~union day in sch~

yesterday was union day then we have reali lots of freebie snacks sia..the moment i reached the LT outside, then suddenly 5 ppl will rush in front of me ask me to vote for them then after which they give watever freebie snacks they have to ask..and tat day i gt so much tat i have to put everything inside a plastic bag..then in bewteen the 4 hrs break when to eat the sch cafe buffet which cost $12.50..seriously i think the food not reali very nice man and the variety is too limited ! so end up didnt reali eat much except for the char siew bao which was my favourite so i ate 5 of them..the druken prawn which they claimed to be wasnt reali nice at all..so hard sia the prawn..and after which went off for the material structure lect..seriously i felt damn sleeply after eating the buffet and the stupid lecturer duno wat they talking also man..so going tat lecture was reali wasting my time man..then after sch he came to sch to study with me..but i brought him to explore our sch first since he is driving ytd..then after tat went for dinner at CAN 2 and can 1 for dessert ! after which went off to the e studio to study but apparently i study very slow as usual and his studying speed is reali freaking damn fast..now i know why he always take a few hours to study nia and i take a day to study..tat's the difference man..

haiz..and now i am freaking damn stress now..got super lots of tutorials and lecture notes to catch up with..lab reports to do also and i sleep damn sleepy everyday..seriously i need to destress man, if not i reali cant take it..and ytd agnes saw him when we were in e studio and she was smiling away cos he was with me..so she asked who is he (as usual)..but overall she say he is not bad..hehe..but then she claims tat her korean guy is better looking ! haha...alrights qm gonna jiayou..i think ytd power is enough to last til weekend man..

~buffet !~

fri i came to sch for 3 hrs just for lab and its damn lame cos i feel tat all along doing labs is seriously damn waste time..but i dun have a choice but to come cos attendance is taken..so tat day our grp had to take many many readings and i just sit there with hy to chit chat cos all the tiongs are so enthu to take readings so just let them take lo..i am nice so wont snatch away their eagerness to take readings..anyway after tat i stayed in library to study abit while waiting for 2pm to reach cos i going jp to shop a while before meeting eye candy for buffet..when we reached tat town tat ice cream buffet is freaking damn long..i think need to queue for at least 1.5hrs la...so we give up and later we changed to other buffet at bugis...but before our buffet we decided to grab something cos i was feeling alittle hungry..so went to a dessert shop to eat their yam dessert and its reali nice ! next time i shall go there again man.. ;) alrights then we are the first customer to step into their dinner buffet cos 6pm then open the buffet ma then we reali 6pm stand outside their shop le..initally he still say wan to eat til 8.30 like tat...but i seriously doubt his eating capability la cos i think i eat more than him and my maximum intake is just 1.5hrs nia..so i was right..after half an hour both of us get reali super fill man..i duno why also..for me i think i ate too much kuah at the start so stomach get reali bloated..alrights after which we went to the biggest bugis library to study..but then the library seriously sucks man..every level cant be used except B1 and its super noisy la..so end up we didnt study there cos the rest of the level of the library can onli bring in one piece of paper nia..wa lao wat lame rule is this man..so many levels of library yet none of the levels can be used for studying..zzz..so meanwhile we decided to try out playing with the lift cos i said its damn cool la cos last time me and wp tried out the trip when we were doing project there..since he never tried tat before then i jio him go "Play" with the lift..seriously the descending impact is seriously scary cos the lift reali go down too fast le la ! he also felt so..so we went to the mac nearby instead lo...heng i still rmb there is a mac nearby if not i think we reali going to find place outside the libarary to sit le..this time the maths i teach him was on curves skectching and some optimisation of the curves..and i spent more time teaching him this time cos its harder this time round as compared to the previous differentiation..then by 10.40++ we headed for home..i was seriously shagged by then..inintally intended to study after i reach home de, but ended up watching show and falling asleep le ;(

alrights sat i was totally wasting my time..seriously i think i got sleeping disorder man..i totally sleep the whole entire day, duno why either..the moment i start studying i would just fall asleep unknowningly..sian la so sun i decided to piah le cos i seriously feeling super damn guilty le..haiz..but at least i did study my thermody lecture notes tat day so its not tat bad yeah..then after which at nite camp for my elective again..sad to say i got nothing tat i wan..sian man..


