~u are slowly cripping into my heart~

sch has started..i can only say the lessons are REAL bored..cant really understand wat's the chinese teacher talking abt man even though i did tried really hard to pay attention to the teacher during lesson..but after a while i gave up cos the underlying reason is becos my chinese is cui la..listen hard also no use..so basically i am just wasting my time over there..lol..ok 2nd wk i must listen real hard liao,else i cant write an eassy on these lessons man...;(

alright wkend went to explore new places..went to eat some meat bbq for $8 nia..super cheap like mad..but then i couldnt really eat much..looks like my diet really cut down alot man..in the past i used to be able to eat super alot..but now i really cant eat much liao..but at least gd thing is can slim down since i cant eat much now..ok, at least now i slim down alrdy..all i ask now is to maintain my current weight then everything will be fine..but i am really stunned by my housemates tat some of them can really eat REAL alot..they super worth their buffet money, but certainly not for me..then ytd sun went out to climb a hill or mountain with ec tat household..wa that climb is kinda tortoure man..climb til fall down and leg pain..heng the day before i alrdy planned to wear slipper liao, else if i wear heels confirm plus chop cant climb at all..the steps are damn uneven and steep and to some extend some steps even need to use ur both hands to climb..and so suay tat climbing process i fall down 2 times cos my slipper no grip so i fall down..then he saw..sian , super pei seh to fall down in front of a guy..but he is kinda nice to wait for me everytime cos i am the most at high risk to fall down among the 4 gers cos i am the only one wearing slippers..lol..and tat day i feel like a weirdo to the ah tiongs cos everyone kept on looking at my legs..ok i can understand why they look at my leg cos partly its winter and its freaking cold, but i wear slipper..ppl will tink i siao..lol..ok la, for someone who can endure coldness is ok to me..afterall i dun really feel tat cold til the temp was kinda low and cold at nite..tat day i was kinda happy partly i enjoyed this trekking trip..another reason is ....

let time slowly decide how's my heart will head to..but i would say his character is someone tat i will like..

~shanghai trip~

fri set off for my shanghai trip wif they all..but then this time the trip was kinda sian cos i couldnt walk much cos i wore heels..sian man..shouldnt have wore heels, else i can walk even more..anw the bullet speed train tat we took wasnt as bad, but the returned journey tat we took bac to sz was horrible..i couldnt stand those tiongs initally cos i felt tat they were very barbaric and dirty..many were like moving their hse, dragging many cui bags along wif them..and they talk damn loud and i can really felt the difference in culture between the ppl taking gao tie train and a cheapo train..ok but i must say its something new to me..so they asked me if am i going to take this kind of slow coach train again..then i say for the sake of cheaper price, i will take lo..ok but i wouldnt deny tat i am kinda baised towards them cos they dun really leave a gd impression..the worst thing is tat they sell lots of ffunny and weird stuff on the train..when i saw tat i was totally stunned..ok anw i would say this city is really much situtable for me..but then its too over crowded with shopping malls..and practically all the shopping malls sells the same stuff..so after a while u will get sick of shoppping..

anw i am not sure hw my heart feels nw..i am slowly feeling for this guy..actually throughout this trip he kinda take care of me..can see tat he is quite gentleman and nice..perhaps tat's the reason why he is slowly cripping into my heart..jialat leh..BUT THEN he is so diff from the guys tat i am looking for..lol

~sometimes i wonder...~

today my company finally assign someone to bring me for a tour ard the manufacturing plant..wa lao i have really zhuo bo for one month liao doing useless things ( being a translator for them) ..now then finally ask ppl bring me ard for tour to hv a better understand of the company..sian leh..then after the touring session then no one entertain me liao..they ask me go bac office then i sit down there nothing to do..worst case is there is no internet for me, so totally bored max la..wah i seriously hate the working life here man..i cant even understand and talk to my colleague well cos gt language barrier..most of the time i couldnt understand their chinese cos its too chime for me to understand.so many at times i am the one stopping the convo first cos i cant find anything to talk to them cos most of them are married..i sick of talking abt kids and stuff like tat cos i am not married at all.

and today is vday.as usual i expected my room mate to stay at home after dinner..well this is nothing unusual.afterall i understand tat all the 3 of them have their own bf and gf, so its natural tat they wanna webcam their gf and bf on this special occasion..so i am the onli one left in the hse nothing to do..well, for such a suituation, i feel kinda sian cos everyone in the hse is occupied wif something to do, but i am totally damn sian nothing to keep me occupied..there is no tv shows.laptop nothing to surf much also..surf here and there also the same thing.lucky the other household ppl jio me if i wanna sing k or nt..then i say i anything although cos i like staying at home doing nothing.moreover i dun hv commitments to make.so no point stay at home also..so endedup my vday i join them sing k.it was quite entertaining though to hear them sing.at least come out of hse nt so bored..got ppl to entertain me..but i was kinda mindful over this guy who commented on me..actually he is the 3rd guy who say tat i am an ah lian..i duno why also leh..so i ask him is it the hair or wat? cos i sec sch got ppl say i talk like an ah lian too.duno lah..i also dun like to giv ppl the ah lian feeling.like very bad impression like tat..anw talking abt tat, i really tink tat its best i stayed single man, cos i went for some fortune reading in beijing, then ended up the person say i will meet alot of obstacles during my marriage and my nxt generation will hv alot of problems..wa when i heard them i damn sian alrdy..lik tat i might well dun marry, stay single suan le..anw i cant find any guy as gd as my ex..hard to make me fall in love again..and those guys i eye candied before, actually i dun really feel for them.i guess i am just attracted to their looks, not their personality.in fact the one that i am looking for is character, nt looks..if i can find someone who has ７０％of my ex personality i would be more than willing to try things out.but sadly i haven met anyone of this kind yet.

~vday~

this coming mon is vday liao man.sian every yr vday the same one sia.no special meaning to me..but this yr i will be in china tat's all.today went out to explore again.sian leh here really nothing much to walk except supermart..no wonder my senior said their favourite hang out place is supermart..nw i realised why..

~beijing trip~

beijing trip was totally sian man..i guess beijing really not for me man..everything is so historical and i felt tat i have wasted $500+　on the tour package, which i could actually use tat money to go thai or taiwan..cos i am a shopping person..then beijing has little shopping centre and practically there isnt much stuff for me to buy also..actually the last day of the trip we went to a shopping centre then, i felt happier on the last day cos i finally felt some civilization..cos the tour guide keep rejecting to our request to where ever we wants to go..so i was kinda bu shuang wif him initally.but after tat i ok le..and one thing beijing totally has no nite life except pubs..so the last day all of us when to a pub to chill..

and hor i really gain weight on my face liao..shit man ! from today onwards i am gonna to diet..everyday only eat fruits and abit of stuff.needa get bac my sharp heart face ! and now the temperature is getting better le..at least it going to hit 10 degree liao.so can start exercising le..if not if i dun exercise for this 6 mths, sure gone case one..

and tmr i needa start work again ! sian max..these few days super enjoy liao man..sian sz is getting more and more sian..initally when i reached here was kinda fresh, but now totally sian cos they hv no nite life !