~even my mum can see tat i am sad..haiz~

ytd my mum ask me why am i so guai come home so early..seriously i nv been so guai come home so early before and worst til it's in the evening..so my mum feels weird..partly i came bac early was becos i now quite low budget liao..cos everyday has been spending lots of money once i go out..so bo bian have to stay at home now then like tat chances of spending money is lesser.so ytd seems like first time in my this 1 month holiday where i really sit down to watch tv from 7pm to 1am..cos usually i am not at home de..then ytd went jogging also since nothing to do..actually i have tat stupid issurance exam to study and its like on 4th and 8th jan..i totally haven study yet man..nvm this few days i tink i going to mug liao..i dun feel like failing again cos quite jialat if i were to fail all 3 exams..


then ytd my mum can see tat i am sad cos she say why i like no mood like tat..haiz..actually tues nite when i saw the grades i were pretty fine de..in fact i no feeling at all..not sad at all cos last sem i already tried tat feeling le..so this sem even do badly also no kick to me liao..my feeling is immune..and actually ytd she was rite to say tat i am quite sad actually..but i dun reali know wat i am sad abt...actually my mind has lots of things tat i have thought through,but just cant reali figure out which one i am acutually sad abt.

today i think i shall spend my new yr eve at home..cos now reali no money liao..seriously i feels like going marina there to watch the fireworks de..but then later go out spend money again..sian..

tml going out from morning til nite..yeah !

anyway tat guy who sold me his hp feels kinda guilty tat his hp is not reali working so he decided to give me his china clone iphone for free ! whee ;) so it cost like $9 each for two 2nd hand hp..wah damn worth it la..

~not another sad-ness of results~

ytd i was happily out with him when suddenly i told him tat i would be getting my results soon and he suddenly struck my mind tat actually ytd 12am i could actually view my results le..i still thought today then can view man..so on my way home i was pretty scared and emo cos i knew tat i wont do well this time..just as i predicted and i am right..this time the results equally cui as last sem..sian diao man..very soon nxt sem i will be out of 3rd class liao if i continue to do equally bad..nvm nxt sem i must find a gd elective to help me pull my grades liao..if not like tat my money is gone man..


anyway ytd he was reali a damn lousy consoler la..somewat i just felt very very different from mr A..haiz..maybe i am right..he is just not the one i guess..somewat everything is just very very different.. ;( and i haven told my mum abt my results..tink she will also sian diao like me when she hears my results man..

ytd also woke up at 12pm then after which went to vivo again and i bought a $20 dress from my favourite shop..abit xin tong cos i bought alot of dress and yet i all haven wear before de and recently i quite poor liao cos everyday go out spend alot of money..and after tat ate xlb with him..all i can say is i didnt eat alot ytd..in fact super little cos i wore a belt and it kinda obstruct my appetite to eat..and i order super alot of "balls" til tat poor ben ang kinda finish my most of the balls i end up ordering..and then the xlb i think i onli eat 10 plus nia..somewat i think its not so nice man..and the char siew bao also..we ordered 6 but i ate 2 nia..seriously this bao is reali a killer man..once u eat one of the bao u will somewat feel abit full liao..so ytd left super duper alot la..heng the person nv charge us for wastage..then after tat since i was damn full til i wanna puke so i dragged him to walk with me for another bus stop though as usual he damn lazy to walk, but end up he also bo bian have to walk with me..


haiz ytd tinking bac, somewat i still tink tat he is just not the one..yes though i reali agree tat i feel happy with him cos we joke around and we are nv serious..but then somewat something is just lacking..i guess he shall just be my playmate for now..someone tat can entertain me..

~i feel kinda cheated~

ytd i woke up at 12pm..wah power man..i have nv woke up so late before ! the max is just 11 plus..alrights after tat i watched tv til 3 plus then after tat i go collect the phone from the person tat i bought from the sch portal..i still the guy tat i am meeting is some shuai ge man, cos his voice sounds very nice on the phone..but went i met up with him.. his looks and his voice is just from different ends..haha..alrighs tat's not the issue..i was kinda sian diao when the phone tat i got was a 2nd hp with so many many scratches when orginally he said tat he nv use the hp at all and he even claims tat its UNUSED before he sell to me, but once i saw the phone i knew tat i was somewat kana cheated..initally i wanted to shoot him bac saying tat " i thought u said its unused? how come so much scratches and so many problems with this phone.." but end up i didnt cos i dun dare to say cos anyway the phone onli $18 nia..so cant ask for too much..but yeah at least he shouldnt bluff me in the first place ma tat its brand new and never use before..tat's worst la..its like cheating me la..anyway i went bac to try out the phone..its has lots of problems la..the joystick super insenstitive and the phone cant charge properly..i got fed up charging with the phone cos the pins just have lots of problem..so i decided to call him liao to ask him how to charge..then he say he would give me a china phone for foc if this phone reali cant work.,.i wonder why he so nice to give me foc phone..must be another cui and problematic phone again..haiz..now i think i reali cant trust ppl man..i thought my sch ppl should be honest enough considering they are students, so wont go ard cheating ppl..but i am WRONG ! darn ! i reali felt cheated of my $18..dun care man, if this phone reali too problematic, i going to request a free phone from him liao..who ask him to bluff me in the first place !


