the wednesday~

yesterday did nothing serious..didnt study but having the orientation the whole day.hai~the games so lame one.initally wanted to pon but muz pei yan hui so no choice..then during the mass dance..i pon with can..yan hui keep dragging me but i dun wan..too tired liao..need a rest and i reali slept on the sofa..then pinky came then she ask me to go for the masscort but i gei siao go to the class to hide..then talk with yu xian abt some gers stuff and how guys think of gers behaviour..actually he is quite honest to tell the truth..tok guys will pretend and hide the truth..then after tat went to the cca exhibition..aiyo doent even look like an exhibition at all..at the same time muz make sure i didnt walk past lt4 cos ms ong is there..i am scared tat she will see me..hai~sian muz play hide and seek with her for the rest of 2 yrs liao..after which went out to eat dinner..the salted fried rice not reali nice..in future wont try tat liao..
then todae on the mrt saw a ger who looks like wanyi..i am thinking tat maybe she is wanyi sis cos she is also from rvhs wat..ya maybe is her..plus she always board the train from chinese garden..should be her lah..then during the class today, i realised tat justin look like bc leh..his features everything the same..except he not so tan and quite short lah..wa eyes and nose reali damn nice..but too bad i younger than him..then was browsing through friendster now..went to yi ping web page..is she studying or is she working..i tok she is in jjc??how come can still go pub and all those went j2 are so busy??wa she super mature and chio now..she isnt tat chio last time maybe is becos she now got make up ba..then mixue also, i tok she veri guai one..so fast attached liao..haha..and her pict reali attracted me cos she was wearing bikini..quite daring sia to put on friendster..pro man..then joanne also attached liao..this is fast and her bf is from nyp..duno how she got to know her..but their testimonial super sweet and mushy..eee..i read already also hair want to stand liao...but i am wondering does her mum knows??maybe not ba cos her mum quite fierce like my mum..but her bf veri ugly leh..like ah beng like tat..eee..not my type..tat joanne pose in her friendster pict looks quite sexy man..haha..muz see muz see..ooooooooo

~wat is it tat is troubling me??~

hai~i juz feel veri sian..should i juz stay on or go?tis is bad..ya i know tat wat wai zin said was quite true..i wouldnt deny it..but muz she sae until i so bad like tat..ur got nothing for me to do so i juz zhuo bo lah..and if u dislike wat i am doing can tell me on my face wat..no need to tell other ppl abt my bad things..hai~when i talk to her recently, she juz giv me tat irritated tone..aiya at most in future i dun talk to her..i shall keep my mouth shut until she wants to talk to me nicely..cao hua did tell me b4 tat he canot tahan tat wai zin cos he thinks tat she damn naggy plus she likes to complian..maybe this is the probably one of the reason tat her bf broke up with her..duno maybe i might be wrong..then she some more said tat i join cca becos of friens..ya quite true..seriously now i am thinking of joining myriam they all cos we all are retainees wat then can accompany each other for the rest of 2 yrs..but who knows. wai zinb is also in tat cca..wa lao so sway man..why muz see join the same cca as me..stupid..still muz ssee her for the next 2 months..sian..actually thinking of joining photography cos seem to me like quite interesting..but dun hav ppl pei me except can..she abit like not reliable cos she always pon..hai~~
sat also help my dad to cut hair since he said he wanted to save money..aiyo tat time when i was cutting his hair, my hands were shivering..gosh..was damn scared tat later the outcome of the hair would look veri ugly..but actually not bad lah..as least still presentable..but not as gd as those ppl in the salon lah..then mum as like standing beside me and laughing when i was cutting..she hor giv me stress sia..she said tat actually i could learn those hairdressing when i go up cos she see my potential over there..haha..
then yesterday go out..went to kranji beach..gosh there super ulu..remember last time when there when i was sec 3 or 4 for field trip..then tat time me and maril were talking abt my front look like some pancake then hers is some char siew bao..haha..still remember the times we enjoy together..then also i watch a free show from far..haha..cant see whether they are ger and guy or the same sex..but i guess they are the opposite sex lah..yesterday was also a boring day..pon the orientation all the way..its so stupid..then stay out with chee how and can to pon..then when ganish was finding ppl who pon, i hide under the table cos he know me, he duno who are chee how and can, so can pretend to be jc2 studying for blog test..luckily it was a close slave almost saw me..haha..then can and me were gossiping..initally i wanted to see her hp lah then she sae canot cos got something private..i tok mayb is her pict with bf or wat lah but who knows is the nude pict of herself..huh?? this was wat i said..i was shocked..wat??u take nude pict in ur hp??gosh..i am thinking tat u too love ur body liao isit??own self body also muz take..hai~wat if she lost her hp then how??then ppl will get free show liao..gosh..
then todae have lessons as usual..so sian..after 1.30 i went to yan hui house to watch the ring 2..aiyo not nice at all..so draggy..sian lah..plus not reali scared at all onli a part of it tat both of us scream together..then she is watching at tv while i am online typing blog..eyes canot tahan liao..abit tired after watching the ring..