and today i am off to sch again and tml will be the start of my tutoring session le..i think my days are getting busier and busier le..sian no more time to go out and enjoy anymore.. ;(

~damn bloody pissed with my mum~

ytd went home pretty late cos i was in sch studying, but then ended up chatting with cs for a while then after tat i reali sat down quietly in front of the sch comp to study my thermody lecture notes..seriously its freaking boring man studying this..then i got reali pissed off when i reach home cos my mum keep nagging and scolding non stop over small things like money..damn bloody hell la..she keep saying tat i dun wan return her the money, but i was reluctant to return her bac the money cos she confiscated my atm card man then how u wan me to survive without money sia..and she keep saying tat the repair money for the laptop very ex which is $60 and now i also never return her..wah then i hear le damn angry cos its not tat i dun wan pay her bac the money..the root problem just lies with the atm..if she just return the atm card to me, then i can pay her bac watever i owe her..its not as if i ask her to pay like tat..so ytd i keep quarreling with her the whole night over this issue la cos i was very pissed le..sch work already so much and so fann then this bloody person keep nagging non stop for unnecessary things, then of cos my mood super bad la..so i say i dun wan talk to her le..

today i finally paid more attention in class le..cos i think last wk i reali too slack le never listen at all..so ytd i decided to sleep more and apparently i can stay more focus..alrights then later i gonna go for the cca interview le..i have finally decided to take up a cca this yr le cos anyway i decided to have more life man instead of studying just everyday..(Super no life man)

~out to study with eye candy ~

tat fri afternoon met up with eye candy to help him in his maths and he is supposed to help me in my human resource but apparently i haven study yet so i dun reali know wat i duno..but he did briefly go through the notes with me cos he say somewat he study before in poly le..then i went through his whole maths differentation lecture notes with him cos he say he wan to learn beforehand..hmm..somehow i think my explaination still not tat cui..at least he could somehow understand wat i am teaching, which is something not bad..at least he didnt waste my time teaching him..alrights so now he shall teach me human resources stuff and i shall teach him maths..and he gonna help me "cheat" in my project too cos he kuah himself tat he is very zai in bluffing data in projects..alrights in future shall kao him le..initally we wanted to go je library to study de, but then as usual the library tables are all taken so bo bian we went to IMM burger king to study instead..and after 7.30 when we finish studying, we ate around the je kopitam and the dessert stall reali damn cheat our money la cos its super not nice la and everything is just ice and the ingredient so little la ! but tat day i reali feel kinda shuang dao when he volunteer to help me pei me repair my laptop..whee cos my laptop seriously need to go repair le if not i cant bring my laptop around without the charger..then after tat 9 plus we headed home...

sat and sun i was stonning at home, initally wanted to study de, but apparently my studying speed is reali super duper slow and sun initally wanted to piah le but then later came online to chat again..jialat man i think i am too addicted to chatting le and i seriously need to tone down on tat, if not i reali cant focus man..alrights i MUST pschyo myself to study le..thermody and applied chem..and tat sun i felt so guilty tat i never study anything tat i decided to piah after i offline at 12am..and i piah all the way to 4am and the next day i woke up at 8 plus for sch..then after our maths lecture we attended the MSE day and i made one balloon..whee...then after tat went to teach piano..when i came her house my student wasnt reali feeling well, so i asked her if she wans to cancel the lesson or not cos i think she cant concentrate either..but she keep insisting dun wan cos she feel bad..aiya i told her its ok cos anyway i stay so near..so no need to feel bad abt it..her mum was saying tat i am very nice as a piano teacher..aiya i feel its not the nice or not nice thing..i reali think its pei seh to charge ppl for the whole lesson when i onli taught her like 10 mins nia..so they kept on asking me to join them for dinner then i bo bian eat with them cos i reali dun wan de cos i ate alot during the mse day le..so quite full..so i ate abit of curry fish head without rich though they wanted to give me rice..and her mum gave me one pkt of cherry..wah those cherry and damn big and nice man,...i ate finish the whole packet when i was on my way home man..haha..alrights today (tues) in sch i am seirously feeling very sleepy..today tat human resource for 3 hrs is reali damn sian man..totally switch off and the thermody tutorial also cant understand anything..sigh reali getting demoralised day by day..sian la..i hope i can just get recharged..and i am kinda feeling tired too..

