~placement still nt out~

haiz my GIP IA company stil not out yet..haiz i tink most likely will end up in the sec tier states, but i am fine with it since they will top up 2.3k for me to spend.i dun mind..hehe as long as i got money over there to spend...anw if i were to get shanghai, my confirmed uni would be fudan uni, which is very establised man..actually i prefer to go fudan than jiao tong uni, which i got..but all my clique gotton into jiao tong, except me who got into fudan..anw today i was mugging in sch with my 2 gd jc friends, then i told them abt my placement..they told me if i were to always follow my clique, then i would not be able to expand my social circle..actually wat they say is true to certain extend..actually since i am in a diff uni with them , so let it be ba..i guess only when i am alone, then i will make effort to know more ppl..perhaps this 2 gd friend of mine has similar thinking as me..the 3 of us are independant ppl...we can travel overseas even without much friends..and i feel tat's how one become and learn to be independant..duno why i just dun like to rely on ppl..prefer to do things myself since young. and today vic suddenly chat with me online, which kinda stunned me cos i nv chatted with him on fb before..but anw he said tat if one wan to be indepedant no need go overseas to learn to be indepedant wat..wat he say is true, but i really want to try to learn to be indepedant without the presence of my parents..cos my parents kinda over protective at times, i wanna proof to them tat i can actually survive well by myself..tat's just me...cos i dun really have much family warmth, which explains why my bro cant be bothered to come bac SG even during his holidays for yrs alrdy..he rather use the money to travel to other countries with his friends..so for me, i tink i am the same as my bro, since the sch is sponsering my trip, why not just go for it..
but ken is gonna bac out from this cos she will be alone in shanghai..actually i can understand how she feels..if i were her, i would probably reluctant and scared to go..but eventually in the end, i will force myself to make friends and continue going for the trip..cos kinda bored in SG man..need some space to venture out of SG...

yawns, this wk got so many tests..i haven started any..still trying hard to catch up on online lect..i am freaking tired liao man..

~sparkles are alrdy dead~

last wk was busy with the 05 presentation.freak man, this project freaking wasting time is finally coming to an end...FINALLY..cos i tink i have wasted lots of time during project meet up cos apparently our grp nt really effective in meets up esp ppl like me will tend to gossip after a while.lol..anw our presentation kinda screwed cos the examiner asked qns tat are totally damn lame and unexpected..siao one sia, how would student like us know man..or rather we are not really tat zai cos afterall we are just yr 3 student, not PHD students.anw the qns he asked me was kinda lame man on the video..and no one can get it ans it except BY.and he asked one term as to wat it means, heng i know man, if not i tink i cant even ans any one of his qn...but nevertheless i still tink tat overall my grp presentation is really gd..but my invidual presentation kinda cui la..at least tat day i have more eye contact wif him cos i tried to speak slower then can eye contact..

anw after the presentation i was damn relax liao man...damn shoik..then fri nite all of us went to comp lab to rush our 02 project.this proj also freaking waste time and tedious..i do until my eyes so pain la, cos cant tahan liao..then initally ytd (sat) wanted to piah finish all my project before going out wif playmate, but ended up i damn tired so decided to go out wif him to relax awhile..we went shopping..actually quite shoik when i am not occupied wif sch stuff at all..the feeling is just great..so sat he came to my sch to study while i rush out my 02 project..but damn suay the air con was not functioning when we were there, and it started functioning only when we left..-diao- after tat we went off ard 3 plus to bugis for the flea market cos he wanted to get his black nerdy spects then i wan to go the flea also.so xun bian shop there..but the flea market so big i didnt manage to see anything i like..actually its just too messy..too lazy to dig cos afterall the walkway so squeezy and small, so mafan..actually ytd i saw a very sexy dress, but i not slim enough to wear it, if i were slim enough i sure buy..haha and he agreed wif me too ! after shopping went to eat at NYdc..their pizza is great and worthwhile for the price..hehe..and ytd wanted to eat the cakes one lo cos damn tempting but then we bo se de cos abit ex..so after tat he went to drink starbucks instead...but i didnt drink cos as usual i dun touch coffee related stuff cos i am a perfectionist for teeth..i dun like stained or yellow teeth..but ppl always say u can always guggle ur teeth after drinking coffee..but i tink its no use cos after u drink it, the stain will slowly develop without u knowing tat..then cos last min he has to rushed home to fetch his aunt, so he kinda feel guilty pang seh me cos we agreed to eat my favourite tao hua after eating dinner, so i asked to him to fetch his aunt instead then no need pei me eat the tao hua le cos i am really alright eating tao hua alone one..duno why he kinda feel guilty over it cos he keep insisting tat its ok, he can pei me eat..but i dun see the need, cos anw i always eat alone outside,so it doesnt matter.then ytd he kept tempting me wif starbucks cos the cherry drink was nice cos the coffee isnt tat strong..in fact it taste more like some chocolate drink..so i had a slip cos just wanna try out the taste then he kept on asking me to drink more but i dun wan cos its COFFEE afterall..i tink he is just guilty over it, so he trying to buy me drink to cover his guiltyness..lol..