and today is my first day working at the store..i was half sian when they post me there cos i do until i damn shagged man..the place is so small la, wan to slack also cant cos the room onli got 2 ppl plus me..lohz..and i reali have to work non stop and help out the both of them to clear their shit..wa i reali do until damn sian cos somemore the place is reali damn freaking cold and i cant do my work properly..cos i was down there flu-ing and shivering..lohz..this money is reali hard to earn man..nvm i shall ask the person to help me get out of this place, i wan to work in my last wk venue..she says she might call me bac there..whee..ok tml i going out with playmate ! hehe..

~johor trip~

ytd went to johor and the custom has already changed much til i cant find my roadside food stalls tat i always patronized..sad man..ytd intended to tabao some food bac from there de, so bo bian i cant find the place with my friends so we took a cab down to eat saefood restaurant..and its super duper cheap cos we only pay $8 for each person and we ordered 4 dishes man..so its pretty worth while..and hor johor secret receipe is half price man..so gd la..so i ordered my giant curry puff again and while the rest ordered cakes..and once we reached there, we took a cab also to try ba gu tei (rou gu cha) and the pig trotters..actually its my first time eating rou gu cha cos i always dun like eating those black black chinese food..but apparently bo bian the shop onli sells tat so i have to eat those things instead,,rou gu cha somewat i think taste ok,.but pig trotters i didnt try at all cos i see those thick layers of fats already quite er xin, so dun dare to eat..i think i still wont like to eat those black black stuff, so somewat is not appealing at all..i still prefer spices, more towards the thai or indo food..always then after tat went to buy the tao sa piah..thanks to my mum man for aSKING me buy so much tao sa piah for her friends...then i reali look like some auntie carrying 3 box of tao sa piah home..my friends name me as queen of tao sa piah la..lohz..after which shopped in city sqaure and there kinda lots of sales, but surprising i bought nothing home though i like a shoe kinda very much..kinda tempted to buy but i stopped myself..cos i intend to shop in vivo nxt tues with him liao..so i should save money now. ! then after tat will be going xlb buffet at nite..whee ;)

just now i was finding the email tat mr x wrote to me yrs ago cos i was pretty bored..nothing to do man..somewat my heart just feel sad when i read tat entry..haiz..

~christmas eve was perfect !~

omg, this bday cake is really damn cute la !

kinda bu se de to eat man

wed came down to work and u know wat i was assigned to do? i was asked to help the person in charge to do test..wah so shuang man..but of cos i duno anything abt the test la..so i was given 3 mock paper with papers so basically i read through all those ans and see if which qns are repeated again lo..then i will just copy the ans provided for me..heng i pass the test in 1st attempt, if not i have to help her redo again til i pass man..phew..so tat's my job for the day..after which went bac home to change my attire for my bbq event..seriously tat condo is reali freaking ulu man and me and wp lost our way here man..but overall i feel tat the condo is pretty nice esp i like the swimming pool man.. ;) in all the bbq was great..food they ordered was reali nice esp the cakes...yum yum i always love cakes..tink tat day i reali ate lots of cakes man..and the chicken tat they bbq..its reali fantastic..or maybe i too long nv bbq liao so everything taste great to me ! and tat day i gt a winnie the pool towel as exchange present..once i see tat i half sian liao..cos my house so many towels liao la..alrights anway tat nite since we couldnt catch our transport bac..so we share a cab bac home

