~recess wk~

this wk is finally recess wk, but apparently i still feel very busy..sigh..wat a life man.busy wif writing journals for FYP, endless projects and lecture notes and tutorials to catch up wif..ARGH ! this is irritating.and there is OP nxt wk..hopefully i dun screwed up my presentation man.cos i am damn scared. tis wk going to JB for stress relief..hopefully i will feel less stressful escaping from sch work for the day.and he has gone for diving for the past 3 days !! suddenly feel empty without anyone msg-ing me constantly asking me wat i am doing...blah blah blah..and yes he is finally bac today ! ;)

~stress stress stress~

haven been updating for long..nothing much happen recently..well i am just pretty stress with sch work when every of my friends alrdy start their expt liao but i haven even started a single expt..and wat my mentor wants me to do is to read and write jounals for now..ya even though i know he has alrdy planned out wat to do for me,..but apparently i still feel very worried and stress when i am doing diff things from my friends now.. ;( anw this few days very sleepy..cant concentrate on my studies man..haiz..i am feeling more and more sleepy and i woke up later and later as the days goes by..actually now i feel very sian in my sch life.cos everyone does their own things,rarely gt the time to get together to enjoy.haiz..anw hope i can do well for my CA nxt wk..pray hard man cos we have no sample this time round.

~a super gd job opportunity!! ~

last sat stayed over in sch cos he wanted to come to sch find me after his supper at bedok..initally i dun have the intention to stay overnite one, but since i feel kinda bad tat he travelled all the way just to find me, so ok lo then i pei him stayed overnite.tat nite was a wonderful nite having just his company..if only time could stay on at tat moment, i would certainly cherish tat moments. i guess i am really very forunate and xin fu now having him by my side.someone who always cared for me and its really been a very very long time tat someone actually cares for me so much.the night sms everynight asking if i reached home alrdy and what i doing, i guess all this has become part of my life gradually.indeed ytd nite when he didnt sms me cos he slept super early..i really feel very empty inside.i guess you have really became part of my life. then wed nite stayed over in sch again to do my fyp stuff.its god max shagged man.initally i also no intention to stay over one, but since he is staying over in sch, so i joined him lo..

anw ytd just had a phone interview wif shanghai loreal, and somehw i was selected for a job interview wif them.i was really very very tempted to take up tis job if they were to offer me this job.i will confirm take up this job if i am single now !!! but then sigh i cant really decide wif i wanna go if this chance really comes true..i cant possibly leave him in spore for yrs just becos i wanna go overseas work for many yrs..this wouldnt be fair to him asking him to wait for me..but on the other hand, working overseas has been my dream.i always wanted to choose a job that can travel around.and this job offer allows me to travel to diff parts of the world every yr. Japan, china, indo and india.all these countries seems so tempting..so kinda in a dilemna..how can i resist such a gd chance..hai hai hai..so during the phone interviewed i asked them wat would be the minimum no of yrs i needa commit.they say 1 yr.hai but 1 yr seems really damn long man..anything can change in tat 1 yr.now tat we see each other practically everyday.if i needa separate from him for 1 yr, how can i tahan man..i will be super duper sad de lo..hai hai hai..

this wk i will be super busy again ! but i seriously needa piah liao..dun slack anymore !