anw ytd went out wif him i asked him kinda lots of stuff over relationship cos i was kinda curious and i dun feel anything for him now, so i dared to ask..but if its last time, i am sure tat i dun dare to ask one cos i am just scared everything will be too obvious..actually ytd i feel tat things are quite possible between us just tat none of us want to take initative nia..cos i can see tat he dun take initatiiveto jio girls one..cos he say he duno how to go abt doing it..and my theory always say tat i dun jio guys too cos i wait for ppl to jio me one..but i tink if i were to like him again and if i were to tell him how i feel abt it, i am kinda sure chances can be quite high..but then too bad, the sparkles are alrdy over and gone ! LOl..anw this guy kinda knows and understand me really well..i guess 2 yrs friendship isnt for nothing..this yr christmas will be celebrating his bday for him..hmm perhaps will buy him cakes since he like to eat cakes so much..lol..

~he kept on appearing my mind~

this sem have been pretty close wif agnes and yh..after sch we will find each other for company..lol..tat's the benefit of being single..but anw nxt sem i will be overseas, then both of them shall accompany each other but once i am in yr 4 i will be totally alone..haiz sian cos they would have graduated by then..so this sem is somehow my last spending time wif them..actually duno why these few days when i am at home my mind kept on drifting alot..totally cant focus at all..darn..tat 07 CA i only spend one day to piah finish and i am totally drained after tat cos imagine i have to piah the whole syallbus in one day cos the day before i was too slack thinking tat i have alot of time to study.but i was wrong.so ended up i didnt study finish the 2nd part which explains why i duno how to do much of the qns over there though i could have done it cos i did rmb wat the lecture thought on the online lect, just tat some ans i am not certain.darn, if i have studies, i would have scored better.anw i am damn happy tat my elective got an A for both CA..so i shall depend on my last CA liao..hopfefully overall can get an A then it will be damn shoik..actually this elective really damn shoik..cos the 2nd CA both me and hm didnt really study much or rather we cant really rmb much stuff cos we didnt really study hard for it.so we have to practise our eye power to copy, and luckily we copied from the rite person..lol.

anw this few days i was thinking over my china trip cos it seems tat i dun really have much time before i fly off..to be exact i onli have ard 1.5mths left..shit tat's damn fast..actually i am really scared of lots of things, just tat i dun show nia..i really scared all of us will be split up cos the chances are really high from wat i see now..i guess some of us will be split to shanghai and suzhou..i have really too much fear and concerns tat i cant stop worrying abt..haiz..i scared of having no one to accompany me over there cos afterall i am in a foreign land where i duno anyone..i scared tat i will be damn blurr and cant find out ways and directions to travel ard cos i am really bad in directions.i am too many concerns to worry abt !!!!!!!!! haiz how how how??? money not really an issue now cos i have the money liao.so all i have to do is to be more thifty, dun anyhow spend things, but i tink i sure splurge one, cos the things over there cheap like dirt, sure buy lots of stuff.

and these 2 days ly kept on appearing on my mind..i duno how things will turn out in the nxt half a yr..i scared i wont come bac safety or rather i really duno how i will become like? i might change for the better or change for the worst..who knows..i really scared i dun have the chance to tell him tat..really tempted to tell him wat i feeling deep in my heart. but i really dun dare leh..i scared tat if things turn bad, i will lose this friendship, but if i were successful then might chances some progression..aiya but i always look at the bad side, so i choose not to tell him wat i feeling inside.but i really feel like telling him before i fly off cos i scared i will regret..and i am not really sure why i tend to get very emotional esp when i am leaving the ppl around me for long.cos i really not sure wat will happen to me in the nxt half a yr..duno i seem like a dying person who want to cherish my last moments tat i spend wif my friends for the remaining 1 month plus.cos i tink i will be alone in china after tat.

