week of torture

life kinda hell for me. really cant tahan that bloody mum. keep spaming me calls after 6pm.cos she always thought that i am with dear when sometimes i am really with my friends. she felt that my world just revolve around my bf which is not really the case..yes really fed up with her so i always shout at her whenever i reach home..she is just too free, tats why keep spamming us calls..come on la, i am nt your dog or whatever always need to listen to you. so what you gave birth to me, i just cant tolerate your way of doing things. seriously no once can ever tahan 20 calls a day within a few hours.. and those calls are really prank calls / just to call you for shuang..these calls just irritates me and sometimes she can realy call til my hp really low batt..so i am really fed up with her. duno why dear still can tahan her. i really blow my top today and threw her favourite "praying radio" on the floor today as i wanted to teach her a lesson for throwing my stuff away when i still want it. i wan her to know the pain of losing the stuff that i still want. plus i really shouted like a mad women cos she really blew my top and test my patience liao..she really hit my tolerance level until i blew up my top all at one shot.

yesterday was having met up with my jc peeps..finally had lao yu sheng cos this yr my cny celebrate really get no ang bao and no lao yu sheng and no nice food.its that pathetic. then at nite went to shop for dear's wallet.

another week has past and i was really really sad and fustrated this week over my mum..seriously i really wanna leave this family badly. dont even want to stay with her once i get out of the house. perhaps wont even come back to visit her if she continue to be like tat.serioiusly no one can ever tahan her with this kind of attitude..duno why my dad is really the kindnest man ever to ever marry her.

~i am a happy girl celebrating vday with my dear dear ~

last week was a real short week for work. finally felt that i had rested enough.dark rings also lightened alot since all i did in CNY was just sleeping for almost 10 hrs everyday. yes in short, i would say my CNY was kinda sucky. i receive $0 this yr.no even a single cent.but its ok with me. always its been lik that since i was young. so i doesnt matter to me.

actually wed i was supposed to go back to work, but i wanted a long break plus it was our 1.5 yrs anniversary. so wanted to take leave for it.But i kind of felt wasted to use it as leave, so i no choice but to use MC instead since my colleagues do take MC occasionally.i should use this privilege given to me also..hehe shall not waste it.but i wont use it that often unless i am really sick cos i feel bad lying to the doctor especially when i am not sick. So i dun have a choice but to use headache. The zhuan dao thing is that even before i requested an mc from the doctor, he already say: ok i will give you an MC today. Wa when i heard that i was damn happy.cos he auto give me without me telling him..but i got a feeling he knows that i am lying.but who cares..so after taking MC my day is finally more relaxed as i need not worry for producing MC for that day being absence from work.

so after visiting the doctor, went to dear house. He cook for me and DIY strawberry cake. hehe got touched dao and can feel his ai xin ;) the most amazing part is the ice ring.kay such stupid idea only he can think of.i cant even thought of that lo..actually really wanted to do something for vday de but my art and craft kinda sucks..wanna buy gift still haven found one nice one. hmm perhaps i go goggle something that i can DIY and give dear dear. At night we went catch a movie.so long nv watch movie with dear lo cos he always end work so late.

 

Then the following day, i went back to work.then at nite was the actual vday.so went for a photoshoot with dear. kinda pei seh cos the photographer waited really long for him to come as they are closing soon. yup, that day i made an effort to dress nicely cos last yr i rmb i disppointed dear by wearing some causual girraf top then he was totally sian diao liao.this yr my theme for him will be hot and sexy gf.haha. But my point is my sexy cant last long cos after that day, i revert back to my normal lazy self..actually i dun like to dress up unless got occassion. So people normally will see my cui cui side, but if i wanna dress up with make up, i will look kinda different from my usual style.

 

 

Then fri after work met up with my jc friends. This is how short the week is. Nice week but next week will be back to normal again ;(

 

 

 

~boring CNY for 2013~

last week was the free movie week. gotten two movie tics..watched one of them with dear and the other wif ben ang. Last week was really bored man.work is very stagnant and stale.people resigning also makes me feel more sian..hai why so many people leaving ah?? actually i am really looking for a job that is near my house.travelling for long hours really kinda tiring man..but i dun wan leave so fast when i have not much experience. Shall look out for better job opportunities...

i was also so bored that i decided to shop alone at town. Damn i hate this kind of boring life. Bf always so busy also.. ;( last week he dun care about me..all is care is only cleaning his own hse. ok la, i no need clean de cos my hse always clean..and moreover i dun go visiting.. cny is for me to stay at home to rest and nuah...;( no ang bao also.so sad..

sat was eve of cny. only happening thing was to go chinatown to celebrate the festive season..But bought mochi and 2 box of chinese new yr goodies..other than that wanted to buy the prawn roll at $7 mum keep nagging say damn ex..walao hear alrdy also fann cos its me who is paying not her..CNY also wan to kao bei cant even shut her mouth for once.

actually dun even feel lik gg out wif her.i would rather go out myself. But no choice, she wanna tag along..

holiday ends this tues before going back to work ;( sian max totally dun feel like gg back to work.i should really find a job tat i like. SIA when ever can i get shortlisted..if only i can work here i will be damn happy..perhaps i will be happier there..

~very dark eye rings :( ~

last week was a sian week cos nothing to do and i didnt want to go home early so decided to go sch..home is the last place that i will head to as i cant stand the noisy and naggy mum..once i reach home, she will keep on nagging and scolding for whatever absurd reasons or whatever fault that she can find with u..so people like me of cos wont go home and tolerate her nonsense.

seriously duno why she has become like tt since last time.mouth seriously nv get to shut a single day..all she knows is to scold and scold..zzzz everyday keep niam same thing..ask me dun be with eug..ask me find richer and better looking guys..come on la, money cant buy everything la.i happy with who i am can le.why bother so much abt my life..its me who is gg to get married in furture not you !!! seriously i dun understand why she keep wanting to spoil our relationship..come on, she piss me really off when she kept on spamming calls at dear..10 over calls..zzz no one can tahan this kind of people de lo..i can get 20 over calls in a day just from her..i know tat she always like to do tt so i nv ever pick up her call before..sometimes when i working also call..zzz angry sia.she already know i working why still bother to call ask about lame stuff.CAN YOU PLEASE BE MORE CONSIDERATE !!!!


sian leh i find my life so bored now..everyday surf blogshop also cant entertain me in the long run..there will be a day when i wil get sian one..piano damn long also nv touch liao..duno why just no motivation to touch the piano at all.perhaps i never like piano when i was young since i was forced to take up piano and learn the hard way to pass the piano exams. i liked pop songs but my mum never allowed me to play them cos she will scold whenever i played them for fun..all i play was exam pieces tt are meant for exams..like tt seriously how would i learn.i only play songs tt i go for exams..tt is not considered learning lo.

tis weekend got so bored so stayed at home surf net..and sleep more cos my dark rings really dark..damn sad lo cos i didnt have this problem when i was studying last time..ever since i started working my dark rings turned really darked like panda now..i should take care of my eyes now man..shall aim to sleep at 11.30 the lastest for now.