Sun was slacking as usual at home, watching tv..the SCV channel reali got a lot of shows to watch.tat day I was sort of like watching a movie marathon cos they show case lots of movie continuously. Mon the news has confirm tat the A levels results are out this fri at 2.30pm..damn scared and worried la..seriously I dun dare open up the results slip to see my results..hai~~tues went to immigration to collect my passport,and yes the service is super slow la, I waited like an hour just to get my passport. But the passport quality is quite gd, except the pict is quite ugly cos I didn’t retake a new pict, I used the old pict tat I used to take since there are still extra picts and I dun wan waste money to retake one.maril also called me tat day.we were talking abt should we go bac to fhs for the alumni gathering on sat.but I got piano lessons at tat time, probably I will go at a later time ba.by the time think the program is gonna end soon, but better than never turn up rite??too bad I am the pioneer batch, else can go there see shuai ge..haha..i am not reali interested in younger guys..anyway this gathering is more of re-establishing our lost relationships.but I told her tat if my results did veri badly, I dun think I wan to go liao cos I rather stay at home to calm down and think carefully wat I wan for my future..seriously the worst thing is u did not do tat badly until u can repeat and u are stuck at a point in life, thinking wat route should I take in life..at least guys not too bad, still got 2 yrs to think abt it..for gers, they had to make decision in just a matter of time.
Todae,wed, I was still sleeping and i was woke up by a call at 10am from my previous company and my HR manager was sort of like pei seh, she didn’t know I am still sleeping..anyway its ok la,I also never blame her for disturbing my sleep.actually she call me to ask me if I am willing to help her out for a wk from next tues to fri cos refuene is on leave ma, need ppl to cover her job duties.at tat time I was thinking should I help her cos my results are out on this fri, duno if have my feelings settled by then, but eventually I agreed cos even though if results do badly still need to move on in life wat, moreover it’s a slacking job, though boring, but this job is easy to earn money.this time she sae the pay is $6 per hour.previously I was paid $5.50, now then I realized tat the agent reali eat up part of my pay, just like wat jin yi sae.but tat agent last time used to claim tat they never eat up our pay, now duno if should I believe him or not, else, how come my pay is short of $0.50 per hour..no wonder jin yi dun wan find job through agent.anyway I didn’t confront tat Jason abt the pay la cos the amt isn’t tat much la, abt $20 like tat..just treat it as a learning lesson loh..mei jin also asked me if I wan work at bona vista for $9hr as customer service, the working hours are like 3pm to 1.30am..i ponder for a while cos I was thinking wat kind of working hours are tat man, such weird working hours.and I will miss the show hua yang shao nan shao nu leh, I have been following the show veri closely everyday, like tat I will gonna miss out the show la..and at nite, there are so many nice shows la, if I choose to work there, then I will gonna miss out all my shows!anyway she has help me send my resume le, wether I can get the job still not confirm yet,if I dun get it also never mind cos the working hours so weird la and moreover tat timeing I wan to sleep lah..for the time being I shall just wait for other agency company to call me for job lobang.i am just lazy to find one now.i shall start searching next week when I am working tat time cos I believe I will be damn free over there.seriously I am quite surprise they still wan hire me cos I thought I did a veri bad job..but they did sae before I veri friendly, not like the previous temp receptionist so fierce and strict looking..maybe they think I nice hor..haha..(joking)
Seriously I dun feel anything after seeing the message tat he wrote to her..it seems tat I reali dun feel for HIM anymore cos if it is then I will be veri upset..my reaction was just oh..ok…all those words tat he said to her, last time he also did said to me before, just tat I never receive a card from him in the past.haha...though I dun feel for him anymore, but I still dun understand why sometimes I will still kpo abt their love life..seems like he is reali serious abt getting a life partner instead of a gf cos this relationship seems to have lasted veri long liao and I can feel tat they are veri loving too..gd for him la, at least this relationship is lasting, not like last time.
Tat hua yang shao nan shao nu damn nice to watch la..kept laughing when I watch tat show..tat wu zun so shuai la, think I am obsessed wit him now cos I even went online to look at his profile and his blog.this is something I never did in the past..haha..anyway he got this accent man, seems weird when he speaks, but seriously he doesn’t look like he came from Brunei.he is a rare species indeed..
Hai~~to countdown, there is just 2 more days to results are out…scared..i know I will confirm lose out to my brother de, so he super smart la..think my chem.and physics is reali gone case liao, just hope tat my practical can help pull up abit..i am wondering who is the top scorer again..i guess should be ryan ba..tat guy always top the sch de, no surprise if he do veri well..i am also happy cos I will be seeing my 2 idols again in sch on fri..such long time since I last seen them le..wonder how much they changed liao..