and ytd went out wif playmate to clark quay cos we wanted to try the pizza at timbre, but ended up there super alot of ppl and the queue was damn long, so ended up i suggested going riverside indo restuarant cos its been yrs tat last ate there.and they serve super nice food, but we reached there, it closes down !!!! then ben was really damn sian cos we took really long to find tat place and he was sweating like mad..and the sian thing is tat it closed down..=_= so walking endless we endedup in the shopping mall having ramen at one autentic jap resturant..its kinda nice, but then kinda ex..anw nxt wk might probably go out for shopping wif him cos he wanted to get tat nerdy black spects.actually i wan to get it too, but then too ex, bu se de buy.lol.and anw nxt wk i go lots of test coming up ..duno if i wanna meet wif him to shop leh cos quite stress..he say he is free la.then he gave me tat expression then i smiled..he say its me who is not free ..

anw while taking train wif agnes to meet him, then agnes ask if he got chance or nt..i said abit hard leh..its really hard though i am kinda close wif him..cos i know him too well liao la..abit hard to be couple.i dun like the too sou feeling..and moreover its kind of impossible la..if we like each other will be together liao, no need wait til now then get together.its been 2 yrs liao leh cos this yr i will be celebrating his 25th bday..anw today really have to piah liao..16 online lect waiting for me..freaking damn stress.sucks man.forver cant finish.

~i have no time to go out !~

haiz this wk was supposed to meet playmate cos tat time we agreed to meet up cos he wan to do eyecheck or wat de ..and he wans to wear spects cos his vision is getting blurer.but then i tink tis wk kinda not free liao man..tues need to catch up online lect.wed and thur need to mug whole day for the 07 CA, which is the whole syllabus..siao one man..by fri i will be totally drained..and duno fri stil got proj meeting for oral presentation or nt.if have i sure sian diao.cos i dun wan meet sun and go all the way to kambangan just for oral presentation practise.so lame la...

anw today i saw my jc sch mates tat we usually hang out for class gathering..his first reaction was " wah why sudden this drastic change to ur hair?" haha i told him i just wanted to change la..wow, so it means i really did change physcially in terms of look with these gold ah lian hair..but then i stil like this colour despite my mum saying tat i am damn ah lian..too bad, she is just not hip enough for this hair colour.anw i am pretty stressed up now man..so many online lect tat i forever cant catch up finish with..its really piling up like some snow ball now.and the freaking presentation, its really taking darn lot of my time man ! seriously, i shall heck liao man,dont do well also cant be bothered liao cos its really taking lots of my time.

anw i have been pretty amused by the teeth photos tat keneith post. somewat it seems tat i have more interest to study dentistry than my own engin course man..cos i am someone who loves my teeth alot, so naturally, i was very amused by how those plague and cavities form in the teeth..but yeah, i am not tat smart to enter dentistry so say liao also no use.lol.

~elective test sucks~

anw ytd was thinking for quite some time if i should come for class or nt since i have elective test on sat..but anw eventually i still went the 07 tut cos i fall asleep on wed so wasnt listening..but then i go again onli can understand abit nia..but at least better than not manage to understand at all rite? lol..anw tat day so qiao he also tat slot..so we did talked to each other and joke abit..afterall this "iceman" has somewat changed my opinion of him.actually he is someone tat can joke wif..but anw i tink after i get to know him, the eye candy feeling like abit tone down liao..duno why also..i guess now i know him le, so the admirer feeling has somewat become lesser..lol..duno la..anw i forgo my elective just for tat 07 tut man, cos the lecturer said tat the tut will be impt for the upcoming CA.so bo bian..

and today the elective test seriously sux max cos i didnt really study in depth..so most of it i i copied.actually this test can score one if u really study hard..but then i didnt cos i was last min..so yeah and hm also dun really study hard for it. so i guess we have to test our eye power man.anw just hope tat we dun do so jialat can liao..lol..anw nxt CA test i really wan to sit beside this guy from mse liao..he say why we nv jio him sit together..aiya is he nv see us ma.if not i sure very happy to get smart ppl sitting beside me one.

