~graduation day 2007~

yesterday was the last day of sch, which also marks the graduation day..actually i reali dun feel like coming to sch cos i feel too ashamed to go up the stage again to receive the gradution cert (again)..moreover all the teachers will be there to looking at u..sigh..but eventually i still went cos i felt that i shouldnt be tat mean and bad to my classmates for not turning up..yesterday the graduation day was much less interesting compared to last yr..the speech made was quite typical for most classes until i am reali kind of reali sian sitting there to watch the students graduate..haha,so i took secret glances at my eye candy since i was reali bored lah..of cos there is one particular class which their classmates tried making fun of the ger cos they shout out something like " XXX must hug mr XXX.. and they keep making tat stupid noise" opps, i think its kind of obvious tat that particular ger student have a crush on tat teacher.somehow can see tat he is kinda embrasses and shy..but i wouldnt be surprised tat so many female students have crush on him cos he has gd looks wat..
yesterday i also came to realise tat actually my admirer has lots of xiao mei mei kinda fond of him also..haha..but i am not surprised for him too cos like wat i said earlier, he is quite charming and memerizing...having leaving the sch, i ask my classmates what they will miss abt the sch..then she said she will miss her admirer..haha, maybe i will also miss my admirer also, but later we came to realise tat actually we have the same admirer!! haha..somehow i realised tat there are more and more shuai ge coming to our sch..but haha i dun have the chance to look anymore since i am reali graduating this time round.yesterday the principle also announced tat she is retiring this yr, somehow i feel abit sad cos she has been a reali great principle..many at times she will talk to me when she sees me, somehow she just recognise me ever since 2004 when i first step into yj...yesterday the buffet was kinda nice compared to last yr..haha i am thinking is it becos the principle is leaving liao tat's why have such nice food, else given our sch, they seldom have such nice buffet de (Cos they always want to save money wat)..yesterday was sitting with jun yi to eat then he ask his math teacher to sit along with us..so the teacher started to talk me...so he asked me which class i am from..then i said 204..then he said "orh..qing min ah.." oh man i didnt know tat i am so "outstanding" among the teachers who didnt even teach me before..this leads me to recall why tat time my admirer used to ask me which class am i from..so i see there is a reason behind this..yesterday also took a number of picts but i think its kinda ugly with tat "ITE uniform" and i look quite shagged too cos i was too tired liao..
2 weeks from now will be my first paper..hopefully everything will be a brisk..i reali hope tat i dun get a shocking paper again, wat still worries most is my gp..hopefully i can get a passage tat i can unerstand,else i doubt it will be easy for me to pass gp..i think this time round, i better dun stress myself too much cos i dun wan to be like last yr kept having fever after my first paper, and worst still tat fever somehow cant subside due to the insufficent rest tat my body couldnt get cos i have to study wat..please bless me with gd grades now..yesterday my chem teacher was asking me wat's my purpose of repeating cos i got a "C" for chem..somehow i can feel tat he feels tat i shouldnt have repeated..hey but A levels is 2 weeks from now, there is no purpose and point in talking abt this now..i just have to stay calm and give my best shot this time round, whether its gd or bad, have to leave to the heaven to decide..

~i was kinda pissed off man~

this whole week was kinda a tiring week, the time table has changed le and its no longer tat disperse now, in fact the time table was reali reali pack..which i felt was gd cos i reali dun like to have so much breaks in between cos like tat we will be utilising the time we have and during this period of time, having alot of our own time for revision is impt..hai~i am reali scared now..seems like i cant finish my revision like tat de..still got so many things haven practise and worst still i haven even touch my lecture notes at all..graduation day will be in a week time and its kinda sian to go up stage again like wat it happens last yr...
yesterday i was kinda pissed with my gp teacher cos i feel tat she is just wasting her time on unimpt things and she is wasting our precious time lah..wat the hell man, she asked everyone to bring their file cos she want to check how we file our file and whether did we follow her style of filing..of cos i purposely didnt bring cos its damn heavy and i have all my stuff already, so why bother to check man..so wat i choose not to file things in her style??? everyone has his/her ways of filing things wat, so why should i listen to whatever u say..the impt thing is tat i am comfortable with how i want to file my things so tat i am do revision..yesterday i also purposely didnt do some of her homework cos i felt tat its useless to do tat piece of assigment and moreover as if it will come out again..so she was quite unhappy with me of cos for my behaviour...but who cares man..i just dun like ppl to force me do things tat i dun like..but the other compo assignment i did hand up lah cos i felt tat somehow it can trigger our minds to think of points..then during class she kept taking glance at my paper to see what i wrote and somehow i wrote crap cos i reali dun understand the passage wat, so cannot understand the questions ask..then she started to be fierce towards me and ask me to relook the questions again..but i mean language this kind of thing is reali hard to improve wat, if the basic is even not there, then its veri hard to proceed on wat..hai~gp sucks man..
weekend is another tiring week ahead..of cos must start piahing my TYS again..hai~hopefully i can survive the last battle and dun fall sick again..
i think my chem tutor is kinda not happy with me either cos i kept poning sch and he always use tat "Tone" to talk to me..hai~but i reali want to do my own revision wat, cant always follow so closely with the H2 syallbus wat..i am already struggling with my syllabus already and i cant multi task too..so who should i follow??