i was seriously veri sad..wanted to cry liao where gt the mood to take pict for ppl..hai~now ended up in yj..pathetic man..wish i can go bec jj..but it seems impossible..hai~~never mind..
fri tink i will be watching hide and seek with tat yan hui..aiya predict tat fri lots of ppl wont be coming liao..maybe tat day release us early..i shall watch movie secretly without my mum knowing..haha..still tinking where should i watch..maybe town or maybe north point..
then tat mr wong todae was talking to me cos i got nothing to do..finish my practical liao..duno why everytime see him will smile..the way he smile veri retarted man..showing off all his yellowish and wai teeth..eee..he like tat smily teacher (mr kwan) except tat kuan is more cute and yan dao..wong is canot make it..but seriously whoever is his wife sure veri gd one..cos he like those veri guai and obey lao po one..for me i muz find guys tat are nai kan..canot those i see already like canot stand it liao..esp complexion..haha..ur know why..hehe tis is a scretly..

stupid retarted idiot!!!!

wa lao yesterday my tat idiot brother slap me..wa lao he is the first one to slap me..not even my parents has did tat to me..i hate him man..is his fault already and he still dun wan to admit..then i was scolding him and he bu shuang and slap me..then my mum was like scolding him tat in fact it is his fault..then dad was like asking we all to shut up..wa lao i also dun care abt him...continue to scold and shout and scold vulgarities..who cares man..
wa lao everytime make the comp spoil and dun wan to admit..tis is the most angry part..and he dun wan ask ppl to repair it..everytime i am always the one to fok out money and ask ppl to repair..ass man..then everytime i muz reinstall the programs again and again and i get so fed up!!then all my tings in the comp went missing..stupid man..then he bu shuang bang the door..wa lao the door reali gt crack man..see lah..now make the door spoil..wa lao..then he was also rebelling my dad..he scolded him and he was damn rude..aiya watever lah..idiot will always be an idiot..hai~todae lessons so bored..onli got chem pract and gp..practically no one comes and its so bored..the teacher also so gugu one..onli speaks chinese..cant speak eng..wa lao might well dun be teacher..hai~why am i born out of this earth..

hai~

fri had values day..our class is so lame to come out with the idea..seriously i wasnt helping them instead i am helping 206 ppl..then during the evening went to west coast park there..to me there not tat nice..maybe becos tat was during the day..
hai~then i felt tat mo mo ren the mama got abit kan bu qi wo cos i retained..hai~~i expected tat already..wat to do rite>> tis is a fact already and i have to accept it..then during the weekends i was studying for my maths and spa test next week..
then yesterday went to the airport to see th off..worst part is tat we didnt see him cos we are late..hai~all my fault for being so slow in everytings and make ppl wait for me..then yesterday "she" was angry with me cos "M" keep calling "she" for 6 to 7 times like tat until she feel so irritated..aiya is all "m" fault tat "she" is angry with me..hai~ cant she juz understand tat i am already 18!! not a small kid..cant ur juz give me abit freedom..do tis and tat also need ur consent..surprising my brother help me yesterday..duno why..and my tat retarted dad call the sch to spot check me..luckily he never sae out my name if not i will leave a bad impression on ppl..then they all keep saying tat i scare later ppl will cheat u and all those craps..aiya i dun wish to listen..i got brain to tink no need ur to teach me..and weird ting is tat they didnt scold me when i reach home..instead i am the one who is scolding them cos they never scold me then i shall take the chance to take revenge..haha

how how??

how how??? i still feel bad..duno how should i do..duno how can i solve the problem...aiyo headache lah..why is it me tat i always create trouble???am i reali tat bad going away hurting ppl..hai~~tis is bad...

~v day~

yesterday did nothing on v day as usual as wat i did last year..sleep and read some sweet lovlines on newpaper..gosh most of them were so sweet and some of them were quite meaningful..if i got the time shall copy down and type it in my blog..then yesterday nite i was like quarrel with mum over something which i tink tat it stupid loh..fight over a small ting and my dad was like saying her for acting like a small kid..watever man..worst part is tat she scratch me loh on my arm..wa lao tis is the sec time liao loh..last time was arms and legs now hand...wat the ass man..
hai~~now i am doing nothing..feel so sian..waiting for the next lesson to come..todae dun tink i wan to go home tat early..dun wan to see her face..