then ytd christmas eve still need to go bac sch to work..but ytd job was more tiring man..i have to carry things and push things around..practically like some guys job la..cos it requires alot of physical strength la..alrights after which went down to collect the small bday brownie cake for tat playmate cos christmas is his bday but i celebrating with him earlier..then somewat tat insurance office ppl call me to ask me to join them for their christmas celebration then i bo bian have to buy the brownie for my boss if not cant expect me to go empty handed rite ! haiz..heart man pain man,..ytd spend so much on brownies itself..initally wanted to buy chocolate for the boss de..but then i have no wrapping paper with me..so its kinda weird to give ppl like tat la..so last resort i thought of brownie liao..and his bday cake initally i wanted to customized by putting "happy bday ben ! =) " but then i thought it was too common..so i thought of something else..then suddenly shuai ge came to my mind..so i ask the auntie help me draw "ben shuai ge" on the cake..then she laugh..wah seriously its damn malu la..actually i dun mean ben ang is reali shuai la..i just wanna kar jiao him only..sees wat's his reaction for seeing such weird wordings on the cake, then he also smile smile..and hor those hearts on the cakes i didnt ask them to put at all la ! ( i swear man) and the cake ppl kpo put so many many hearts liao..almost all the cake all full of hearts..when i went to collect the cake i was like omg so many hearts ! how am i going to give him man ! LIKE DAMN PEI SEH LA ! aiya but end up i still thick skin give him eventually..then after we finish our dinner at thai accent, i ask him go the vivo rooftop then we eat the cake together..then we so "heng" manage to get a gd spot cos 2 FAT couples were kissing aggressively away..then we watch this entertaining show while we eat our brownie..and both of us quite bad keep teasing and laughing at them..after which initally wanted to shop for our clothes de..but then the shop tat we wanted to patronized has closed ! haiz..so early close man..sian diao..so nxt wk we going bac there again to buy..yipee and nxt wk i going xlb buffet again with him..can try and eat the xlb again..this time my target is to eat 24 xlb..

tml i am going off to johor liao..whee..hopefully can buy lots of stuff man..i looking forward to my trip tml with my jc friends..hehe..

~dad is just super duper suay~

sun nite i came bac home and mum sounded unhappy..and the reason was my dad bike was stolen right after we bought for 2 days..wah seriously man, i wasted my money on buying this bike..darn i reali curse the person bad luck for stealing my dad's bike la..wa lao tat bike was kinda ex de..(abt $250) de, but the person sell it to me at very cheap price and i believe tat the person who stole the bicycle see the bike so gd so tried to steal the bike when my dad was away for 15 mins at our jp library there..darn man..tat person is reali an ass hole..so now i have to look one for him again..this time i think i going to buy those real cheap bikes liao cos no point, i tink buy ex bicycles will also kana stolen sooner or later de..

anyway ytd i stared out my job in sch..$12 job reali damn slack man..first i was asked to post letter..after which do some labels and attached the drawer keys out..and tat's out i earn my easy money..today was supposed to meet up with the uni clique for xmas celebration, but then it was somewat auto silent cancelled cos somehow no one rmb tat..haiz..sad la..i already bought my gifts cos initally i thought it was still on..

yawns today i feel so sian la..nothing to do..morning go to sch just to work..after tat slack liao..maybe later i shall think of where to repair my hp..this sat perhaps might be going johor with those 2 girls..hopefully it would be an enjoyable trip..today duno why i just have tat envy ppl mood..come on man qm, dont be despaired..1 wk has gone and time pass reali damn slow man....why do i have tat feeling man?

~pathetic prawning~

his final bday card !

ytd yh came pretty late so we went to shop around in J8 for many many hours..hmm in all there not reali a nice place to shop man..then 7 plus we reached our destination..all i can say is ytd is seriously reali very very pathetic cos we onli caught one prawn for 2 hrs..then after we bbq it, the prawn taste very hard cos we overcooked it..so i didnt try any nice prawn at all in the end..seriously prawning is reali not easy man..u need to be fast and quick before the prawn get off the bait..haiz..ppl sitting beside us all manage to prawn so much la..its just onli us who prawn so little nia.. ;( anyway then after tat when to thomson there to eat the prata..but sad to say tat prata tat he brought me previously has closed..so went to other famous prata shop which other ppl claims,..so i tried the durian prata and it cost $3.50..its kinda ex in fact, but nvm try once a while is ok..overall i feel tat prata reali not bad la..just tat maybe the durian taste reali cover the taste of prata liao..the cheese prata is also damn nice..alrights next time i will go there again to try..and ytd the heng thing is tat i manage to catch the last train and last bus home from bishan la..i was super panic tat i has no transport bac man..and all thanks to them la..still say gt so much time..end up can also panic herself..she was scared tat she has to train from raffles to her house..but heng everyone of us manage to catch our transport bac..

and today later i will off to work from 5-10pm..haiz..abit sian man to make calls again..yawns..