a true quiz..

do not cheat..no reading ahead..juz ans qn in order..first get a pen and paper..make sure it's ppl you actually know..go with ur first instinct..
!.first, write the no 1 through 11 in a column..
2.beside no 1 and 2, write down any 2 no u wan..
3.beside 3 and 7, write down the names of memebers of opp sex..
4. write anyone's name (like frienz or family) in the 4th, 5th, 6th spots..
5.write down 4 songs titles in 8,9,10,11..

ans:1. u muz tell the no in spaces 1and 2 ppl abt this game..
2.the person in space 3 is the one u love..
3.the person in 7 is the one u like but cant work on it..
4.u care most abt the person u put in 4.
5.the person u name in no 5 is the one who knows u veri well..
6. the person u name in 6 is ur lucky star..
7.the song in 8 is the song tat matches with the person in no 3.
8.the title in 9 is the song for the person in 7.
9.the 10th space is the song tat tells u most abt ur mind..
10.the 11th and is the song telling u to how u feel abt life..

1.20
2.14
3.ac
4.tanu
5.wee ping
6.yan hui
7.bc
8.ai wo hai si ta
9.jiu shi ai
10.forever love
11.wo ai ni.

a true quiz..

do not cheat..no reading ahead..juz ans qn in order..first get a pen and paper..make sure it's ppl you actually know..go with ur first instinct..
!.first, write the no 1 through 11 in a column..
2.beside no 1 and 2, write down any 2 no u wan..
3.beside 3 and 7, write down the names of memebers of opp sex..
4. write anyone's name (like frienz or family) in the 4th, 5th, 6th spots..
5.write down 4 songs titles in 8,9,10,11..

ans:1. u muz tell the no in spaces 1and 2 ppl abt this game..
2.the person in space 3 is the one u love..
3.the person in 7 is the one u like but cant work on it..
4.u care most abt the person u put in 4.
5.the person u name in no 5 is the one who knows u veri well..
6. the person u name in 6 is ur lucky star..
7.the song in 8 is the song tat matches with the person in no 3.
8.the title in 9 is the song for the person in 7.
9.the 10th space is the song tat tells u most abt ur mind..
10.the 11th and is the song telling u to how u feel abt life..

1.20
2.14
3.ac
4.tanu
5.wee ping
6.yan hui
7.bc
8.ai wo hai si ta
9.jiu shi ai
10.forever love
11.wo ai ni.

a true quiz..

do not cheat..no reading ahead..juz ans qn in order..first get a pen and paper..make sure it's ppl you actually know..go with ur first instinct..
!.first, write the no 1 through 11 in a column..
2.beside no 1 and 2, write down any 2 no u wan..
3.beside 3 and 7, write down the names of memebers of opp sex..
4. write anyone's name (like frienz or family) in the 4th, 5th, 6th spots..
5.write down 4 songs titles in 8,9,10,11..

ans:1. u muz tell the no in spaces 1and 2 ppl abt this game..
2.the person in space 3 is the one u love..
3.the person in 7 is the one u like but cant work on it..
4.u care most abt the person u put in 4.
5.the person u name in no 5 is the one who knows u veri well..
6. the person u name in 6 is ur lucky star..
7.the song in 8 is the song tat matches with the person in no 3.
8.the title in 9 is the song for the person in 7.
9.the 10th space is the song tat tells u most abt ur mind..
10.the 11th and is the song telling u to how u feel abt life..