~torturing indeed for the 1st wk of sch~

haiz..wed i damn emo man..have to go elective alone cos no one taking the same elective as me..then i have to hide inside library to use comp ..everyone has their own activity to do also..so bo bian stay in library..so i went for the elective reali slept for an hour man during the lect..cos its super duper sian and i cant take it..so i go off half way through le..then at nite met up with cihui..i stayed in his room to do my camping while he go his hall bbq.....

then yesterday i damn sian cos i have to print all my notes and its super duper ex man..then after sch went to the tea buffet and i eat alot of food man..cos i save money for dinner le..then after tat went to the pin guan concert,,overall its not tat bad la..but i dun reali like him cos i am not reali a fan of him..yeah and yesterday tat irritating guy msg me again and asked me if i am free to chat with him when i am in sch..of cos i say i not free la ! (even if i am free) wa lao i think he knows tat i am lying le lo..if not why he still wont wake up his idea de man.supposedly those impactful words should have make him wake up his idea le but apparently it doesnt work..sian..so i told everything to eye candy and he says tat he is using him as a bait to ask me out..lohz..such a lousy method la..anyway he is the hot topic in my ger's convo now man..everyone is teasing me abt him la..wa lao its seriously kinda turn off la..

and now i feel seriously stress man..elective cant get also and studies 1st week already cock up .walao i need ppl to encourage and destress me man..haiz..and tat applied chem lecturer i totally cant understand his slang..sian la..i wan to piah in wkends le..jiayou qm man !!!!! i can do it de..ytd i was kinda emo tat i decided to write qm i gonna jiayou on a piece of paper..haiz..and anyway today i gonna meet him at 3pm at je library to study and shun bian he wanna ask me maths too..alrights hopefully i will study this time..I MUST JIAYOU !


today i no sch but apparently i wasted my time camping and chatting with ppl..alrights i gonna stop all these activities le'

~somewat i feel kinda happy~

sat afternoon was off to work..then brought those cookies to work since those ppl keep barking me for tat..and tat cb keep on calling me when am i reaching cos he seems pretty excited abt the cookies, but then i shall tell him tat it will be a disappointment man cos those cookies are supposedly to be send to the "Mortuary" de, but then since i find it damn wasted, so i brought for them to try de..anyway tat day i got a reali hard time passing those cookies to eye candy cos everyone was around and it is pretty obvious if i pass to him like tat..but somehow eventually tat cb saw me giving him the better cookies so he asked me why i so nice to him,..haha..aiya everything cai chuan liao man..but still i still deny everything cos if not reali damn pei seh de..but he knows tat the packet of cookies tat he receiving is the better ones cos i told him not to tell other ppl cos if not ppl will think i biased..yeah but somewat tat day the comments tat he gave reali spurred me on..cos first time he never suan my cookies man..somehow tat praise reali made me happy..but then the jialat part was tat the guy whom i dun like reali came down for me at mmd..first reaction when i saw him was omg..he is reali serious man..i thought he is just joking with me nia.but looks like he is reali serious..initally dun wan go supper with him de, but i see him quite kelian haven eat so pei him go eat supper with another guy..but tat nite after supper he keep on insisting on sending me home, but i reali dun wan ! cos i reali scared he will come out with more stuns man..i am seriously scared ! so i rather take my own public transport home though i am in a rush to go bac for running..


