~busy wk ~

last wk was a busy week..mon was off to an atas salon at taka..i certainly enjoy tat atas service treatment from them...and most imptly kency tat nite had a change over..cool seh ! after which met up wif the uni gang to eat prata at thomson there..

wed took leave to do dental and went down to douby daut to sign some documents..tat day was prof michael who supervised the students, so yeah when he checked my teeth, i was abit pei seh..hehe then he say why i so shy, its not as if he would eat me up.but duno why leh, i really feel pei seh when he check my teeth, perhaps he is more shuai than those old prof tat usually checked my teeth ba.and most importantly, he is not bad looking..and he is the 2nd dentist tat call me "Dear"..omg, i almost freaked out..cos nobody calls me tat except my ex..and he is the 2nd dentist tat called me tat..but the feeling was kinda shuang la..anw tat session might be the last session tat i can see ly so close up liao..after which i wont really see him liao..sad leh..haiz, i onli left less than 1 month to get miracles, doubt i will ever succeed la.sian..and anw tat day bought lots of moose cake and i was totally stunned tat i ate 3/4 of the cake..

thur was out for hy 23rd bday and it was kinda enjoyable, but then i was pretty tired so didnt really talk much tat day...

today was out wif caibao to chinatown to change money for our KL trip..but then in the end the rates arent tat gd, so yeah ended up didnt change, but ended up i spend more of the money eating light snacks..lol..

~the stitch removal~

fri went for the stitch removal..surprising its not pain at all ! yeah, tat day saw ly's sis..hehe not bad seh, my memory kinda gd in the sense tat i can recognise its her...haiz i really duno leh, why i dun dare to look into his eyes when he is just so close to me, cos he was helping me to take out the "thread" then i tink he cant really see clearly, so have to be really close to me..hmm shouldnt when a person like someone, he/she should be staring at the other party's eyes? why i dun dare huh..

then tat day have to pretend to jio him for dinner by asking if his mum gt cook tat nite or nt..then he say hav...then i sian alrdy cos cant expect him to eat wif me then go home eat again rite..so i say nvm lo..haiz like tat really damn hard leh..i tink i have wasted my 2 mths working here..initally wanted to get close to him one, but its damn hard..i left one more month to see him alrdy, after which i will be bac to sch and everything will be bac to square one..qm qm qm how how how, who can giv him a nudge...at least let him know tat a ger hopes to know more abt him and hopefully let her stepped into his world.....

then ytd went for the make up class..cool i finally know how to makeup abit liao..actually all these while, my makeup is kinda messy cos i didnt really know the technique for makeup..so i anyhow draw lo, up to my creativity..and ytd nite i had 0.7kgs of longans..omg i am a fruit freak who likes to eat fruits..

~swell swell pls go away~

mon was supposed to teach piano, but as usual the student pang seh again so yeah ended up watching youtube the entire day..hmm not bad ah..then tues was out in the morning for baking again..this time hy bake muffins while i bake cookies..and sian lo this time the cookie turn out to be reali damn cui..inedible at all and the oil tat we use is really omg cos i used 250g of cooking oil..its seriously damn sinful..i didnt eat at all cos u know so much oil is damn fatting la..initally wanted to gave some to my student de, but since its non edible better dun..then wed went out to shop as usual, since i have no bf so will be super free during the holidays..my friends have their bf to keep them occupy so at least they are not so sian..but yeah sometimes too free is not a gd thing cos u will get bored..but ytd shopping was really a big shou huo cos i bought one tights and a skirt for kinda cheap..whee ;)

today i am bac to work..quite sian actually cos first thing i stepped into the office then i was given a pile of work to finish cos of my 1 wk MC..but somewat i managed to finished it in half a day...hehe..and today they said my face has become sharper after the wisdom tooth operation..haha i hear alrdy damn happy cos its not easy for face to slim down leh ! but anw they say tat my face is still slightly swollen..sian leh when will it ever heal..tmr i am going to take out the stitches anw le..hope i will be fine after tat..and today i saw his friend in the canteen and he asked me if i am ok alrdy, (as in recover from my operation or nt )..haha then i was stunned cos how he know i did wisdom tooth operation one..then he said all of his friends know abt it..so i guess this LA operation must be quite a big thing or rather a big operation for the students..