1.20
2.14
3.ac
4.tanu
5.wee ping
6.yan hui
7.bc
8.ai wo hai si ta
9.jiu shi ai
10.forever love
11.wo ai ni.

~Love~

Message:
Message: ~When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher.~In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go! You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if his or her happiness means that you're not part of it.~Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try. You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.~Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow. Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall.~You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages. Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing.~The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can loveus even more than we can love ourselves.~On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get back on the horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time.~To love is to risk rejection; to live is to risk dying; to hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing! To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose true self; to love is to risk not to be loved in return.

hai~

hai~~~i am confused..should i stay on or should i go??i have to make a decision by this wed..how how??what should i do??

sway man..

wa lao yesterday sway man..saw jun da on my way home..hai~then i was sitting oppisite on the train sleeping..when the train reach je then i woke up..gosh saw him..wa lao see him so pei seh..rmb the times when marilyn they all always pair me with him then he always thought tat i like him..wa lao yesterday saw him pretend i never see him..she wat..bo bian..
then tues went off sch at 12.30 like tat..by right i couldnt leave the sch b4 1.30 but duno why the security guard allows..weird..ok after which i meet ac to study and do hw..surprising i did quite a lots of qns tat day..most of them i know how to do lah..luckily i retained is a gd thing..if not wasted sia..after 4 then went off to waste time zhuo bo..then tat day my brother got the posting results..got to njc..not bad..then li hua also called me tat day sae why we never go to ct period lah..then i sae i go off liao..too bad lah..who wants to go for tat waste time period to interact with teachers..waste time man..todae got it again..yesterday for off my luck by poning but todae cant liao..cos she not happy liao..
todae juz got bac my chem surprised test..not bad man..17 out of 20 considering i never studied for it..actually all is calculations lah..so is either u know or duno..but this is a motivation to study and score well in chem since this time i got not bad..yan hui also got the same as me..hope tat i can remain as the same class as her cos retainees wat..naturally we got more topic to talk on and we can study together..then tat denise was like saying everybody in our class got 1 mark arh..then miss lim sae,nope got ppl with two..serve her right man got 1 mark..who ask her not to come for every lessons...duno come to sch for wat..roam around the sch filrting with guys..can see tat yu xian dun like her..gd man..i also dislike her..seem like she look down on retainees also..but i can forsee tat she can be a future retainees if she still got the heck care attitude..we shall see..
yeasterday also got a bad dreamt tat "ta" would be leaving me..hai~hope tat it wount come true..

~wat does the month of every 14 means?~

jan: diary day and tats the day tat couples exchange diary with each other and they share watever they have..
feb: v day..this is a day whereby gers normally giv chocolate to guys..seldom guys will giv any chocolate to gers..
march: white day..this is a day whereby guys normally giv things to gers whom they like..
april: black day..cant rmb wat it is liao..
may: rose day..its a day where couples in love will be giving roses to each other..
june: kiss day..abit crap lah to have this day..i tok couples noramlly do tat usually..
july: silver day..its a day where couples introduce themselves to their familt members
aug: music day..couples normally giv cds to each other to show their love..this is a day whereby i think is stupid also..
sep: photo day is a day whereby couples will introduce themselves to their friens respectively and after which they will take photos together to rmb this day..this day abit stupid also..
oct: wine day
nov: movie day..this is a day whereby couples watch movie together..again this is quite stupid..i tok this is wat couples normally do??
dec: money day..this is a day whereby guys normally spend lots of money on gf on a date..haha is tat true??

the above is extracted from the straits times..