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Friday, February 23, 2007
~chinese new yr preparations~
last wed was V day and when i stepped out of NTU, saw lot of ppl setting up stalls selling clothes and V day stuff..quite cheap, but i dun dare go there see cos pei seh la..somemore the person who sell the clothes is a guy leh.anyway tat day the sch was filled with valentine atmosphere..i could feel tat happy occasion..
last fri went to buy last min CNY goods, damn cheap la, cos last day before they pack up for the CNY..Sat went to chinatown to count down for chinese new yr.again its damn cheap after 12 midnite cos everyone try to clear their stock liao.$1 for just a bottle of cookies..haha, bought alot since its damn cheap.seriously i think those ppl are smart lah, they come after 12 cos they know things will be damn cheap after tat..next yr i shall stay after 12 to help them clear stock..haha..yup, tat day also saw fireworks,quite nice..a pity dun hav a bf, haha, else it would be quite nice de.. tat day also saw an actress, zeng xiao ying.she quite tall and i notice her cos she was wearing damn red and her hair was like some lion king hair style, those explosion type of hair style, tat's why i notice her.she was talking inside the crowd and indeed it is super squeesy la..i was sweating like mad.. and before we go chinatown, went to my dad's friend house to visit him.got $20 as ang bao.consider not bad liao cos last time when i am small tat time onli got like $2 or $4 as ang bao..
sunday got ppl give hamper, seems quite ex cos got XO wine and bird nest..but think it wont have any use to me cos i cant drink the wine cos i dun like to drink..he also give bah gua, super nice since long time since i last ate it, but its super fatting, so lately everyday i have been exercising alot so can burn out all my fats..this yr, in all i got $50 in all for ang bao..$20 from parents and $30 from dad's friend, quite pathetic indeed..but better than nothing cos lately dun have money to spend..moreover i dun go visiting, got $50 consider not bad le..so sun, mon, tues and wed stayed at home to watch tv since there is nothing for me to do and moreover now got the SCV preview, got alot of nice shows man..everyday i watch til 2 to 3am then sleep..super pro man..and i wake up at 10.30am the next morning..its seems tat lately i am gaining weight cos i eat alot of bah gua, oh man..time to slim down le !!
reunion was quite sucky la..actually it wasnt like a reunion dinner la, everyone dun eat togther de and everyone eat at a different timing..food taste reali bad cos mum dun wan to heat up the food liao cos she sae alot of work to heat up the food.sometimes i feel like we are not a family at all la, cos we dun stay unitied at all and i dun feel the warmth at home..sigh..-shake head-
tues my brother went bac to army, ate curry fish head, quite nice but not exactly cheap cos they jack up the price cos new yr mah..suddenly felt so nice to eat the curry fish head cos its been yrs since i last eat tat..seriously i was quite happy tat my friends got send my CNY greetings, duno why le, at least i do feel some warmth, somehow i feel tat i am not alone.i could still feel tat friends still rmb me de..haha...
my idol, wu zun got tatoo..sigh, abit disappointed cos i got a perfect image for him and tat tatoo spoils everything..but eventually i still like him lah cos he sooooo cute and shuai la, esp in tat hua yang shao nan shao nu..oh my god, everyday i will confirm watch tat show de..duno why i dun like guys wit tatoo cos they juz seems ah beng to me or loan sharks, whichever la..
thur went to do my passport since it has expired, $80 man, to me i think its quite ex la..tat amt i can actually buy lots of things wit it..but bo bian need to do juz in case i wan to go johor..
sometimes i am thinking if am i reali tat dumb and useless tat no one wans to hire me..cos my mum always sae tat..at times i do feel dejected cos i feel tat i am reali stupid, else, i wont also be a retainee..tat time i was so dishearted tat i told myself tat i dun wan find job anymore cos i spend so much effort to find but juz canot find, so i took 1 wk break during the CNY, spend the time to watch tv instead of looking for jobs.
somehow i feel tat i become more depressed lately..duno why also, i snap at ppl veri easily, esp my mum..last time used to be veri happy de, always smile and laugh the whole day, but ever since i have been copping at home, things have gone bad..mood swing veri easily and i am always in a foul mood..not to mention tat results might be out this fri, this further made me more worried and scared, in fact added more strain to me..
wanted to ask him out for dinner or lunch during the weekend with cm togther since me and cm was talking abt them.but it seems tat both cm and i are disappointed tat they never reply..they didnt know i got ask them out, juz tat i told cm not to mention my name tat i sugested it..seriously i have no motive at all , just purely wan to go out eat onli mah..why is it tat they are so scared of us de..hmm..dun understand..anyway i dun hope any thing in return also la cos i know its not possible and moreover i wont wan someone like his age again cos i have been hurt once and i wont wan myself to sink into despair and sadness again becos of huge obstacles tat need to be overcomed..i have little liking for him onli but i believe this wont last long either cos i have forgotten how he looks, just rmb his thick eyebrows and his fierce look..
sat have piano lessons, not again man..sian..tat mother of mine is so fann, cant hope to move out of my house soon..gosh, results are coming out reali soon..so scared, hope i will overcome my troubles..this time if i dun do well, i need to suffer the pain myself le, not like last time there is someone to lean on his shoulder to cry on..parents cant help either, at most they juz nag and fann u..
last fri went to buy last min CNY goods, damn cheap la, cos last day before they pack up for the CNY..Sat went to chinatown to count down for chinese new yr.again its damn cheap after 12 midnite cos everyone try to clear their stock liao.$1 for just a bottle of cookies..haha, bought alot since its damn cheap.seriously i think those ppl are smart lah, they come after 12 cos they know things will be damn cheap after tat..next yr i shall stay after 12 to help them clear stock..haha..yup, tat day also saw fireworks,quite nice..a pity dun hav a bf, haha, else it would be quite nice de.. tat day also saw an actress, zeng xiao ying.she quite tall and i notice her cos she was wearing damn red and her hair was like some lion king hair style, those explosion type of hair style, tat's why i notice her.she was talking inside the crowd and indeed it is super squeesy la..i was sweating like mad.. and before we go chinatown, went to my dad's friend house to visit him.got $20 as ang bao.consider not bad liao cos last time when i am small tat time onli got like $2 or $4 as ang bao..
