Its been a long time I never wrote a proper blog le..finally the promos tat I long await has finally ended after a yr..chem was quite easy, maths okok…physics reali super difficult, practically I dun know every questions..i am just scared tat I will get a F for it then I will get kick out of sch le..jamie also cried on tat day cos she left most of the questions blank..for me, I tried to fill up every blanks even though I dun know how to do..we retainees just hav this fear tat we cannot promotedue to last yr experience..actually I reali duno if I can promote or not..% is just 50-50..so far my physics always get B or C, haven got a reali lousy grade yet..so reali duno this time..but all I can sae is tat I hav tried my best liao le..i pon 2 days just to study and last week I was so stressed tat I cried 2 days cos I was having headache then I canot study..at tat time I tok I will develop some mental problem and need to see psychiatrist cos my mother also said tat..but luckily I ok now le..maybe I stress myself too much liao le..then the nite of physics paper, I felt like vomiting when I was studying, after tat I went to sleep cos reali canot tahan..probably, I didn’t sleep enough tat’s why like tat everyday I sleep for 4 hrs onli just to study for the exam..i realized tat u need to train to sleep 4hrs eah day beforehabd so tat at least tat ur body can get use to it..maybe my body canot take it tat’s why like tat..when I was doing the exam paper,. My eyes were so painful..i wanted to give up tat time but I didn’t dare cos I dun dare to take the risk..
Anyway exam has finished..retainees just dun hav anything to do..they sae come bac sch for self study but who so bo liao and stupid to study after exam..life is so sian now loh even though I can slack all I want..after the last paper, the 3 of us went to eat dinner..then saw a lot of our sch couples eating together..tat’s sweet..actually both of us felt tat having a bf now would be nice but sometimes when u think tat having bf would bring more troubles to u, then we rather stay single..
This sat nite going to city harvest church with yh and suzana..excited sia cos can meet a lot of ppl then can widen my social circle also..seems not bad..then can shun bian go ther see see look look at yan daos and chio bu..maybe after tat go eat super with them..maybe tat afternoon will look for presents for my j2 friends..last yr, wee ping still gave me a happy meal to cheer me up when I was retained..even though it’s a bit stupid, but its sincerity tat counts and not the present itself..this yr she taking her A levels must give her encouragement..i think she is quite a nice friend to be with, b4 my promos she did giv me some encouragement plus my friend, not to mention my gd friend..they all are just veri friends..without them I will still brood over TAT problem..sigh, last wed dun hav time to see their graduation day cos I hav to went home early to study..i haven sae gd bye to them then they go liao..so fast..hai~~reali so sian man now..todae and tml will be holiday for me..reali got nothing to do..ask them come out go eat, then yh sae I on diet..so canot, cm lazy to come out cos this few days kept raining..the rest of the ppl got Chinese and pw exam coming..so the retainees will be super free..actually I wanted to jio christine to come out, duno she free or not cos its during sch day then duno she got lesson tat day or not..aiya, in all I can sae is I am veri veri sian..my mama kept asking me to pei her go market to help her carry the heavy things, which I am veri lazy to do so..
I finally can rest after a yr of hardwork plus slacking..i felt tat having a gd foundation is reali impt..last yr, my foundation was just super weak until I got retained..this yr the sch is raising its criteria for promotion..they siao one loh, like tat they will end up retaining more ppl..this yh no use retaining ppl cos next yr syllabus change liao..anyway I can predict who will retained in my class liao..abt 3 to 4 ppl..sigh..some of them will scrape through..this yr, my dad going to bring us to Malaysia again..either going KL or johor..yeh..so happy..can go eat and buy things until siao man..then my mum sae tat if this time I do well for my promos then she will reward me, but wonder wat is her reward man..think physics this time gone case liao..hai~~~
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