~my temp job is ending..~

past few days have been surviving pretty well..hehe..can eat like normal, just tat i cant eat fast cos i only have one side of my teeth to chew..yeah luckily they didnt took out both sides man, else i certainly cant even eat at all..last sat was out for shopping, sun was out for the food exhibition at expo and today its mon alrdy ! yawns time past really really fast man ! and thur i have to be bac for work alrdy..seriously i have underestimate my recovery process..i thought by mon everything would be ok, but apparently, ytd bruises then start to surface..and somewat today the brusies are more obvious..so meaning, perhaps by thur if i were to return to work, there might still be bruises cos for me, it will take very long to recover..sian leh..so cui still have to go bac work..but if dun go bac work i wont earn any money..moreover i alrdy taken 7 days MC, so meaning this wk nv earn any income, and aug i will take leave for my KL trip..cant wait to spend money on clothes over there,..hehe..

anw come to think of it..i have been working there for quite some time, and it haven been progressing at all...perhaps we get to bump into each other more often and saying hi and bye and tat's all..cos afterall its hard of us to find a chance to really interact..he is always busy and lunch time he is always eating wif his friends..i cant possibly be an extra and join them rite? cos if not it will be damn weird..haiz haiz, it seems reali damn hard la..i tink sooner or later i will just giv up :( even though i have yet to try it a try cos how do you expect me to tell him.." hey lly, actually i am starting to have a little liking for you, but i am not certain when it started out also..and i cant really find a reason why of all ppl i will like you either..perhaps you will find it hilarious cos even i myself find it hilarious too cos i haven known you for long..and tat's why i decided to find a chance to work there so that i can know more abt you..but apparently it doesnt seem to work.. ;( " cos you are always busy and i hardly can get to see you either..haiz haiz..

alrights, these 3 days i gonna tink of how to spend my time man..super bored ! yawns..

~wisdom tooth operation~

last wk went for hm 21st bday and i feel very weird wearing the xxx dress cos afterall its not my usual dressing style..its more towards the sexy style and apparently when i walked on the street, everyone was looking at me..walao tat time really feel like dig-ing a hole to hide man cos super duper pei seh..i decided to wear something diff tat day cos afterall its hm 21st so try to dress something diff ma instead of the usual dressing tat i wore..hehe ;)

wed went to ken's hse to make muffins to thanks ly for the OP..the muffins were really gd and it turn out pretty well this time round..so since this time the turnout was gd, so i spend more effort on decorating the muffins..hehe cos at least give ppl must have at least some standard ma..if too cui i rather not give man..anw tat day had ken's homecook mushroom soup..it was realli awesome man ! whoo ! nxt time i wanna eat again..hehe

and ytd i had my wisdom tooth operation..omg its still bleeding up to now lah, even though its been for a day..haiz..and the pain now is quite jialat, but i ate the painkillers alrdy, so at least now not so pain..ytd i was really really damn scared when i stepped into the operating room..the prof last min dun let ly do the operation for me, cos he says that the x ray doesnt tally wif wat it shows on my teeth..so meaning this operation will be more tough, which he doubt ly can handle..cos my case is my wisdom tooth is hidden underneath my skin, so have to cut open the skin to remove it..its not the usual direct case where the wisdom tooth is alrdy exposed le..so yeah when ly heard tat can see his face abit sian diao cos he prepared alot for the operation then last min he was not allowed to operate for me..hmm i can understand how he feels also lah..cos he told me the day before that the prof did the same thing to his classmates and the patients ended up paying $350 instead of the $50..so he is trying very hard to read up alot to be more well prepared so that he can carry out the operation for me..but then end up cant lo..so the prof gave me 2 choices..its either he operate for me for $350 or he get another staff for me which has done a couple of wisdom tooth operation..hmm so i ponder for a while cos if $350 i really dun feel like paying seh..then i looked at ly duno how should i help him also..so i said tat if ly is confident enough then i dun mind he help me do la...then the prof said, its not ur decision to ask him operate on u, the final decision is on me cos safety is the most impt..wa he say like tat i cant say anything also..and i tink the prof knows tat i am tinking of the money issue so eventually he decided to charge me at the same rate as ly which is $50..shoik so kinda zuan dao..but then i am really fine wif either ly or him operating on me la..then the prof was saying the previous patients was dying to ask me to operate for them instead of the students..aiya i tink its becos students not much experience as compared to the prof, which is definitely true la, but if dun give those students a chance to try out, how can they learn? so yeah i am actually neutral towards who doing for me lah..

then ytd before the operation, i gave ly the muffins..he smile smile when he open up the paper bag..wa lao duno why he smile smile seh..i dun get it ! lol must be thinking i am damn stupid make the muffins until so colourful..anw i tink i am damn zai man, after a few hrs the operation, i started to eat bread..haha not bad seh, at least i still can eat something..today i alrdy started eating rice and fish..didnt know i am so strong..haha heng i nv take out 2 wisdom tooth at the same time, else i sure cant even talk and smile now la..but then ytd when i went bac home, the feeling was realli terrible la, cos its super damn painful and i suddenly have fever and sore throat..damn i guess its the after effect of the operation..

sian i have mc for 7 days..so long la..i wan to go bac work on mon, but they dun allow cos they say they are not allowed to touch me since i on mc cos wat if something happens to me, they have to be responsible for it..wa lao i tink i no need so many days de la..i tink max sun should be fine alrdy man..so for now, i just have to wait for my swollen face to subside..meanwhile have to exercise my face by doing some facial exercises..haha hopefully it will heal faster..