sunday got ppl give hamper, seems quite ex cos got XO wine and bird nest..but think it wont have any use to me cos i cant drink the wine cos i dun like to drink..he also give bah gua, super nice since long time since i last ate it, but its super fatting, so lately everyday i have been exercising alot so can burn out all my fats..this yr, in all i got $50 in all for ang bao..$20 from parents and $30 from dad's friend, quite pathetic indeed..but better than nothing cos lately dun have money to spend..moreover i dun go visiting, got $50 consider not bad le..so sun, mon, tues and wed stayed at home to watch tv since there is nothing for me to do and moreover now got the SCV preview, got alot of nice shows man..everyday i watch til 2 to 3am then sleep..super pro man..and i wake up at 10.30am the next morning..its seems tat lately i am gaining weight cos i eat alot of bah gua, oh man..time to slim down le !!
reunion was quite sucky la..actually it wasnt like a reunion dinner la, everyone dun eat togther de and everyone eat at a different timing..food taste reali bad cos mum dun wan to heat up the food liao cos she sae alot of work to heat up the food.sometimes i feel like we are not a family at all la, cos we dun stay unitied at all and i dun feel the warmth at home..sigh..-shake head-
tues my brother went bac to army, ate curry fish head, quite nice but not exactly cheap cos they jack up the price cos new yr mah..suddenly felt so nice to eat the curry fish head cos its been yrs since i last eat tat..seriously i was quite happy tat my friends got send my CNY greetings, duno why le, at least i do feel some warmth, somehow i feel tat i am not alone.i could still feel tat friends still rmb me de..haha...
my idol, wu zun got tatoo..sigh, abit disappointed cos i got a perfect image for him and tat tatoo spoils everything..but eventually i still like him lah cos he sooooo cute and shuai la, esp in tat hua yang shao nan shao nu..oh my god, everyday i will confirm watch tat show de..duno why i dun like guys wit tatoo cos they juz seems ah beng to me or loan sharks, whichever la..
thur went to do my passport since it has expired, $80 man, to me i think its quite ex la..tat amt i can actually buy lots of things wit it..but bo bian need to do juz in case i wan to go johor..
sometimes i am thinking if am i reali tat dumb and useless tat no one wans to hire me..cos my mum always sae tat..at times i do feel dejected cos i feel tat i am reali stupid, else, i wont also be a retainee..tat time i was so dishearted tat i told myself tat i dun wan find job anymore cos i spend so much effort to find but juz canot find, so i took 1 wk break during the CNY, spend the time to watch tv instead of looking for jobs.
somehow i feel tat i become more depressed lately..duno why also, i snap at ppl veri easily, esp my mum..last time used to be veri happy de, always smile and laugh the whole day, but ever since i have been copping at home, things have gone bad..mood swing veri easily and i am always in a foul mood..not to mention tat results might be out this fri, this further made me more worried and scared, in fact added more strain to me..
wanted to ask him out for dinner or lunch during the weekend with cm togther since me and cm was talking abt them.but it seems tat both cm and i are disappointed tat they never reply..they didnt know i got ask them out, juz tat i told cm not to mention my name tat i sugested it..seriously i have no motive at all , just purely wan to go out eat onli mah..why is it tat they are so scared of us de..hmm..dun understand..anyway i dun hope any thing in return also la cos i know its not possible and moreover i wont wan someone like his age again cos i have been hurt once and i wont wan myself to sink into despair and sadness again becos of huge obstacles tat need to be overcomed..i have little liking for him onli but i believe this wont last long either cos i have forgotten how he looks, just rmb his thick eyebrows and his fierce look..
sat have piano lessons, not again man..sian..tat mother of mine is so fann, cant hope to move out of my house soon..gosh, results are coming out reali soon..so scared, hope i will overcome my troubles..this time if i dun do well, i need to suffer the pain myself le, not like last time there is someone to lean on his shoulder to cry on..parents cant help either, at most they juz nag and fann u..
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
~lonely valentine~
todae received alot of phone calls from the agent to ask me if i can work or not..mostly they give me those 1 month assignment, but i dun think i wan cos i wan to receive my results first before deciding if i still wan to continue to work or not..they did help me send in those 2 days assignment but the person dun wan me..they offer me 2 jobs, 1 at tanglin to do admin for 2 days, the other is to ask ppl to do survey..i didnt agree on the do survey thing cos i feel veri pei seh to approach ppl to do survey..never the less, i think its hard to get a job nowadays..jason was kind of sounding unfriendly cos he ask me why i canot work for a month..aiya i have my reasons for tat..i scared tat results dun turn out to be tat ok, then i confirm dun have the mood to work de..i might even quit the job if things turn out to be veri bad.todae seems so the boring seh...finally stepped out of the house to go shop after these few days.went to jp to pay my brother phone bills,after which i think i saw my sec schoolmate.both he and i was like kept turning bac to look at each other cos we juz find each other familiar.and he was with my pri sch friend.but i pretend i dun see him cos my dressing super ugly la, cos i anyhow wear, more like those to market wear, aiya in all it is auntie wear..
