this worst scary week ever-the feeling of a blind women for a short while

this week was a bad week for me..suddenly no vision for a short while-in fact was totally blind..cant even see any image..this is the wost i experience.. so today woke up in the morning, felt very scared too..scared once i open my eyes no vision again..yes its really that scary..i shall elobrate further in the post..

Monday was a random day where we decided to go drinking at new aisa bar at swiss hotel there.. I wanted to bring dear up there since he hasnt gone up there for a drink, plus its happy hour so why not go for a chill..actually my motive is just to eat the wedges only..didnt want to drink cos i dont drink anw..But dear like to try new drinks so suggested this place...

Thur went to catch a movie..disappointing cos the movie was lousy..no plot at all..just telling random stories of the spring break..and yes i tink i dun like these kind of no plot movies..

and so the big thing actually happen yesterday went i went to a club for some event after work wif dear..duno why i totally blackout suddenly when the metal hardrock music was really loud..yes initally i felt very uncomfortable as my heart was beating really fast and i felt some pain in the heart..after a while i felt like vommitting but somehow cant vomit out..then all of the sudden, my vision became blurry and red and out of the sudden it became totally black and no vision at all..when that happened to me, i was so scared, hug dear dear cos i duno wat to do as i cant see..lucky he was with me, else i couldnt never get to go out of the club without he telling me how to get out of the club since i cant see anything..equally to a blind person..but gradually once i got out of the club, i regain my vision slowly..at least now can see colours not red vision..but heart stil felt pain at that point of time..and i felt weak too..cant walk properly..even up to today somehow i haven regain the energy that i used to have originally..somehow something is not right but i duno wat is it..

sigh initally today was supposed to go out for a play..end up at this state i cant go out..i needa visit the night clinic to check what's happening, else i will feel more scared..hope its not something really serious.. ;(

My 26th birthday was wonderful and memorable ;)

It been 2 weeks since I last updated my blog. Had a pretty enjoyable day for the past 2 weeks. Last 2 weeks was totally packed with activities. Watch a very nice Korean movie, then friend celebrate my pre-birthday wanting to queue and try out the famous hong kong restaurant but unfortunately when we reached there, the queue is freaking damn long and it might probably take ard 2 hrs to reach our turn, so ended up we had Thai food at PS. The thai food was gd, in fact somehow different from Thai express. Then past 2 weeks went for savour 2013 too with my mum. Cant imagine going with her as I was thinking since I have the tickets and she never had good food before, so aiya just be nice to her for once. When we reached there and tried the food, it was really disappointing as every food portion is so small and it alrdy cost $10+ . most of which is $14-18 and the portion is freaking small like appetizer. Walao is this even call a main course?? Its more like for kids meal ba…really disappointed man.

 

Friday was my departure for the Port Dickson trip…honestly speaking even until Friday I don’t even know where I am going and where to meet dear. InITALly thought that we are going there by coach, but I was wrong. He ask me to meet at immigration, so confirm need to travel via JB le. And becos I really don’t get the idea of how in a way solving the puzzle can give me a clue to my destination. When he guided me step by step I finally came to a conclusion why he says that after you finish solving the puzzle, you will know where you are going. Bf is really full of ideas and creativity, honestly speaking which bf will go to the extend of designing puzzle and making QR scan for you just to decode the photos..most people would probably just tell you the destination that they will be going, instead of going through such effort to keep the suspense. For that, I really admire dear cos he is quite gd at that. Hehe at least I didn’t chose the wrong guy. One thing which I felt wasted was the coach bus trip as we couldn’t reach the larkin terminal on time. Man you should see how congested and packed the whole immigration was when I left on Friday nite..totally un-imaginable as I didn’t expect to jam until like tat. Really bad man. So reach Seremban around 2-3am le. Check into an ulu hotel and headed to take a coach bus to port Dickson the following day.. Went to their city to stay for a night. The hotel is cui. Freaking damn small and I cant even walk much in the room. But lucky cos I am only staying there for a nite. That night we went to explore the malay bazaar and went to explore a super ulu Chinese restaurant..i didn’t want to go there as it was really dark and ulu but dear wanted cos he say its famous..port Dickson this place really inconvenient man. No bus nor taxi.damn hard to get to your desired destination. My final day was at Grand Lexis, which is a super atas hotel. Probably got 5 star hotel. Felt so happy staying there as there is private pool in my own room, and the bed is freaking damn big. 2 king size bed is really damn huge. Can roll here and there even with no space constraints. That night was my birthday and I was really happy spending my night there. Afternoon took a swim or rather soak in the pool inside my room, after which decided to explore the whole hotel campus. The hotel is freaking big and it has everything. All you need is money to enjoy these activities. At night I was really random, saw a pizza advertisement on the TV, so decided to call in pizza to our room. And best is there is room service til to our room. No need for me to even go to the hotel lobby to collect. This is wat I call living the life of a tai tai. And best of all, the pizza is hot and gd and its so damn cheap. But we spend $3.20 RM on the international call la. But nvm its still cheap.

 

Last day headed back to SG. Was feeling damn bu se de cos felt really happy with all the freedom for the past few days. And tues had to return to workplace. ;(

Next week bro will be returning back to Singapore to do his internship. Shall see how he tahan mum..i am certain he cant stand her like I do. We shall see !      

 

 

why is my home always like a battle war ;(

this wk was really a horrible week for me cos i hate the feeling of going home and face that women..go out late also kao bei, stay at home also kao bei. what you want me to do !!!! stay at home say i waste electricity, cant on light unecessary cos i am not studying anymore..whatever i do is personal stuff..zzz go out late also spam me and bf calls !!! seriously how to tahan man. i need to have a life leh.whatever i do also kan bu shuang of me.really damn fann liao.everyday just dont feel lik gg home..really hating her more and more..seriously no one can really tahan her this attitude man.unreasonable and tink she is the king of everyone who controls everything. be it money or anything. seriously i hate ppl keep throwing my things and touching my things when i still want it. and she hid my letter secretly for almost a month when ytd i saw it in the drawer then i really scolded and scream at her..cos ask her so many times if got any of my letter..she keep saying dun hv..end up she kept it secretly..damn bloody angry..she say she wont allow me to giv the ticket to my bf..wan giv my bro when he comes back..pls la, after my bro is back the ticket only left 2 days to expire..damn selfish man ! and moreover when my bro land he confirm no time to watch movie.he has so many things to do.


this wk was the relaxing week..didnt go anywhere in fact..only met up with dear for GBGS eat sushi at itacho cos its $0.80 after 9pm so we camp for it !! haha its really not disappointing.gd in fact cos the salmon really thick !!

cant wait for next wk for my bday surprise getaway !!