~valentine day~

gosh todae in the morning, i received alot of chocolates..oh no..tats is veri fatting cos i ate all of them cos i feel like eating some tings..todae wee ping gave me a present also wrapped with aluminium foil..at first i tok is some sweet corn..but i thought ppl not so lame lah to give me sweet corn..haha..ok tats is sweet of her to give me tat..haha..i feel veri bad leh..tis year never buy any thing for them..last year i bought chocolates and wrapped them with glass paper..but tis year i veri lazy to do tat leh cos its lot of hard work loh..
then tis tanu is calling me tomato face and pimkin face..my face reali got tat fat meh..i wan to cry liao lah..ok..todae wanted to celebrate v day with him one cos its like he planned everytings liao but i also make it cos its like veri late..i cant possibly go home tat late if not she will ask loh..then yan hui was asking u go with ur bf lah then i help u tell ur mother sae we go out celebrate lah..hmm..she is gd man..but still i cant do tat..i feel will guilty..but seriously life is like there muz hav scarfise..
but still i wish tat i can hav a romantic nite..but tats seem to be hard to come true..hai~

~2005 chinese new year~

on new year eve my family they all went to chinatown to celebrate..the things there were quite cheap lah..but my dad keep hurrying we all to go home earlier cos he said his legs were painful so we juz listen to him..but end up he is bluffing us..wa lao how can?? our purpose of going there is to see the fire crackers and yet he dun allow cos he sae veri dangerous..ok fine then tat day i was super tired cos we had our cross country in east coast and after tat meet mo mo ren to talk..duno why nowadays my mum says tat my jin sheng has become worst..then yi jie mum was like saying tat my face look veri "green"..huh? a bit weird leh..then mummy was like saying am i suffering from any illness..then i said "NO of cos not!"
then on chinese new year itself i was staying at home doing my hw...but not bad man stay at home still got ang bao to take..last year also dun have..wa seem like my luck is changing..look forward towards tat..
then 10th feb tat evening xxx and i went to th house to eat reunion dinner i supposed..ya his house damn small..cant get used to it..his mum quite nice lah..quite funny in the way she talk and food there were quite nice..though she sae she is the first time cooking..cant be rite..tink she modest lah..then we had lau yu sheng...the feeling of lauing the yu sheng is quite a nice one..at least we all get to be together like wat we normally did with our family members..miss the time i spent with my aunt they all when i was young..now dun hav the chance to do tat liao..
then we came quite early to th house..in fact first person the reach there..when i step into his house..saw a ger..duno why she keep looking at me..at first tok she is th sister but came out to be his gf..oh i see..she quite tall lah..at least taller than me..then after we reach bc and ll came together..he was like damn shock to see me there when he was outside the door step and he was like giving me tat shock look..ok then i juz smile to him and later feeling pei seh cos tat pig sae my ou xiang come liao and i tink he heard tat cos from wat i know his ears veri sharp..but the weird ting tat why i dun dare to look at him arh..i tok last time i like to peep at ppl one esp yan dao guys..how come arh i dun even dare to look at him a single sight..wa lao i tink i veri dao man yesterday never even talk to ppl except him..hmm..i wanted to talk to the gers but i scared of them man..they older than me some more and i tink they wont be interested to talk to me also cos i talk crap one..so i rather i keep quiet lah and watch tv..ya..overall the dinner was quite nice lah..cos there was a number of jokes..
then after 8 we went to somewhere nice..and cooling..haha..nice "sweet and romantic outing"..can hardly sleep tat nite..sleeping in my sweet lala land..

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~hurt and moRE HURT~

seriously todae and yesterday i am reali veri veri sad duno should i make tat decision tat is to hav a "break"..tats a tuff decision to make..but seriously after i let out everything, i feel much better..duno why..wa lao if i never let out someday sooner or later i will die or sadness man..
ya i tink this "break" will be a short one cos i am veri fast over with it.. but seriously i am reali crying in sch abit cos i reali too sad liao..canot tahan after so many months of keeping all those sad things in my heart..then tanu was like comforting me..haha first time i suddenly feel tat we are in the same boat..in the past i used to tink tat after a breakup we should be ok soon but i am WRONG!!! it reali canot make u damn depressed over it until u can hardly concentrate on anyting except abt the issue..ya then todae i am truely veri sad over the ting and whole day i was like damn quiet and refused to talk..then yan hui was like wondering why todae i so weird one cos can see tat my face veri sad and carol tok tat i juz woke up but actually i juz finish crying..aiyo but never mind..its gd tat ppl duno tat i am crying..at least they wont ask so much..but now i am better now =) ..i tink tml i will be ok liao..

~iNterEstiNG~

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