~shuang dao~

ytd one of my friend saw me and he was abit stunned cos its been long since he last seen me..then he said i changed alot, become prettier somehow..lol actually hear liao heart gt abit shuang dao cos at least i changed for the better..he said its becos of the golden hair i have now and probably i have changed my dressing slightly as compared to last sem..aiya cos last sem really no motivation to dress up ma..but now at least this sem somewat got more motivation to dress up..so yeah..moral of the story is there isnt chou nu ren, only got lan nu ren..actually he is not the first to say tat. actually other long lost working friend saw me also couldnt recognise at one instance, i guess the hair colour really makes lots of diff man.i prefer gold hair, but then i cant keep dying and bleahing ma..perhaps i will wait til for nxt yr when i have graduation ceremony then bleach my hair again.

hai and i hate to say this, studying yr 3 really sucks..freak man, so many projects to do and i spend like 6-8hrs just to write on my section.but at least this time they didnt say anything, if not i will be surely sian diao one cos i spend so much effort of cos dun wan ppl to tink tat i giv rubbish work.so yeah, afterall its abt responsibility man.u needa do watever u have to do.darn and now so many things to catch up wif, i totally no time to run.shit, i seriously need to run more cos my face really losing the heart shaped face liao.

~i have been thinking really alot~

anw wkend i was at home mugging for the 01 test..totally freak out man, cos sat i damn slack, then sun piah all the way..totally drained now..anw lucky tat recycled a few qns..and past few days i was thinking when u actually have the chance to travel aboard, and when the time is really up, u feel kinda reluctant to leave now..cos i was looking at my calendar, and its 2 months from my departure..duno wat's is holding bac me this time..but the feeling is kinda be se de..scared no friends ard and i am scared tat i will be left alone in china..duno lah, once i go there everything gonna start from scatch..i have to learn to survive by myself by hook or crook half a yr..

lately seems like my tao hua seems not bad..but then why all not up to standard one..lol if there is someone like ly this kind, i would definitely be happy, but ly ly ly i really dared not tell him even up to the last chance i was closed to him..forget it man, its gone, i can onli see him after i come bac from china !

~i feel kinda happy hanging out with playmate ~

last wed wasnt effective at all man..totally waste of time on proj cos partially i was half asleep cos i was freaking shagged..then after tat slept in the library for a while before started mugging..and the day just ended like tat..then ytd went out wif playmate cos decided to return his tennis racket cos i doubt i will have time to play for now, cos kinda busy wif lots of tests and project deadlines.then as usual i missed the bukit timah food centre bus stop cos i duno why the bus tat i took somehow nv passed by there, or rather my friends told me the wrong directions ! so i ended up at the serene centre there, so decided to ask him to meet at island creamy first before heading for our dinner since i alrdy there liao..anw ytd we bought one tube of ice cream and share half half..gosh, freaking damn sinful man..and since i felt tat i have somewat become more buah liao, so i asked him if i did gain any weight since its been some time he didnt see me..and he said yes ! OMG, so i guess its time for vigourous exercise liao..last time when i last met him he said i slimmed down, but now i gained weight liao..my face is less sharp..haiz, it wasnt easy to maintain tat sharp heart shaped face cos my face did slimmed down after the wisdom tooth operation, but now gainned bac..DARN ! i shall eat lesser junk food from now..and ytd after eating we went to the food centre and i ended up eating 2 plates of food cos he got my idea wrongly..i wanted to share wif him cos i dun wan eat so much..but then ended up he bought 2 plates of food for me..one plate of carrot cake and hokkien mee..wa lao this guy really out to make me fat sia..and anw since he said tat i did gain weight, i am now more motivated to run more liao..wanna increase my rounds to 15 rounds today since i ate almost half a tube of ice cream..siao liao man..

anw this guy kinda fun to hang out wif..cos i really feel very happy and relax when i am wif him..i guess he is just a crappy guy who makes me laugh..and somewat he kinda knows me well sia..and he is going to teach me tennis after my exams in DEC..cos anw he so zai, dun let his talent waste away, so must teach me..haha..actually i myself not really sure why i have the sudden surge to learn tennis too..i have the feel to learn squash too, but then seems like ppl play more of tennis and squash..but i guess a noob person like me sure take damn long to learn tennis cos i tink its damn hard la..but anw i forsee tat he have the patience to teach me, so should be ok..hehe..anw duno why suddenly have the feel to karjiao him if there is any ger who likes him in sch or nt since he tease me tat the carrot cake ah beng kept on looking at me..(which is true cos i saw tat too ) and he asked me to use my charm to ask the carrot cake guy to give me more chilli , but then i pei seh ...but in the end i still ended up asking for more cos no chilli really not nice sia..anw not sure why i dare to ask him if he thought of finding any gf or nt for now, when in the past when i like him tat time i totally dun dared to ask at all..lol i really duno why man..now when i dun feel for him le, i feel tat i can talk any rubbish i wan, and tat's includes relationship..