~i am kinda happy~

today had my consulation, and i was pretty dressed up cos i scared last min the office ppl might ask me to go for the graduation dinner..but then since they nv invite me then i shouldnt be thick skin and ask if i can go or not, cos its gonna pei seh..yeah so went up for a while to do teeth mould for the braces..and yeah during tat 15 mins we did talk abit..then he was asking me how much i rate this guy prof that is in the clinic..actually tat prof looks kinda young, and honestly speaking, he is not bad looking...the reali mature type tat i would like..but then i dun dare to giv too high so i rate him lower than ly..so gave ly 6.5 and his prof a 6..lol abit lame though, but then ly say he quite shuai, which i tink it might be the case if the prof is in his younger days..lol..but then i was kinda happy when he said he wanted to learn piano from me...but he asked me if i can teach him for free or nt..then i say ok la, but then he no piano how to teach seh..haha cos teaching piano equals to more interaction and getting close wif him then can know him better ! gd idea huh ! aiya but nvm tink this wont last one man..after this job tink everything will be bac to square one..and once after my op i tink we will rarely keep in contact le..haiz ..emo seh..

~i need more courage~

wed went thomson wif ken,hm and david to eat prata,dian xin and beancurd at one go..wow tat day is reali damn damn full man..but at least we met up during the holidays, so not so sian..then tues nite got a call from a friend and he is kinda confused over a relationship..haiz all i can say is many things are realli unpredictable and he cried over her and i duno how to console him also cos the issue between them is realli not easy to solve man..so yeah i guess time is all they need lo..other than tat, i cant tink any solution alrdy...but i can clearly understand how he is feeling la, cos the ger was mirror image of me when i was attached many yrs bac..

and this sat and sun i work for 2 days..seriously my legs damn damn cui now..cos i have been standing 18hrs for 2 days..omg, this is bad for my legs, and i have been eating the ice pops non stop when i promote..actually damn job reali super damn bored man..but at least got ppl to talk to, so at least not so bad..somewat our chatting topics always revolve ard the same topics..then we will talk abt how many bf/gf we have and blah blah blah..so when i told them tat i had an 8 yrs older ex before, they were totally stunned..yeah actually if i were them i will be stunned too la..not surprised by their reaction..all of them felt tat the timing was not right, even though he is really the right guy..if i were born earlier or if he born later, then perhaps we might be a long lasting couple..haiz nice and gd guys like him doesnt exist anymore..most of them said my benchmark is too high, but this is something i dun wan also leh, he is just way too gd, to the extend tat i unknowningly set other guys against his benchmark..and this guy tat was working wif me said tat i should giv other ppl a chance wat ! ya i did give them a chance wat, but i dun have any feel for them ;( or perhaps i have really like a person for long alrdy..duno wat's the feeling of love and like..aiya watever la, too sian to realli find one..and this guy still say i should initate more, if not how would tat guy know ! lol he is true to certain extend la, but this guy so smart, i scared later too obvious he will avoid me in future then i will be damn sad one la !

and ytd when i was promoting my ice lollies,then saw my colleague, wa lao she realil pretend to not to see me..then when i called out for her, she damn faked la ask me wat i sell, then later faster go off..seriously wat kind of attitude is this man..even the guy whom i was working wif me say she damn faked la..so wat i am just a temp ger..temp ger also got feeling one wat, and why always give me tat hao lian attitude man..seriously if not for ly, i would have quitted this job..i reali bu xi han work here la..at least i go outside still can make more friends..and tmr is their sch reopen...hehe cant wait to see him..3 wks didnt saw him alrdy and tat day we were chatting on thur over this issue, then he was reasoning wif me over tat issue, then i gave in to him eventually..wa lao cant imagine we reason things over 1 hr plus..actually i reali tink he not a bad choice la..just tat i reali need to know him abit more..alrights, i shall start a 1 month mission to get close to him..tmr he going to make a mould for me, then 15 july i have the op alrdy..omg, this is damn scary la..duno why i trust him so much also even he is just a student nia..have i reali fallen for him alrdy or its just a crush?? seriously i cant differeniate....