but then the next day wat reali shocked me was he actually wrote a confession eassy to me at 6.30am when i am seriously deep in my sleep..then suddenly my hp rang, so i was woke up by my hp tone..anyway i can reali feel his sincerity la, but then u know everything is cant be forced de..so i guess i dun have a choice but to break a guy's heart once again..i feel seriously sorry abt it..but then i got eye candy's help on tat sun cos we decided to meet up for lunch at gim moh since he is working tat day and i am free in the afternoon..so during our lunch i kept on asking him to help me think of ways cos seriously i dun wan hurt ppl feelings..so must think carefully before sending the msg over..yeah but then tat sun time pass reali fast though i onli meet him for a few hours nia from 12.30 to 4pm like tat..somewat we didnt get bored by each other company cos i talk alot of crap and he too ! somewat the day was entertaining with him ! haha..and i taught him maths too and i find tat his maths is reali super easy man just like jc standard..but i am happy teaching him la cos at least i can train myself to teach ppl..anyway after tat i went to meet up with the jc peeps at marina for the steamboat.somewat the steamboat wasnt reali nice and the worst thing is its ex..so tat day reali heart break tat i spend so much money sia..haiz..but at least somewat tat day manage to catch the fireworks.

then mon i was whole day at home packing my sch stuff and preparing for sch le..sian la my brain totally not working at all cos damn rusty le man..at nite chatted with eye candy again..wah ytd my heart almost melted when he ask abt the blue black on my leg..seriously i was damn happy la ! but then still i need more time to guess if my prediction is correct or not..so just gonna pray hard tat i am rite kay and everything goes smoothly..first time i am so serious towards this joker guy man..i guess maybe he knows already la..anyway gd luck to me man..=0

today was first day of sch and apparently i didnt reali listen to any lectures cos i was reali tired la since the day before i slept at 2.30 cos i was chatting with eye candy happily..so yeah tml canot liao..must reali sleep early le..i must study hard now ! and piah hard for this sem ! and today saw this french guy and he asked hm and me for our no in sch cos this guy dun have any friends cos he is having exchange here..actually hm wanted to give de, but then i dun reali wan though he reali quite shuai man..aiya too bad ba ! after he left i think i abit regret man cos he look quite chinese looking also, but then if we still got fate still can see each other in sch de.hehe.

~ubin trip~

mon came bac home from ntu and i had to rush home cos i finally found my atm card tat my mum consficate le so i quickly went to withdraw money before my mum is bac from u..haiz..tat was scary indeed man..phew..after which went for my jog and this few days i am kinda scared by this "stalker" friend of mine..jialat man, wat have i done again man ! seriously ! first was begger who bark me..now its him..wah i seriously kinda fann by him le cos i think he is super irritating man ! i told hm abt it and she was laughing at me ! and said tat he is not bad cos he has a car ! i guess her eyes reali paste a super big sticker sia !


then tues after work at nite when to geylang to have supper..we ate the frog leg and it was reali cheap..10 bucks in fact for each person..but then at least the food was worth while la..then after tat went home and somehow the day ended up quite early..

wed morning i was busy with my sch stuff..had to go over the photostated stuff tat i borrowed from fro my friend and afternoon went to return her lecture notes to her then after which proceeded for my piano lesson...

thur i went out to ubin in the afternoon with eye candy since he had no sch tat day..somehow it was my first time there so i feel kinda excited..but then when i reached there, i was a little dispointed cos ubin reali nothing much except for all trees and forest..we saw lots of stray dogs and some san zhu..wah seriously tat was very scary man and the roads over there is seriously very uneven so its somewat hard to cycle..i had a hard time cycling man and end up falling down the steep slope cos i didnt use the brake when i was going down the slope..so yeah now my legs all blue black now and its reali quite painful man..but nevertheless overall it is still quite ok la though the day ended up pretty shagged for both of us..and the bicycle stall was somewat kinda misleading la..everystall also put $2 for bicycle rent for the whole day..so i was very happy initally..but after tat the person tell me its for kids bicycle and so i ended up paying $8...then after which went to google search for our dinner venue..initally intended to eat buffet de, but then we found none tat suits our appetite..so ended up went to paragon indo restaurant tat last time wp intro de..somehow tat day we ate the standard has droped abit but the arvogrado drink was reali super nice and the red chestnut drink was nice !haha.. i think ended up the 2 cups of drink was finished mostly by me though initally i said we will be sharing it..but tat day the chicken tat we ordered kinda taste very bad..yeah bo bian cos i forgot wat the nice chicken tat they ordered tat time..and after dinner we went home and initally i wanted to take train home de cos i usually take train de, but he jio me take bus 174 with him then i say ok lo though i think its somehow going to take longer, but at least the bus journey wasnt tat bored..kinda entertaining in fact..cos we had this uncle right sitting rite in front of us digging his nose and we were down there laughing.haha..


