~halloween nite~

past few days have been pretty fruitful spending my days wif dearest..first time spend my halloween nite in a cementry..wa this shall be my first and last experience tat i am going there.cos encountered things over there when we joined a grp as we head down the cementry route.ok perhaps this is kinda exciting for first timer to see this, but let this be the first and last excitement to end.

anw past few days kinda bad mood,angry over him, but after tat i think its my fault afterall..cos he did nothing wrong actually..juz tat i am in a foul mood so snap at him..anw after today's test i can finally relax for a wk liao..shoik...but i must catch up my FYP..i changed a totally new topic ! oh man, i tink i am the most zai person in mse liao who changed FYP topic in wk 10 and she has yet to start any experiemtns yet..zai max, i am sure no one can ever beat me liao..

but anw i realised that i haven been updating my dearest blog since i have him..i guess things are getting kinda repeative..so abit lazy to update my daily stuff..but anw i must think of something to give him for our 3rd month..come on, giv me more ideas !!! i shall go check it out for ideas this wk before i get bust again nxt wk !

~how are you~

how are u my dearest blog? its been weeks since i last updated u..have been pretty busy wif sch stuff as usual.and going out wif him..and ytd was our 2nd mth. ! so fast indeed ya..so far things have been pretty gd for both of us.he has been entertaining me and treating me real nice.i cant ask for more in fact cos he is really a nice guy.but nevertheless shouldnt take him for granted for his nice-ness.

anw wat i am worried abt for now is my FYP proj..everything doesnt seems to be going anywhere.and its pretty scary when its almost half a month and i haven started any lab work..HOW HOW HOW??? ppl are already finishing their lab when i haven even started a single one !!! and worst stil, now my mentor wants to change topic, which make me more gan jiong and panic. !!! freak man, i always feel tat my life is always damn screwed when it comes to study.hard part i will survive well through my final yr 4. i hope i can graduate with my 3rd class as i know tat its impossible to climb up to 2nd lower alrdy.so just needa maintain ;)

all i need now is strength to carry on with everything. keep me jia you man !