after which came bac from home went to NTU to pass the salary thing to my dad cos he forgot to take.aiya he so the mafan.then saw gin jin,she was kind of surprise why i was there,then i pt to her saying tat he is my dad..so i guess she knows tat my dad work here..actually i wont feel surprise tat i will see ppl in NTU, afterall how big can the sch be rite??but somehow i juz canot meet him by concidence..hoping for 2 yrs le, but still in vain.hai~
todae shall go home watch my own tv le, got so many shows to watch..i think i am reali obsessed with watching tv man..the wu zun's show is coming up soon and its tml..look forward to watching it cos he is my idol =)
after which came bac from home went to NTU to pass the salary thing to my dad cos he forgot to take.aiya he so the mafan.then saw gin jin,she was kind of surprise why i was there,then i pt to her saying tat he is my dad..so i guess she knows tat my dad work here..actually i wont feel surprise tat i will see ppl in NTU, afterall how big can the sch be rite??but somehow i juz canot meet him by concidence..hoping for 2 yrs le, but still in vain.hai~
todae shall go home watch my own tv le, got so many shows to watch..i think i am reali obsessed with watching tv man..the wu zun's show is coming up soon and its tml..look forward to watching it cos he is my idol =)
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
~hai~~~
Sat went to see xiao zhu,luo zhi xiang at junction 8..but so sad tat day cant get to see him cos the security guard dun allow us to come into the autograph session.so onli those who came earlier than 5pm get to go in..when I reach there it was already 5 something le.his fans reali a lot man.got guys and gers..as I walk pass, I heard his fans saying tat he veri shuai.hai~did get to see him, so it was kind of wasted trip.haha, he is also one of my idol.after which went to Chinatown to pei yh to buy clothes..i went there to buy new yr food..seriously there veri crowded la.cant even walk wit ease cos keep having traffic jam and I was sweating over lah..
Sun went to listen to talk at suntec for the NTU admission.somehow I do gain some knowledge of wat are the courses are all abt after listening to the talk.saw a no of yj ppl..the course tat I wan to go have high critera,think I dun have chance liao..but seriously some speaker are damn boring la, almost put me to sleep cos they are veri monotone.some accent damn heavy, duno wat are they talking also..after the talk went to bugis to shop.there also a lot of ppl buying clothes, I was damn tired la cos leg pain and damn stuffy over there..then I also saw a guy or ger, actually duno he is a guy or ger cos I suspect he is a guy but he goes for sex change operation.my first reaction was oh my god cos he wear super little la.just small piece of cloth and a super short skirt.the skirt length is onli til the butt la.obviously he is trying to attract attention man..anyway he is hopeless la.
Mon was kind of sian day to me..cos I go bac to the usual day tat I usually do..sleep, watch tv and slack..seriously I am damn bored liao.i am reali dishearted when I look at the classified every day but cant find a job.hai~~I also dun have lobang.this few days keep quarreling with mum again.aiya sick of staying at home cos she always find fault with me for no reason.she keep saying tat I am veri lazy and dun wan help her, but I am fann over finding job liao, where got mood to help her.A levels results is releasing soon..heart reali canot stop worrying even up to now.hai~
Tml is valentine day..haha, think its gona be alone again.so kelian..chinese new yr is kind of bored festival to me.i dun receive ang bao at all..sigh..
Sun went to listen to talk at suntec for the NTU admission.somehow I do gain some knowledge of wat are the courses are all abt after listening to the talk.saw a no of yj ppl..the course tat I wan to go have high critera,think I dun have chance liao..but seriously some speaker are damn boring la, almost put me to sleep cos they are veri monotone.some accent damn heavy, duno wat are they talking also..after the talk went to bugis to shop.there also a lot of ppl buying clothes, I was damn tired la cos leg pain and damn stuffy over there..then I also saw a guy or ger, actually duno he is a guy or ger cos I suspect he is a guy but he goes for sex change operation.my first reaction was oh my god cos he wear super little la.just small piece of cloth and a super short skirt.the skirt length is onli til the butt la.obviously he is trying to attract attention man..anyway he is hopeless la.
Mon was kind of sian day to me..cos I go bac to the usual day tat I usually do..sleep, watch tv and slack..seriously I am damn bored liao.i am reali dishearted when I look at the classified every day but cant find a job.hai~~I also dun have lobang.this few days keep quarreling with mum again.aiya sick of staying at home cos she always find fault with me for no reason.she keep saying tat I am veri lazy and dun wan help her, but I am fann over finding job liao, where got mood to help her.A levels results is releasing soon..heart reali canot stop worrying even up to now.hai~
Tml is valentine day..haha, think its gona be alone again.so kelian..chinese new yr is kind of bored festival to me.i dun receive ang bao at all..sigh..