~i was zhuo boing during the holidays~

gosh from thurs to sat i was repairing my comp everyday and cracking my brain how am i going to repair the retarted comp..ask zhi huan how and i can onli solve part of the problem..hai~then my brother went down to sim lim square to purchase a new a hardisk..cost abt $75..wa lao i broke liao..and after he bought finish i see how he install everything and after tat got the ms -dos thingy and we cant solve the problem cos i never even learn b4..
so sat when down to bukit timah to repair comp..then mr lim taught us lots of comp stuff but i still blur..though he is slow, i dun mind as long as he can get my things done..my brother was like laughing at him for his slow actions..but i scolded him for saying so loud..the fri went out to meet ac to get the windows xp program..not bad..quite nice to use and much more faster..
then on my way home on sat..saw dominate and his gf..surprising they are still together cos its the girl who jio dominate after dominate got rejected by yi ping..aiya he younger than yi ping..how will yi ping like him rite??..tat day he was looking quite nice in his home colthes as compared in fhs sch u..then i was looking at them at how imtimate they were..gosh i think i kana by him..aiya duno why i always kana caught by ppl..is there a way so tat ppl cant catch..hai~

~my trip to johor~

sat we juz made a decision tat we decided to go johor to enjoy ourself since its holiday time..we take 160 and 170 to johor there..then b4 tat we changed $25 and in exchanged we got 50 RM..not bad..quite a high price..then when we reach there realised tat the officers over there were super inefficent and super slow..there also got traffic congestion and the air pollution super bad..then when we were going to cross the road is like veri dangerous..no vehicles giv way to us esp the motorists..aiya think tat being a singaporean is a nice thing..the environment here is better and nice..mum sae initally dun wan go johor cos in the past there are lots of robbery but now its different..got slight improvement now..then we went to city square..cos the rest canot make it..
things here quite cheap esp clothes and jeans and shoes..cost abt $5 to $15..there quite like far east..branded shoes abt $30+ to$70+..conserve bags abt $30+..then saw bikini when we were shopping..hmm..quite cheap abt $20+..haha can tell yan hui abt tat since tats is cheap and whe wan it..bikini damn nice got some special design with some extra cloth..then wanted to buy those tank shirts but cant find the shops..sayang man..there also nice place to bargain..nice place to go too..bubbles there over there quite expensive man..$25 for those bubbles gum tat can protect ur teeth from whiteness...the high class salon over there also quite cheap..thinking oof going there after A levels to dye and perm my hair..maybe if i got the money..restaurant there quite affordable lah..then also ate the thai rojak and fried rice..wa lao the rojak damn weird one..never see this kind of rojak b4..my mum can hardly eat tat cos its damn spicy..she eat until her face also red..for me i didnt eat alot..cos canot tahan man..pizza also damn nice..abt $2..quite cheap..
then the ICA malay guy sae "u first time ah? since my book so empty...haha."then i smiled and nod my head..haha..then "ta" was experiencing problems lately..wish i so gd my part to help "ta" but i hav my limitations..u know..so wat i can do now is onli to giv "ta" moral support and make him smile and stay happy..this is the onli thing tat i can do now..hai~then todae sae the top scorer ger for N levels..no wonder she so familar to me..haha maybe god is telling me tat this yr i will do well cos i met a top scorer..and in my entire life i hav never met a single once..haha maybe i abit stupid lah..but who knows maybe one day they will reali come true..=)