~shopping at vivo~

baked cheese ..yummy !

i am so in love with this heels

ytd thought will be starting work in sch, but end up the person say next wk..wah actually those ppl reali damn bo liao man..cos ask we all to come down us to talk to us for 10 mins or so..wah heng i stay here man..so ytd end up going shopping at vivo again..saw lots of sales on going, but i bu se de spend money buy cos this month not working ma..sian..wanted to shop for his present and up to now still duno wat to get man..sian..my friends exchange gifts also haven get..haiz..so ytd the telemarketing job was not bad at least..7 nice ppl did survey for me..most of which are young guys..thanks ppl man..anyway i am off to meet my jc friends for prawning liao..whee.. ;)

~i failed my exam~

haiz...ytd i told myself tat i am going to study the entire nite, but ended up i fall asleep as usual..so ended up i onli read 3 chp out of the whole 300+ pg of textbk..actually i already prepared to fail when i stepped into the exam cos how to pass the exam when u studied so little nia and hor those i study de i also dun understand, so in other words i duno everything..and ytd everyone tat took the exam was so old la..i think i am the youngest liao..everyone gave me tat look when i stepped into the study room to study..its either i am wearing too nuah or just they think tat i am just way too young..ok la, ytd i wore shorts and everyone was in formal attire..but i see the reason why we should wear formal wat..come on, its just an exam lei..why do u need to wear until so nice..anyway after which went shopping at suntec, marina sq,and raffles shopping centre..i was looking ard for the christmas present and his bday present..haiz these 2 present make me reali headache sia..i seriously duno wat he likes..those he like de reali too ex liao..out of budget for me..i now seriously wan to faint liao man..everytime go out need to spend so much money..heng now still earning abit money , if not i reali go broke..alrights then after which went bac to sch for the training..wah i seriously feel tat this job is reali damn xin ku to talk man..u need to find ppl to do survey for u.and this survey is freaking long la..15-20 mins like tat..where gt ppl wan to do for u man..even if i were them i will also hang up the phone..so far onli those very "eng" auntie will do for u..guys mostly hang up my phone..some even obvious they lied or just give excuses not to do..alrights today i am working for 2 jobs in sch..hehe..so much money..tml i am going out with can n yh..probably prawning or sci centre..whee ;)

~i guess i know where's my heart le~

ytd had the hair cut and finally my looks look neater now..at least look more fresh now..hehe...and ytd had a chat with the hairdresser and i was pretty stunned by the things i drew ytd..actually i already knew tat all along from guessing, but i didnt know my guess was so accurate..oh man..

after which met up with him to town..seriously town area reali nothing much to shop man..clothes not reali nice at all...and its somemore ex..ytd i was just tagging along with him to see clothes hoping to find something tat he will like so i can gave it for his bday..but then his taste all so high and cost just way too ex le la..i no money to buy such ex present for him..looks like i reali no idea liao..should hav gone vivo ytd..at least there much more better to shop..then ytd intend to eat the xiao long bao buffet de, but then end up there is no seats available cos its fully booked..so bo bian end up eating thai express at holland..and i ate my favourite green curry chicken with extra spices..hehe..after which walked around to see if there is anything to eat but apparently we are just too full to eat anything le..but ytd i felt something..perhaps i dun reali like him..or should i say i have been treating him as activity partner all along? hmm..cos somewat the feeling is like gradually getting lesser and lesser day by day..all i know is i feel happy when i am out with him cos at least he can somewat entertain me just for tat a while..haiz..pls tell me tat i am wrong..

tml is my exam and i haven study a single pg..die 4 pg out of 200+ how to complete in half a day? i am goin to be so dead..haiz..9am exam tml..wish me luck man..