Friday, February 09, 2007
~reali troubled~
seriously i am veri fann and troubled now..heart feel so heavy now, seems like i got alot of troubles to tell, but i have no idea where i should start from..to sae the truth, i am quite dishearted now cos everyday i would see the classified to look for job but no one wans me.but jason did find for me but its one month contract.i am scared tat i dun have the mood to work when results are releasing near the actual date, and moreover wat if i dun do well, then the more i dun feel like going for work but yet i have to cos its contract based..sigh..i know its pointless to worry abt anything now cos afterall every thing has been decided..its up to fate to decide my future path for me..i know tat it is easy to sae dun worry but probably from my view, i cant put all those troubles behind me..moreover i am a repeat student, i am scared of failure again.i put alot of courage to stand up again when i am in my j1 repeat, so i am kind of scared and worried tat history will repeat itself..hai~~
currently i am finding jobs tat require me for 2 weeks onli cos i wan to settle my studies first before i choose to work again wit a peaceful mind.duno why now i rather choose to study than to work cos i find tat in sch i am enjoy more and have more accompany of friends.In work, i dun find friends tat i can talk troubles to..sometimes i feel so lonely la, friends are busy wit work nowadays.hardly got time to talk also..sometimes i find tat i am drifting further and further from my friends, duno why also..sigh..duno why nowadays my close friends also seldom talk.its either they are busy wit studies or some of them are juz busy wit something.maybe i am a loner la, always has to be alone one.
toae finally going out wit yh to buy chinese new yr stuff and probably some clothes..but currently i cant spend alot of money cos for the time being i am broke cos i am not working now and moreover my mum didnt give me any money for anything..yesterday i saw a dress quite reasonable but i dun hav much money left so eventually i didnt buy.but i like tat dress veri much, haha but i cant buy cos i need to save the money for other use.
this few days stayed at home cos seriously i am fann when my mum keep nagging.i am already veri fann liao then she keep nagging.i ignored her for watever she sae.it seems tat i dun respect my mum at all, and yes i do agree wit it cos i always find her veri fann and unreasonable all along.cant reali stand her.if got chance to move out, i might choose to move out.seriously wat should i do during chinese new yr, i reali duno cos i belive there is no programs for me..i dun have to go visiting.sometimes i think it is gd to have another half around when u are bored, as least there is some companion.but maybe this wont happen tat soon to me..i shall wait patiently for my MR RIGHT to appear.haha..seriously i dun trust those outside guys cos the trust has been broken once and no matter how hard i wan to believe the person, my heart will think twice again before i choose to believe..
lately have been going running everyday cos i feel fat when whole day i onli eat and did nothing.my target is to hit 53kg..hmm..seems like i need to work abit harder cos i am 2 kg away from it..
currently i am finding jobs tat require me for 2 weeks onli cos i wan to settle my studies first before i choose to work again wit a peaceful mind.duno why now i rather choose to study than to work cos i find tat in sch i am enjoy more and have more accompany of friends.In work, i dun find friends tat i can talk troubles to..sometimes i feel so lonely la, friends are busy wit work nowadays.hardly got time to talk also..sometimes i find tat i am drifting further and further from my friends, duno why also..sigh..duno why nowadays my close friends also seldom talk.its either they are busy wit studies or some of them are juz busy wit something.maybe i am a loner la, always has to be alone one.
toae finally going out wit yh to buy chinese new yr stuff and probably some clothes..but currently i cant spend alot of money cos for the time being i am broke cos i am not working now and moreover my mum didnt give me any money for anything..yesterday i saw a dress quite reasonable but i dun hav much money left so eventually i didnt buy.but i like tat dress veri much, haha but i cant buy cos i need to save the money for other use.
this few days stayed at home cos seriously i am fann when my mum keep nagging.i am already veri fann liao then she keep nagging.i ignored her for watever she sae.it seems tat i dun respect my mum at all, and yes i do agree wit it cos i always find her veri fann and unreasonable all along.cant reali stand her.if got chance to move out, i might choose to move out.seriously wat should i do during chinese new yr, i reali duno cos i belive there is no programs for me..i dun have to go visiting.sometimes i think it is gd to have another half around when u are bored, as least there is some companion.but maybe this wont happen tat soon to me..i shall wait patiently for my MR RIGHT to appear.haha..seriously i dun trust those outside guys cos the trust has been broken once and no matter how hard i wan to believe the person, my heart will think twice again before i choose to believe..
lately have been going running everyday cos i feel fat when whole day i onli eat and did nothing.my target is to hit 53kg..hmm..seems like i need to work abit harder cos i am 2 kg away from it..
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
~i am fann !~
Tues was rotting at home.damn bored la, was finding things to do,but nothing to do leh..so I read the booklet tat I have for the university courses..but I still cant decided wat I can to study leh..headache la.i confirm plus guarantee not taking business related cos I dun like to study econs and I hate econs.one thing tat I may be heading is science related subjects.actually I still have any route to choose, tat is specialize in music, but forget lah, I am neither interested in tat..i was forced to learn since I was young, never like piano since I was young.