~weIRd liaR~

yesterday when i was going home at the je platform then got some retarted idiot call "qin min,qinmin" then he was telling his frien abt me and i was damn pissed off and walked away scolding him quietly..i tink he muz be some fatso from ite one..so fat and ugly looking..still dare to tell his frien abt me..go and look urself into the mirror lah..and the more weird thing is tat after i go away the immediately got a malay guy approach me and asked"miss can u help me?" ok i said..he said i got 1.50 to go from bedox to je but no money to go bac to bedok..then at tat moment i keep saying huh..duno wat is he talking and trying to imply..then after i knew his intention liao..then i said "SO WAT U WAN ME TO DO?" he said can i borrow $1 form u..then i said sorry i no money..wa lao u liar loh...still dare to ask me for money..if u are reali poor i dun mind giving u since its onli a small amt..then some more still take the trainat the middle platfrom..so wat does it shows? he is exactly lying wat..he think i stupid arh.go bedok is not this way one..its the train form clementi onwards.."LIAR!!!!!!!!!!"crap loh..
then saw ying hui at boon lay mrt staion..look at bit weird with tat fringe..haha..then todae my mum sae my results not gd enough since i juz got bac my report card..got A,B,C for the subjects except chinese cos i failed badly..then she said why so bad..i say u so gd the u go and study lah..i as damn pissed off cos at least i did my best liao and i never even failed or juz pass..C quite acceptable liao wat..aiya duno wat she thinks..keep comparing marks one..sian liao..

The Key 2 understanding GerlZ~

The Key 2 understanding GerlZ~
Message:
When a GIRL is quiet, Millions of things are running in her mind.When a GIRL is not arguing, She is thinking deeply.When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions, She is wondering how long you will be around.When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds, She is not at all fine.When a GIRL stares at you, She is wondering why you are lying.When a GIRL lays on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever.When a GIRL calls you everyday, She is seeking for your attention.When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, She wants to be pampered.When a GIRL sms's u everyday, She wants you to reply at least once.When a GIRL says I love you, She means it.When a GIRL says that she can't live without you, She has made up her mind that you are her future.When a GIRL says "i miss you", No one in this world can miss you more than that~

haha abt the things above..some quite true but some abit crap..but seriously 90% are true..

nice wEEkeND~

on friday we received our A levels chinese results..got B3 for chinese..i considered it as not bad already cos everytime in sch i would get c5 or c6..sometimes even worst..seriously when i was receiving the results i damn scared and i felt tat my body and hands were totally veri cold..but gd thing now i dun need to study chinese already and can dun need see tat ah ma face liao..yeh..plus this year i wont be doing pw then i will be damn free..gd man..got more time to slack and rest..haha..
then when i went home my mum sae B3 is soso onli..but never mind..i tink its gd can liao..then i sae since i do well for chinese then i should get some reward..so i requested her to let me go out on sun..then on sun i went out with "ta" to orchard..initally we meet at tiong baru but later last min my dad and my brother followed me there..so no choice got to change place..then we watched "the unforunate events" something like tat cant rmb wat the title was exactly abt..overall the movie ok lah..can understand..not like the "machinst" damn chime to understand..lost in the plot..
wanted to go orchard for window shopping cos there are alot of clothes and nice things tat i like but erm..with guy around abit ma fan..enjoy shopping with gers instead cos we share common interest..haha..not like guys..then i rmb one thing tat yan hui told me..she said i wanted to wear bikini onli on 18 yrs old..haha abit funny to hav such wish..then she said tat she is veri excited abt wearing bikini and tat day we went out to the adidas shop got sell some biniki..then i ask her how to buy the correct bikini and size lah then she dun wan to tell me..sae veri pei seh cos got ppl around..then she told me tat she has been wanting to try to buy bikini to wear it..haha..ok..as for me i tink tat wear bikini inside with clothes is still ok lah but not without clothes cos abit too exposed man..and i will feel veri weird and empty..haha..
ok bac to the topic then after we watch the movie we went to marina south i tink whereby there is a merlion opposite then we stone there..seriously the place over there quite nice and romantic if u go there at nite with ur the other half..somemore there quite windy.. overall marina is a nice place to stone..not bad not bad..
then on mon i be a gd ger..study and do homework...surprising i did lots of stuff tat day and my efficiency wasnt tat bad..then todae yan hui and me and bernice were disscusing abt realtionships and how guys will hint gers when they like them and we talk abt the "sex topic"..and the more we talk the more i feel er xin..then they say tat if i duno can go and read those stories and they can reali discribe the process until veri real..haha..isit??stories bk got so pervert one meh??then they will be educating the young to hav dirty minds..aiyo..ok then brenice still recommend me to read a bk and MAYBE i will go to the national library to borrow it then i shall read it screctly at home..muz not let my brother see it is not i die man..later he tok i duno wat..
then todae that mr heng give ask a stupid survey..ask we all to observe couples..how do couples sit together and wat they are talking and how they stick together as in hugging and all those lah..wa lao as if ppl will tell us like tat rite??aiya he is crap still ask we all to write report..oh pls!!