~i am broke !~

haiz..2 days in a row and i am broke..sun went to meet them for bday celebration then end up spending $20 for cakes and lunch..after tat had nothing to do so shop around with them in bugis..but then there nothing much sia..so gin suggested to go town and off we go ! the new shopping centre are pretty all quite similar man..practically sell all similar stuff as the usual shopping centre..if there were sales might be better though, at least i might be more interested to see and try those clothes...so tat day reali home pretty late cos we sat down to sit and talk at some cafe at heeren there..

ytd (Mon) went to ecp early in the morning...initally intended to wake up early to study for the test de, but then hor i lazy man..so end up i woke up late and went to ecp le...in short the day was damn shagged cos we had to cycle for 3hrs..but then thanks to ah lim for helping me to cycle all the way..initally i was still very hardworking help him cycle de, but after an hr i gt reali shagged le..hehe ;) but cycling double bike relai quite shuang man..hehe..after which we went off to new york to have our early dinner..the cheese marcoroni wasnt reali nice in fact, but then the cheese is quite nice la..

then ytd i came home was pretty bad mood liao cos my hp spoil then cant manage to repair...then my mum add to my anger la..i was kinda broke liao and wanted to get my atm card to withdraw money, but she die die dun wan give me..so i reali gt damn pissed off cos hello, its my account , not her account and i know how to spend my money wisely..its not as if i will spend all my money away..so today i gt reali damn pissed off tat i decided to set up an atm card with my other ocbc account liao..initally i reali dun intend to get an atm card for tat de cos tat account is meant for my studies not to be touched de..but then now i reali must tink of ways to help myself liao. if not forever under tat eveil women threat can die man..now i shall tink of a place to hide this impt atm card which can help me survive those crisis..and ytd i was bloody pissed off cos my debit card account she also took away the letter tat has the password in it tat was issue by the bank..so yeah ytd i reali explode man..how can i not explode when everything she wants to control this and tat just like some dictator in the hse..darn !

today i am finally going to cut my hair short liao..and hor today my eyes still very swollen even up to now..sian la and later still need to meet him..he surely ask why my eyes like tat de la ! reali very pei seh to say i cry til eye swollen..zzz..

~should i giv up?~

haiz..i gt so many things in mind right now..should i give up this stupid planner job but then i feel bad cos i promised the boss to take the exam liao..cos holiday reali damn sian need to study take exam man..the textbk is around 200pg ++ but then i onli need less than 10 pg..and thur is my exam liao..and i am still happily playing again..and when fri i came down to the office..tat boss keep talking non stop abt their company and this and tat..i almost fall asleep hear him preaching..but then the enjoying part was just watching video of where they went..the gd thing tat i like abt this company is they travel overseas very often and i am looking for this kind of jobs when i graduate cos i like to travel and see the world without me having to pay for it ! then after which went to shop somewhere ard there and walk to chinatown there to buy some daily nessities..then saw chen wei lian singing there ! wao, his voice is reali very nice..and ytd i had nothing to do, so decided to pick up the textbk to read a few pg, but ended up falling asleep man..and the rest of the day i went 12 rounds around the park.. (400X 12m) then after tat watch tv the whole day. and today i am off to suntec and bugis for bday celebration..hope time will pass faster by then..mon i will be going cycling.tues perhaps meeting him..

haiz..qm is kinda confused now man..should i give up??? or let thing be the way it is?haiz..why everytime always like this de man..

~qm is feeling down..i have no idea also !~

ytd as usual i keep emo-ing and feeling down..no idea why..heng got ppl chat with me online then i feel better..i think i reali dun like to be kept alone...if not i will emo man..seirously i have to and must find a job, if not i reali will go crazy man..heng nxt wk i gt things to do liao..this wk totally nothing to do man..and i reali very sad over certain things man..cant explain why also..and now i am going off to meet tat agent..haiz..this is such a chore..i think halfway through i might give up man..and today mel my sec sch gd friend chatted with me..she is still kinda nice..i shall plan a meet up with her soon..she is going bkk from 6-8 jan but i cant becos of tat darn exam..nvm i shall go with her after my nxt sem exams.. sun i will be meeting my jc friends..whee !

~haiz..why am i so emo now ~

ytd i was online the entire day from 2 pm til 10 plus..8hrs online reali make my eyes quite painful..somewat i gt lots of things to do online..searching the net for music scores for my student..dl songs..blah blah..now i am going to plan my timetable...haiz..ytd i was reali emo man..i felt total emptyness in me..duno why..its either i am just too bored or i just feel tat i have nothing to do to keep me occupied..haiz..i relai dun like this kind of feeling as in nothing to keep me occupied..i think i reali need to find a job soon by hook or by crook cos i seriously cant stone around nuahing and doing nothing..i need to do real stuff..and partly ytd i was emo becos last min my schedule have to change..so many ppl last min pang seh cant meet up..that means i am even more free..but then now i also have to study for the test,,quite sian actually..the textbk they lend me reali damn thick seh..i almost wan to fall asleep reading through it.