Wed went for a job interview at tuas.when I reach there, I think there damn ulu la, but pay wise quite high, but somehow I feel tat I need to do 2 ppl jobs cos its data entry and telemarketing. No wonder the pay is higher, but eventually I think its not tat high afterall cos I am doing 2 ppl jobs.the interviewer told me tat they will giv me a reply by fri, but seriously I dun reali like tat job cos its damn ulu there and the company wise is like damn quiet la, no interaction at all.the ppl there all like so strict looking and dao seh..think they also wont hire me also cos I like giv tat bo chap attitude when she was explaining the job duties to me.i think it’s super difficult la especially giving calls to the ppl to ask them qns..and seriously whatever she showed me, I also duno wat is it all abt..all those chime chime terms also duno wat she talking abt also..i think jc students reali lack tat practical skills, think poly students are much more better than jc students, but I wasn’t given a choice to choose in the first place.they wan me to go jc so I had to go..yup, then in the evening time, Jason, my agent called me.was quite surprised tat he still got call me cos I tok he forget liao.anyway think he veri sway tat day cos I diverted all my calls to my house cos I wan to try out how is it like, and so sway tat my mum pick up then he was like kana scolded, but not exactly scolded, just tat she raised her voice and asked him who is he.she thought I got another bf la, just like last time.but seriously no guys dare to jio me la cos my mum super fierce la, and I confirm plus guarantee tat she is not going to make life easy for the guy cos I know wat she is like.and yesterday I quarrel with her over some minor things.but she was the one who started the quarrel.seriously I dun wan to quarrel with her one.i dun have tat much of breathe to quarrel wit her neither cos I know I will always lose no matter wat cos she always think she is right.i am seriously sick when she kept asking me to dye her hair for her everytime and after tat she will complain tat I never dye properly cos still can see the white hair..since she so gd, ask her dye herself la.and moreover I am not in the mood to dye for her cos I am fann over the jobless matter..i am fann over getting a job liao and she keep nagging this and tat..actually there is job for me to do de, but she dun wan me to sign contract.jason recommended me a job in boon lay but its one month contract but she dun allow me to sign.think Jason knows my mum pattern liao and he told me tat my mum damn fierce la..aiya sae liao any guys who talk to her confirm thinks she veri fierce de.actually I also dun reali like sign contract also cos I cant run away as and when I wan.moreover results are coming out soon, if lets say results are bad, seriously I dun think I have the mood to work la.i would rather stay at home to calm down and think carefully for my future instead of going to work.moreover its contract based, I cant sae last min tat I dun wan come to work cos I did badly for my A levels and I wan to calm down.hai~~fann arh !!!
Chinese new year is coming up soon and I believe I will be at home rotting cos we dun go visiting becos got some family problems.so any body free wan jio me out to shop or eat also can, I will more than willing to go cos I believe I will be veri bored.valentine day is also coming up liao..hmm..every yr is the same.i believe this yr is no exception.but this time might be different is tat nobody will give any chocolates to me already cos I am no longer in sch le..somehow I still feel tat sch is better than working.gd friends are usually nutured in sch.seriously I cant find any gd friends tat I can make in the workplace, other than the flourist job.
Tml O levels results are coming out.i believe tat A levels results are coming out soon.probably in a week or 2weeks time.hai~~seriously scared la, whole day onli think abt this man..dun have the mood to enjoy also..i can onli hope tat things dun come out to be like the O Levels like tat, else I will reali breakdown.
Wed went for a job interview at tuas.when I reach there, I think there damn ulu la, but pay wise quite high, but somehow I feel tat I need to do 2 ppl jobs cos its data entry and telemarketing. No wonder the pay is higher, but eventually I think its not tat high afterall cos I am doing 2 ppl jobs.the interviewer told me tat they will giv me a reply by fri, but seriously I dun reali like tat job cos its damn ulu there and the company wise is like damn quiet la, no interaction at all.the ppl there all like so strict looking and dao seh..think they also wont hire me also cos I like giv tat bo chap attitude when she was explaining the job duties to me.i think it’s super difficult la especially giving calls to the ppl to ask them qns..and seriously whatever she showed me, I also duno wat is it all abt..all those chime chime terms also duno wat she talking abt also..i think jc students reali lack tat practical skills, think poly students are much more better than jc students, but I wasn’t given a choice to choose in the first place.they wan me to go jc so I had to go..yup, then in the evening time, Jason, my agent called me.was quite surprised tat he still got call me cos I tok he forget liao.anyway think he veri sway tat day cos I diverted all my calls to my house cos I wan to try out how is it like, and so sway tat my mum pick up then he was like kana scolded, but not exactly scolded, just tat she raised her voice and asked him who is he.she thought I got another bf la, just like last time.but seriously no guys dare to jio me la cos my mum super fierce la, and I confirm plus guarantee tat she is not going to make life easy for the guy cos I know wat she is like.and yesterday I quarrel with her over some minor things.but she was the one who started the quarrel.seriously I dun wan to quarrel with her one.i dun have tat much of breathe to quarrel wit her neither cos I know I will always lose no matter wat cos she always think she is right.i am seriously sick when she kept asking me to dye her hair for her everytime and after tat she will complain tat I never dye properly cos still can see the white hair..since she so gd, ask her dye herself la.and moreover I am not in the mood to dye for her cos I am fann over the jobless matter..i am fann over getting a job liao and she keep nagging this and tat..actually there is job for me to do de, but she dun wan me to sign contract.jason recommended me a job in boon lay but its one month contract but she dun allow me to sign.think Jason knows my mum pattern liao and he told me tat my mum damn fierce la..aiya sae liao any guys who talk to her confirm thinks she veri fierce de.actually I also dun reali like sign contract also cos I cant run away as and when I wan.moreover results are coming out soon, if lets say results are bad, seriously I dun think I have the mood to work la.i would rather stay at home to calm down and think carefully for my future instead of going to work.moreover its contract based, I cant sae last min tat I dun wan come to work cos I did badly for my A levels and I wan to calm down.hai~~fann arh !!!