~thE weEkeND~

Sat i went to yi jie mum house to pass her the thing tat my mum gave..after which i wanted to go her house there to eat bian mian cos its veri nice and i long time never go fuhua there to eat the bian mian stall already..then she said i wanted to cook for me but i dun wan cos trouble ppl mah..but duno why after tat she still cook for me and its nice compared to my mum one.. then went i was eating she say" i treat u as my the other daughter and in future u will be together with yi jie hor.." then i said " huh????????? then i laugh..." dun wish to comment on him..aiyo see his face can puke liao let alone see him for my rest of my life..oh pls!!then her mum says tat " u reali veri chio leh..more chio than fann wong.."oh my god i was tinking ur definition of chio is different from other ppl isit?if i reali chio then i would hav 100+ suitors rite??haha..anyway she is talking crap lah..and my mum always tell me tat she always wanted me to marry to yi jie and she was asking me not to go her house too often cos she always bribe me so tat i will be soft hearted in future..haha..but never mind i will rest asurred tat i wont end up with him..confirm..
then after tat i go sch in the evening to do my duty to sell cafe stuff..aiya so stupid muz stay there so long..then tanu was damn chio on sat loh..duno why..she look so different in her sch uniform..so ugly..then wee ping skirt got slight improvement liao..its longer now..haha..
then was also angry with "ta"..aiya tok can happily go out at nite and spent the nite together but end up we didnt meet and instead was angry with "ta"..hai~~and the angryest part was when i was angry and he dun bother to hong me and "ta" choose to keep silent..was waiting for "Ta" phone call to apologise but i never received tat..sad man..duno wat is inniative and hate ppl to use bu shuang tone to talk to me or either like they are talking as if i force them like tat..if dun wan to go any where juz tell me..dun tell me so much craps..i also hate ppl to talk to impaitently and flare up easily..like tat might well dun talk..canot tolerate tat man.. hai~anyway tat is over..
then since i am not meeting "ta", i stay on the help the others to run the cafe..aiya then during the interval time, lots of ppl came out of the audi..then ms ong were damn angry cos she cant see the queue and me and chun yew supose to ask the ppl to direct them where is the queue but they dun wan to listen to me..then ms ond was damn angry with both of us..then i wasnt veri happy either and i said angrily" i asked them to queue already but they dun wan to listen then wat u wan me to do.." then ms ng hear liao then she sae try ur best..at least she understand but like ms ong..stand there and duno how to help when there is reali lots of ppl..hai~if i reali not happy with this cca i shall change it...dun wan see ms ong black face..ms ng is ok with me..hai~~aiya duno how..then tat nite went home with chew yan..surprising sat nite she veri gd and she know tat i am angry and ask me to cool down by telling me some lame jokes..but normally she veri irritatin one..somtimes i tink she can be quite gd at times..
wanted to watch hide and seek with "ta" one but since he is not willing to come out then i asked wai zin whether wan to go and watch..then some more at nite will be even fun..but after tat didnt watch..reason why? cos we were helping out the cafe without forgetting the time tat we have done extra hours..hai~
yeasterday 0 levels results was released..my brother g0t 8 which is damn gd..then hao jun got 12 which is not bad either..wei qi 8 and hui hui 24..i am suspecting is the paper damn easy this yr??why everybody did so well tis yr??wei qi doent look like he is the smart type and hao jun also..fuhua can be tat gd meh??are u sure??their prelim so badly done and 0 levels so gd??hmm..hui hui veri cham now got no where to go and cant choose the couse she wants..hai~~