and ytd my clique friends said, u are no longer young anymore..and u always like ppl but nv let them know tat..lol but then i really dun like ppl to like me just becos i like them cos like tat it wouldnt be lik-ing someone liao..its just like returning a person's love..and moreover i always like to admire ppl from far..and when i truely knows the eye candy i might not feel for him anymore..i not sure why this happens too,but tat's just me..i just like the an lian ppl's feeling..actually of all the guys, i still prefer ly afterall cos his thinking kinda mature and outgoing.playmate is fun but thinking not matured enough..mr cool is just too cool..see me sometimes dao me..dun really like man..i prefer more outgoing one.

~the final last dental session~

today dental session was pretty nice but was kinda sad cos he told me this is the last time he will be seeing me for dental cos he will be graduating by nxt april, which i will be overseas by then.so kinda impossible to ask him for another dental check..so i say nvm after my china trip, i will come bac find u..then he say ok ! then i said ON man.aiya i will follow him for my rest of my dental check up..dun wan him to intro his juniors to me..cos anw i am used to him cleaning up my teeth for me...anw today was kinda a chatty session..kinda talk quite abit of crap and he was educating me on how to brush teeth and stuff like tat.then i say he nag alot jokingly, but of cos i dun mean tat la..actually he was nice though..then i suan him jokingly cos i was just bored.then i told him my abmition is to be air steward after graduating, then he laughed at me..wa lao then i was reasoning out wif him why i cant have tat air steward seh..i feel tat actually the 2 of us click pretty well huh..just tat dun have the opportunity to talk and find out more abt him..how i hope i would be smarter then i will be in sch of dentistry and know more abt him..but too bad, i am not smart ! anw i still prefer him over the mse eyecandy..tat mse eyecandy is kinda dao at times..and i dun like the coldness and cool-ness in him..anw ly friend actually smiled to me when he saw me..wa lao why tat time when i was working there, he always pretend not to smile to me then when i leave sch of dentistry then smiled to me..lol..i should have make friends wif him earlier then can join them for lunch cos i always dun wan join them cos i feel extra inside his clique of friends. anw my teeth really nice today huh after polishing..hehe and one thing is today he damn close to my face la..cos he was helping me to remove my calculus then i tink he cant really see properly or rather his skills lously la..so his face was super duper here mine..and i was damn pei seh..wanted to say " eh can u not be so close to my face.." but i guess i should just keep it the way it is although i kinda pei seh..i did took glances at his eyes once a while which i nv did before all the past 12 dental appt.cos i dun dare.but anw its the last one liao, dun care man.wah actually closer look, i tink his eyes really small huh, but then overall he stil looks gd somewat.

haiz anw today whole day spend time on proj..kinda wasted lots of time man cos its not efficient and i feel kinda lost also..anw today i decided to dress up and everyone first rxn was " where u going out today? going on date ah?" lol the diff so much meh..i onli draw my eyes nia wat..the rest i did nothing..and the guys was saying, ur eye lash fake one rite?? then i emphasized NO its not ! its REAL lashes..perhaps i should be happy tat my lashes are kinda long man, but this is becos i cut and trim my lashes before in jc..lol..now i dun dare cut liao man..although i know tat it can grow longer..anw nxt wk got lot of test..stress max..got super duper alot to catch up !