alrights then fri i was off to work in the morning then had lunch with eye candy and a grp of our friends since he had sch and somehow his grandma never cook.then tat stalker guy sat beside me and i was feeling kinda comfortable..he didnt talk and i cant be bothered to entertain him either so i talked with other ppl..then after which after work went to ken's house to bake cookies again..somehow this batch de is nt as nice as the previous batch tat we did previously cos i think we didnt put chocolate chips cos we dun have this time..but at least this time i did for lots of ppl not for him onli cos those ppl keep barging me for cookies la ! so i bo bian have to make for them also..and tat stalker keep msging me non stop when i was baking the cookies..so i feel kinda irritated man..wa lao.. then ytd ken and hm saw wat he wrote online to me and all of them was teasing me la..he reali win liao man..i almost peng when i saw wat he wrote..SERIOUSLY !


alrights today will be my last day of work le..kinda sad though, but then hopefully everything will end up nice today after i give him the cookies..hopefully he dun suan the cookies again like he did before..

~fright nite in sch ~

last fri went for the fright nite and i was damn happy when they say i will be the back up ghost cos i seriously dun wan to put those sucky make up on my face man..cos if not its damn hard to wash off man..and i went for tat fright nite thingy though i was ver reluctant to go cos i feel kinda bad tat i MIA for many many in camps when i am a SA ! so tat day i just help out with the make up lo and i did the make up for rodney and ying hao..actually i am abit pei seh to help them make up cos i need to touch their face and i feel abit weird though i am click quite well with guys..and i feel weird when i need to stare into their eyes when i do their make up..ok overall i would say the fright nite was kinda so so nia..cos i seriously dun think its scary at all..and tat day i went home at 11pm though the day before i planned to stay overnite de, but then i was seriously bored being alone there with those not close ppl..so ya going home will be the best option out..

alrights sat i was off to work in the morning and it was a last min thing cos last min got one ppl didnt come..so hm call me down to work in level 3..and tat day i think i onli come ard 3 hrs for work and i left earlier cos i gonna attend this ceremony at douby daut..so ya after which went to suntec a while before meeting jy..tat day bought quite alot of assessories again at suntec cos SIX was on sales again and i bought another top too..so yeah my money is soon running out man..and tat day wat actually shocked me in suntec was i actually saw ac after so many yrs..initally i thought i made a mistake cos how could one be so qiao to see him here..but then i was rite and i think i stare at him for too long man til he realised tat i am looking at him..haiz..i think its been many many yrs since i last seen him and finally last sat i seen him ! initally i intended to ask him how is he doing and stuff like tat de.but then it seems tat he and his gf is in a rush to go, so yeah didnt talk at all except saying hi..anyway getting to see him in real person is gd enough le..at least he is happy now.. ;) and after which tat sat after reaching home to jog...i went online and somehow i chatted with eye candy til 2 plus which was ard 3 hrs plus..somehow talking to him just make me happier cos tat day after i seen him my mind just couldnt proceed anywhere..duno why also..sigh..


alrights then yesterday sun i was off to work and i am kinda happy cos its double pay..i am seriously freaking bored to death ytd and cb brought his laptop alone so yeah i bring my taiwan dvd series to watch together but somehow i keep falling asleep cos i onli slept 2.5 hrs plus the day before cos i was online chatting til kinda late.anyway today i was off to ntu to print notes and its damn bloody expensive man..i spend like $25++ just on photocopying..haiz..sch is starting in 1 wk time..seriously i dun feel like gong sch man..i have enjoyed myself too much this while.alrights i gtg teach piano le man..haiz~ sian man..