Chinese new year is coming up soon and I believe I will be at home rotting cos we dun go visiting becos got some family problems.so any body free wan jio me out to shop or eat also can, I will more than willing to go cos I believe I will be veri bored.valentine day is also coming up liao..hmm..every yr is the same.i believe this yr is no exception.but this time might be different is tat nobody will give any chocolates to me already cos I am no longer in sch le..somehow I still feel tat sch is better than working.gd friends are usually nutured in sch.seriously I cant find any gd friends tat I can make in the workplace, other than the flourist job.
Tml O levels results are coming out.i believe tat A levels results are coming out soon.probably in a week or 2weeks time.hai~~seriously scared la, whole day onli think abt this man..dun have the mood to enjoy also..i can onli hope tat things dun come out to be like the O Levels like tat, else I will reali breakdown.
Sunday, February 04, 2007
~i learn a lesson~
i was kind of sad this few days over...shall not sae abt it again..hai~reali damn sad la..maybe i reali not fated to get tat job la,or tat person is out of fool me juz like wat my parents sae.actually i reali learn from this lesson tat dun trust anyone too much cos they might sae one thing but they might change their mind for the last min when they shuang.juz like wat i did to the flourist ppl..cos last time i told them i will work til valentine but i quite b4 tat..maybe i get my retribution liao..=(
sat and sun was kind of bored la, stay at home to rot cos nothing to do..mon woke up quite early to dress up..duno why also, juz feel like doing so cos last day working there liao..wan to giv ppl gd impression..haha..sandie was asking me if tml i can stay on to work for them another day cos tml veri busy but i relai duno if should i stay on, mind is confused now..sigh..i am not thinking abt the money part, but rather i told ppl tat i am working elsewhere le..but who knows..and tml big shots coming then i will be damn busy la, not worth earning tat money..the funny part is i quite like this job cos its reali slack la..aiya duno wat i am thinking also..then just now also call jason to help me look for job but duno he willing or not cos he sounds veri unfriendly todae..why arh??i never de dui him le..but he gave me tat bu shuang tone. =(
seriously life is damn bored without an aim..i am pondering wat should i do everyday other than eat, sleep, watch tv and play piano..and moreover i dun like playing piano, i am forced to play for heaven sake..todae i ask doing filing then i saw tat pervert's name (ray).i was shocked to see he is a sale manager..my first reaction was huh..he this kind of pattern also can be sale manager..heaven must be blind..anyway todae i keep smiling todae, duno why also..haha..think i siao liao..lucky todae got ppl to chat wit me online, else i will be damn bored la..
sat and sun was kind of bored la, stay at home to rot cos nothing to do..mon woke up quite early to dress up..duno why also, juz feel like doing so cos last day working there liao..wan to giv ppl gd impression..haha..sandie was asking me if tml i can stay on to work for them another day cos tml veri busy but i relai duno if should i stay on, mind is confused now..sigh..i am not thinking abt the money part, but rather i told ppl tat i am working elsewhere le..but who knows..and tml big shots coming then i will be damn busy la, not worth earning tat money..the funny part is i quite like this job cos its reali slack la..aiya duno wat i am thinking also..then just now also call jason to help me look for job but duno he willing or not cos he sounds veri unfriendly todae..why arh??i never de dui him le..but he gave me tat bu shuang tone. =(
seriously life is damn bored without an aim..i am pondering wat should i do everyday other than eat, sleep, watch tv and play piano..and moreover i dun like playing piano, i am forced to play for heaven sake..todae i ask doing filing then i saw tat pervert's name (ray).i was shocked to see he is a sale manager..my first reaction was huh..he this kind of pattern also can be sale manager..heaven must be blind..anyway todae i keep smiling todae, duno why also..haha..think i siao liao..lucky todae got ppl to chat wit me online, else i will be damn bored la..
Friday, February 02, 2007
~i will be jobless again~
sigh..juz receive a msg tat the moe ppl dun wan me liao =(..duno why also..they didnt tell me the reason also..hai~so on tues onwards, i will be jobless again..looks like i need to find another job again cos tat receptionist job contract has ended..actually tat job is not bad lah, damn slack, more like they pay u to suft net..but one thing i dun like is there is no interaction between ppl cos i am the onli one sitting outside the lift.should i look for jason again???seriously i duno cos jin yi sae they eat money one.but if i dun find one then how would find a job in such a short time?sigh..i am seriously bored man after slacking this few days cos no need to work mah..
tues went to buy some office blouses cos my house reali veri little blouses for office wear, cant expect me to wear the same old clothes for work..yup, mum was complaining again for spending money on clothes again..but it is not as if i spend her money like tat..i am using the money tat i earn myself mah..then tues jason also call me to ask me if i can extend my contract for a day but i told him i canot cos tues still thought going moe there to work mah, but who knows..=( wed spend the time rotting at home..kind of feeling gd cos finally can slack of a while after working for days.thur saw jun long at my house there.yup, chat for a while onli cos my mum is around.she kept listening to wat we are talking abt.so abit sian arh, so i stop our converstion..yup, the small boy tat we used to call him is no longer small anymore..haha. now has become a big boy liao..my mum sae he not bad looking, haha, i dun think so..i like onli his nose.he is too young for me..and she sae he look honest, this is something tat i wont deny.he is quite gd..
