Thursday, April 12, 2012

~i am finally bidding to online lectures forever~

yeah today i shall end my online lect for life.i am not going to touch any online lect anymore.time to sit down at home to mug hard for the last one wk before the final exams starts.tmr will be our 8th month and the following day will be my 25th ! looking forward to tmr before i really mug hard and piah all the day to 8 may before i finally got nothing to do studies.

past few days were trying to camp for a 2nd camp in sch, but i failed in the bidding cos last 2 sec one darn person actually increase the price by $5..zzz and of cos naturally no one can response in that one sec split sec no matter no fast is ur reaction. zzz.ok i shall say tat person is smart and scheming.but nvm lesson learnt.

anw the old mum is bac..cant tahan her man.i got scolding for taking out bro's money when she is away,but anw i expected i will get scolding de.so i guess i just have to endure ! ;(

Sunday, April 08, 2012

~my birthday wish~

past few days have been out eating wif dearest.actually i like brunch kinda alot.the thick thick egg and sausage..i miss the previously brunch we ate previously ! but anw last wk kind of mark the last wk of sch, all lessons has ended and gonna prepare for the final last exam..yes this is the final lapse of exams that i am going to go through and after which going to bid go bye to exams and tests for life ! but the nxt question is without any studies anymore how will my life revolve now as i have been studying since young.. honestly i duno too.i think i will be super duper free..or perhaps i will find new activities to do now since i will get bored easily doing nothing.thinking bac actually why i am always that busy is becos studies take up practically 90% of my life, that's why now after graduating from sch, i needa find new things to do.like i always say i cant be studying forever !

this few wks will be a hectic wk chiong-ing all the online lects.and probably by mid this wk, i will get done wif all the lectures and concentrate on studying for the final exams le.

on top of that, this wk i will be 25th liao.and my 8th month with my dear.honestly speaking i feels nothing to be special abt being 25 this yr.i still dun feel old and pressurized by the marriage age..i guess all these i will only think in 3-4 yrs time when i have enough $$$. or maybe i am now in a sch environment, totally dun feel pressurized by external environment.i guess perhaps once i start working, i will start feeling the pressure of a real world.

if you ask me what's my bday wish for my 25th this yr.i really do have a wish this yr.and i shall keep it a secret cos my 24th bday wish really came true when i was in sz.. ;) i just hope this yr it will be the same too cos this wish is impt to me.

past few days i have been thinking certain things.sometimes i do feel very lonely, not sure why..perhaps circle of friends very small ba.but i dun wan to be too nian towards bf either cos he do have his own group of friends.sometimes just miss the wonderful days that i spend with my close friends.afterall all after graduating from sch, everything changed as everybody will have different things to do in life, rather than in the past, everyone came sch for a common purpose: that is to study! i miss the overseas GIP life too.although i am staying in this far island far from singapore.. i miss the days when we stay together at one's house to chill and watch movie together.sometimes just taking turns to cook for different household.These are the memories that cant be forgotton.

Wednesday, April 04, 2012

~life is short~

i guess this wk the most "happening" thing that actually happened was seeing the news that my friend was actually dead.sigh.life is just really short.past few months i just saw her near my hse area..now she is dead.though i am not close to her at all.in fact just hi bye friends in sec sch, but overall the way she died is just damn grouse.and the guy is seriously inhuman.!!! and seriously i duno why in the first place my tat friend of mine will want to be together with this going to divorce man..initally i couldnt believe that its her cos i am not certain since she suddenly pop out a christian name, but after confirming wif my sec sch friend, it really proved my deduction. and yes indeed i was abit sad for her though..after all we are humans.seeing how the way she died is really upset.

apart from that, last sat went to work at MBS wif dear for sch.$4 per survey. damn gd money. but apparently i was the lowest among the 4 person who worked tat day.but nvm i am still happy that i happily earn $60 in just 1.5hrs.that is gd enuff. ;) this wk ahead i guess it will all catching up lects...i cant wait to finish all the lects man..seriously i really dun lik whole day sit at comp just to watch online lect.damn no life.i really cant wait for holidays to come.my sydney and bkk and puket and waiting for me in end may til july.damn shoik travelling after one another.after tat i will work real hard to earn money just like the old qm..everyday work til no life.just to earn lots of money to save up for future plans..honesly speaking, i should really thank my mum cos without all her nagging of wanting me to save up since money, i guess i wouldnt have money to travel now and borden my travelling pespective,.but i really likes travelling..honestly speaking i would like to find a job that can travel frequently, but somehow its hard to find..or rather now i haven put in effort to find cos too busy wif studies. i guess after exam finish i will be damn hard core in finding jobs cos that's the old qm.she never allow herself to nuah for too long.cos only got $ then i can go out shop and buy things..no money go out also sian. HAHA..