~come on, when can i be more serious!~

this entire wk i was busy with doing slides for my FYP.seriously when can i be more serious and start of my FYP !!!! i have been saying i wan to start but it nv seems to get going at all..either i too tired tat day read all the journals then keep falling asleep..jialat i really damn scared my FYP will be super super screwed, cos it seems tat i kinda heck care now.or rather i am really very lost as to where i should start from.so apparently i am not doing anything for now. but anw the met up session wif my prof was a screwed thing too.i totally utter rubbish cos i no nothing abt my project..haiz..this is seriously demoralising man..so anyway wed after the presentation we went out for dinner and somehow i felt happier..hehe.if only everyday can be tat happy how gd it would be man.but anw there is a long wkend coming up..i shall piah my studies this few days..dun slack liao !!!

i am getting more and more naughty!

fri was pretty looking forward to meet up his friends.alrights so when i reached timbre, all his friends were waiting for my arrival and i was kinda stressed over it cos i dun like the attention.ok nvm so tat day i wanted to leave early to catch the last train before there is no transport for me..but he die die wan to leave with me though he is the bday boy...so i kinda feel bad abt it cos he should be the one staying behind entertaining his friends..he shouldnt accompany me bac home instead !!! and i explain to him many many times dun send me bac but he just refuse to giv in to me..ok i guess partly becos i bought his bday cake out, so he wanna celebrate wif me..but anw tat nite it was a nice chill out nite at my hse neigbourhood.we sat down at my hse nearby blowing candles for his cake..kinda relaxing..but i went home at 1 plus..

sat went out to celebrate his bday.went to the great world to catch a movie, after which we took a bus ride to joo chiat for food hunt, then nite time went to ecp to chill out..tat nite reached home at 4am !!! and guess wat all thanks to the nite rider bus for the 1 hr plus journey !!! but anw tat nite i am really happy wif the moments with him..how i wished time could stop there and no need get bac to the sch stuff ..lol but i knew its impossible !!!

~i feel very blissful now~

thank you eug for stepping into my life.i really feel very blissful and happy with all the nice wonderful care that you have showered me.thanks you ! i guess its really my luck to have gone GIP and known you through this wonderful trip.if i haven gone this GIP trip perhaps i might know u. I guess its fate ya..i look forward to this fri for the meet up wif ur friends.though i feel abit weird having him introducing to his friends abt me.but anw i guess i shall try to mingle ard wif them though i know none of them.Sat we will have our own time out again..HEHE> ;) looking really forward to it

~13th aug the day to rmb ;) ~

thur nite was a sweet nite out though the walking journey to my hse was rather short.so we bought one tub of ice cream sitting at the void deck eating ice cream.but ended up i finished most of the ice cream ! guilty max man ! alrights then fri nite met up wif playmate to chill.

ytd (sat nite) was a a memorable nite for me..morning went to the zoo with him..then so qiao saw mr dentist when the zoo is freaking damn BIG.actually i nv saw him til he walk closer to me..cos i was wondering hmmm this guy not bad looking, then at a closer look it was ly ! alrights this guy damn act cool la,wear wat shades man..though i could still recognise him la.LOl but we did get to chat as he was wif his classmates too and i was with him.so we txt each other..

alrights then at nite went for the selsa church dance conducted by his friend church..so i pei him be his dance partner lo..hmm i must say the dance not bad..manage to learn a few dancing steps..then at nite went to the hendenson bridge there to chill out..and i guess tat really marks a memorable day for me..thank you ;) and thank you for the hand made angel ;)

~my heart totally melt~

mon was first day of sch..hai this is something sad cos i still holiday mood man..hard to get bac to studying mood.but anw met up wif anne for lunch and after which continue gossiping..then at nite as usual stayed in sch to do stuff..then ytd was national day and it was indeed a memorable day for me.in fact his guy has melted my heart by giving me a surprise call asking me out for breakfast when he told me tat he is actually at my hse downstairs alrdy..my first rxn was OMG, i couldnt believe this cos it was pretty early ard 8 plus and he called..meaning he needa wake up damn early just to travel to my hse as he stays pretty far..but i guess this small little actions did melted my heart for an instance..but i told him nxt time dun do it again cos its kind of time wasting travelling all the way to my hse just to have breakfast wif me.i know he is trying to be sweet la,but on my side i will feel very very bad lah..so ya lo..so anyway after which he passed me stuff then went bac home..those sweets tat he gave me indeed has sweeten my heart..thanks you ;)

~the club nite- an unforgettable nite~

thur went to meet up wif playmate to eat again.learned this word "uhoo" from him..HAHA this guy is interesting. ;) but anw the most harvoc thing happen in the club.amw ytd was some alumini party so before i asked him if he wanna come along since i forsee i will be pretty bored as everyone bringing their partners along.then as we club i told myself tat wanna go home by 11pm to catch the last few trains.but then ytd just duno why i suddenly dun feel like going home.so i try my luck and bluff my parents tat i am chilling outside wif my friends.so wont be home at nite til the nxt morning.and anw i must say clubs are a dangerous place esp when ppl can do alot of wrong things.almost did something wrong man.but luckily it didnt happen.but ytd was indeed an eye opener for me.i get to experience how those lousy guys tried to get close to me and ask my friends to convey msg.totally interesting man cos nv get to experience this before..but now i finally understand why ppl like clubs so much.cos i pretty fall for clubs after ytd nite.its kinda a fun place to relax and forget ur woes if u can dance.the onli thing tat i failed was i cant dance. ;( nvm i shall learned when i am finished with my yr 4.OHH man, ytd seriously happened too many things.its indeed memoriable one for me.and all these things came along came along cos of the club !!! and my relliousness to go home early for the nite.if i have gone home early ytd nite perhaps everything wouldnt have happened.i guess its fate tat is helping us. come on man, i feel tat things are still very very unreal..i felt tat i have just engage in a dream ;)

~i need a breathing space~

hai qm qm qm ! can you ask yourself wat u actually wan??? i really duno also...now tat i am pretty certain tat i wasnt thinking too much..and looks like he is pretty sure of wat he wants and i am waiting for him to pop the qn.but then apparently i wasnt tat excited and looking forward to it unlike in sz when the atmosphere was very keen and tense and i was hoping he could pop the qn at tat point of time. but now tat i am bac in spore, perhaps i like to enjoy freedom really alot.sometimes i really abit lazy to reply sms.or rather sometimes when i reply sms too much, i just cant focus and do my stuff then my lit review will take forever to finish..i alrdy owe my mentor 2 wks liao..and i haven did anything.sian i tink this is gonna be a super bad impression..

but i am very happy tat this coming sat he is going to pei me the whole day.HEHE so nice of him.actually i didnt expect tat he will willing to come pei me for clubbing on this sat nite, but he say he ok leh.whoo ! so this coming sat i shall see wat i can do with him..and sat i will be a ssexy qm ! HEHE.anw i am really happy when he txt me once he reached spore.at least he still rmb me.so ya thanks man ;) and it really did sweetens my heart for a moment. ;)