tat joey's friend msg me to chat again on thur nite after i came bac from running.but i ignored him this time after i look how he looks like.duno leh, i find him sort of having a disgusted look.haha,think i am kind of bad.but i reali dun like talking to some stranger i duno wat..
last nite cm was asking me if i wan join her for coffee with chung yi cos she dun dare to go alone.haha, i dun mind going wit her her 3pm is the time i am having my piano lessons.so i canot make it..actually i abit curious how tat chung yi looks like cos i cant reali rmb how he looks like after the interview at cycle and carriage.for all i rmb, he looks not bad looking to me.tat cm arh, like him like anything.haha, she gd loh, can see her chung yi everyday, i cant even see my eye candy.this few days everyday has been slacking.playing piano, go jogging and watch tv is my daily routine.kind of sick of such life liao.seriously it is quite bored cos there is nothing to keep me occupied..i go out work purely to keep me occupied..much less of earning money lah, moreover i have earn wat i am to earn already.so i am seeking how to spend my time..fri my brother came bac suddenly from tekong cos he suddenly got high fever and the army ppl let him come bac.my brother sae usually is canot one, but he is the serious type so he allows him to go home.seems like he is reali weak, and he has become more tanned.he become more muscular after this trip bac, seems like army can relai change guys to man..haha..gd for him..actually yesterday wanted to go converse sale one, but my brother is at home, then need to take care of him so canot go liao.hai~~bored and getting more bored..
A levels results are coming out soon in probably a month time or less than tat..think its time i need to sit down seriously and think abt wat course i wan to take cos seriously i hav no idea wat i wan to study also..actually there is nothing much for me to do now, i cant make plans for now cos results still haven come out yet..seriously i am seriously veri scared, hopefully it wont be like my O levels like tat..if tat's the case, i reali duno how should i move on in life.should i cry for days or look for alternative solutions.i reali duno also..sigh..all i can sae i am scared of the verdict.i believe the results are send bac to singapore liao, think the moe is doing changes..wonder how will it be..
i like tat wu zun veri much now cos i think he super cute after i see him on show.the picts i took damn blur lah after i send to the computer..so sayang..else i will keep as my desktop wallpaper.he is my new idol for now. =)
tues went to buy some office blouses cos my house reali veri little blouses for office wear, cant expect me to wear the same old clothes for work..yup, mum was complaining again for spending money on clothes again..but it is not as if i spend her money like tat..i am using the money tat i earn myself mah..then tues jason also call me to ask me if i can extend my contract for a day but i told him i canot cos tues still thought going moe there to work mah, but who knows..=( wed spend the time rotting at home..kind of feeling gd cos finally can slack of a while after working for days.thur saw jun long at my house there.yup, chat for a while onli cos my mum is around.she kept listening to wat we are talking abt.so abit sian arh, so i stop our converstion..yup, the small boy tat we used to call him is no longer small anymore..haha. now has become a big boy liao..my mum sae he not bad looking, haha, i dun think so..i like onli his nose.he is too young for me..and she sae he look honest, this is something tat i wont deny.he is quite gd..
tat joey's friend msg me to chat again on thur nite after i came bac from running.but i ignored him this time after i look how he looks like.duno leh, i find him sort of having a disgusted look.haha,think i am kind of bad.but i reali dun like talking to some stranger i duno wat..
last nite cm was asking me if i wan join her for coffee with chung yi cos she dun dare to go alone.haha, i dun mind going wit her her 3pm is the time i am having my piano lessons.so i canot make it..actually i abit curious how tat chung yi looks like cos i cant reali rmb how he looks like after the interview at cycle and carriage.for all i rmb, he looks not bad looking to me.tat cm arh, like him like anything.haha, she gd loh, can see her chung yi everyday, i cant even see my eye candy.this few days everyday has been slacking.playing piano, go jogging and watch tv is my daily routine.kind of sick of such life liao.seriously it is quite bored cos there is nothing to keep me occupied..i go out work purely to keep me occupied..much less of earning money lah, moreover i have earn wat i am to earn already.so i am seeking how to spend my time..fri my brother came bac suddenly from tekong cos he suddenly got high fever and the army ppl let him come bac.my brother sae usually is canot one, but he is the serious type so he allows him to go home.seems like he is reali weak, and he has become more tanned.he become more muscular after this trip bac, seems like army can relai change guys to man..haha..gd for him..actually yesterday wanted to go converse sale one, but my brother is at home, then need to take care of him so canot go liao.hai~~bored and getting more bored..
A levels results are coming out soon in probably a month time or less than tat..think its time i need to sit down seriously and think abt wat course i wan to take cos seriously i hav no idea wat i wan to study also..actually there is nothing much for me to do now, i cant make plans for now cos results still haven come out yet..seriously i am seriously veri scared, hopefully it wont be like my O levels like tat..if tat's the case, i reali duno how should i move on in life.should i cry for days or look for alternative solutions.i reali duno also..sigh..all i can sae i am scared of the verdict.i believe the results are send bac to singapore liao, think the moe is doing changes..wonder how will it be..
i like tat wu zun veri much now cos i think he super cute after i see him on show.the picts i took damn blur lah after i send to the computer..so sayang..else i will keep as my desktop wallpaper.he is my new idol for now. =)
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