ytd i thought through lots of stuff..cos reali nothing to do so will random think ma..i have been thinking maybe my new theory reali doesnt work..so afterall its still better to revert bac to my old way of thinking..or perhaps time is a factor? i dun know reali man..it seems tat i have been doing too much or rather putting too much effort..perhaps i should reali have tat heck care attitude like wat i have in the past..sometimes i reali regretted the decisions i made..i shouldnt be so fussy in the past man..i should be contented with wat i have..but now its reali too late for regrets le la..its gone and reali far reached from me now..haiz haiz..

i am seriously damn bored man..later still need to teach piano..actually i gt lots of activities in mind right now, but then it seems tat no one is free..and now i have to tink of wat to get for him as his bday present le cos i dun wan give ppl a lousy present..maybe i reali wan to bake a cake for him for his bday..but then i going to buy those reali make kind..hehe..start from scratch would be totally impossible with me,..

at least today i feel somewat better le...duno why..i hope tml will be a better day..tat tues after exam hm asked me a very gd qn..i also duno how to say and ans her also cos even me myself also uncertain abt the ans..like wat i say i am getting tired le as time goes by..like wat i always say i dun have unlimited battery life..sooner or later my battery life will run out and by the time i will just bid gd bye though the outcome might not wat i want..sad to say last time it reali did happen..somewat i still prefer him..no one else can reali replace him..is it my expectations too high or am i just picky? aiya i also duno la..sometimes i will think of him occasionally but its no use..i think my heart is just pretty empty now..i need to find things to entertain me and keep me busy..so i wont be thinking of al these..

~exams ended ! ~

tues last paper was thermody..tat paper reali die as expected..even smart ppl also say hard..so means reali hard liao..haiz...just hope dun do tat bad can liao..anyway tat day after exams i was went with ah ken to do the survey in sch which pays us $15 for one survey for 1,5hrs like tat..seriously the incentive not bad wor..all we need to do is just to talk crap and then got money liao..seriously my sch got lots of jobs lobang tat give very high rates..i like man.. ;) after which i was late for my interview..but somewat when i got down i felt like this job reali quite unusual cos i asked the person wat job is this then she cant tell me actually..so actually after everything i heard from the colleagues i finally realised tat the job is actually called a financial planner..anyway tat boss asked me if i willing to try out the training if he provides me with training, then i say ok lo since its free anyway..if half way i dun like i shall drop out then..but then its kinda bad la..but somewat life is just like tat..if i am not the cut out for insurance cant possibly force me to take up tat job rite..so i shall see how it proceed..maybe it might be another route for me to take other than engin path..after tat went off for shopping at vivo with hm and ken..and i bought 1 dress and 1 top again at a sales..whee so happy..

now exams have ended but i have nothing to do..quite boring actually..some more i need to study for 3 exams for this entire month just becos i decided to try out tat part time job tat the boss has given me for tat training thingy..so tat 3 exams is part of training..sian man..haiz..weekends then go out liao..

~emo emo seh~

haiz this sec last paper made me reali reali emo and sad man after i stepped out of the exam hall..guess wat this maths paper is reali cui to the max..duno why i just duno how to do alot of the qns...darn ! hopefully i wont tabao..i am just scared tabaoing nia..first time do paper so many duno..partly is becos i didnt practise and i onli see the ans..wah win liao man, thermody nxt and last paper up..i must make sure i do well for this paper..at least hopefully can pull up abit of my maths grades..

and my bro he is happily in taiwan now..how i wish i were there now..i didnt know tat he is staying there for months, if not tat time i would have bk the air tickets during the sales promotion..and fly there now but i think he kinda poor thing man..cos he kana kick out of his current homestay place..duno why either so now he keep have to find houses to move around..actually i think its kinda tough for him being outside and overseas alone....haiz haiz haiz..and now wat..then during past few days can my jc friend gave me a surprise msg..yeah she say long time nv see me and yh le..so after exams i will meet up with her...and i think after exams ending my days will be pretty packed with meet ups..and we might be planning for a trip to KL..cool sia, but i haven let my parents know yet..think should be can de ba..all i am just scared is my exams results this time..i think surely very cui one..haiz..all i can say is today i am reali very emo after the paper..how i wish there is ppl to cheer me up now..at least talk crap with me then i wont emo so much..

and tues i will be down for job interview right after my exams..hopefully it goes well though i dun reali like the job cos its pretty far from my house..but if pay attractive i might consider..