~i tink tat guy kinda serious man~

wa lao tat french guy actually send me msg on fb..zzz..he sounded sincere, but then doubt i will reply him la..i also not keen to make friend wif him ! he stil intro himself as soccer player..lol as if i duno like tat..his fb got so many things on soccer..anw i tink i am a kinda a hard ger to jio at times or rather most of the times i am just too picky cos i only like " taned malay look alike guys"..anw wat i wanna say is tat when i dun really feel for u then its hard la..if i tink its rite then its rite, else no feeling means no feeling. try harder BILL ( this french guy)

~i guess afterall i do have some attractiveness.lol~

guess wat, today i was on my way to teach piano, and this wonderful student of mine, again forgotted tat today actually have piano..what the shit man, waste my time travelling there.but anw her sister kinda have lots of chemistry doubts so ended up i went there to teach tuition for her younger sister..lucky at least i earn abit man..if not really waste my time travel there.but anw on my way bac, i was walking to pioneeer mrt station and i walked past this black skin guy, or rather i named him as some african guy cos i see his skin colour super dark ma..then he said " where is ur umbrella??" then i was like "HUH? wat umbrella??" then he said " green umbrella.." then i was ohhhhh...cos before tat when i was walking towards my student hse, i carried an umbrella cos its freaking duper hot man..and i dun wan my freckles to grow more, so yeah took out umbrella to cover the heat from the sun..but anw i was stunned cos i didnt know he actually noticed tat i am actually carrying a green umbrella.aiya i tink perhaps maybe i am just too striking liao..cos afterall its lime green umbrella ! but anw tat's not the main pt..he was damn direct la..he asked me, can i be ur friend?? and what's ur name..i was like erm......then i smiled cos i cant find any excuse at tat point of time..or rather i wan to siam him liao, but cant tink of any reason cos i suddenly got mental block under such a scary encounter..but anw i kept on refusing telling him my name, and told him tat hmm nvm its ok..actually i not answering his qn as to wat's my name, but nvm cos i dun feel like telling him also..cos i tink this guy is just random and weird la..he says i like you, so i wanna be friend wif u..when i heard tat i was like zzz..tat's such a typical sentence i always hear from guys...find better pick up line ba..so since i was very reluctant to tell him my contacts and name, so he said can i add u on fb instead.i still said nvm again..lol..i tink my dictonary at tat pt of time only have "nvm" this word..cos i really not keen la ! so dun keep fanning me..then he asked me where i am going, then i tinking deep in my heart like why? dun tell me u wan to follow me? so i faster told him tat "err, i wanna buy some bread.." phew then after tat heng he didnt followed me..since he kept on bugging me for my facebk then i finally gave him..but i dun wan confirm him as a friend..so lame la..cos i dun like ppl to see my photos when i duno who they are ! but anw after taking a peep at his profile, i was really amazed tat he is a soccer player..actually from his seh can see tat he is a soccer player cos he look sporty.honestly, duno why my life always revoke ard soccer guys man...but then, too bad he is a blackie.but he is a white, perhaps i might confirm him as a friend.afterall having an ang mo friend not bad huh..and wat stunned me is tat he actually can speak fluent chinese..lol..and he tried convo-ing wif me in chinese..impressed man..

alrights, nxt update will be on my eye candy..wa lao today i tink everything is just damn damn pei seh..they say i faster run away when i see him..cos initally wanted to take a peep at him nia cos i thought i saw in front of me initally but after tat he MIA, then my friend say tat i looking at him so loud, then i was like OMG this is damn damn pei seh, hopefully he didnt heard it..and honestly speaking, i duno if he saw it or nt..if he sees it its seriously gonna be damn pei seh..actually i didnt run away la..i was just walking damn fast cos i duno how to react at tat time..sudden mental block sia..but anw i tink i stil prefer to see him from far leh..i like the admirer feeling and screctly looking at ppl from far behind..although he did say hi to me, but somehow this time i dun hav tat shuang dao feeling as before..lol
...anw this is taking really slow sia and there is no progress at all la..wanna learn tennis from him, but i dun dare say..so pei seh la..haiz this sem going to end soon liao leh..if no improvement means no hope liao la..cos anw nxt sem i wont be in spore liao..even no chance..haiz..anw this is so so demoralising...if he is llike tat french guy who approach me, then i will be super freaking damn happy..but too bad, NO !

anw i was tinking should i go for the MM competition??? cos my heart really feels llike going there man...but then i dun have the courage to face him..afterall its through this competition tat we got together..and moreover its not at a shopping centre now, unlike before, its held at ngee ann poly this yr and i heard its the last yr liao..i seriously have to reason to tell him why i am there if i were to see him cos why on earth would i go ngee ann poly for??? how how how, heart really wan to go , but physcially dun dare to go !

haiz this wk is gonna damn damn tiring for me..super alot of things to catch up wif and nxt wk will be CA liao and i haven did much for my proj,..DIE and this wk going out again..gonna meet up wif playmate..so much things to do ...RARR !