Tuesday, August 11, 2009

~somewat i feel kinda happy~

sat afternoon was off to work..then brought those cookies to work since those ppl keep barking me for tat..and tat cb keep on calling me when am i reaching cos he seems pretty excited abt the cookies, but then i shall tell him tat it will be a disappointment man cos those cookies are supposedly to be send to the "Mortuary" de, but then since i find it damn wasted, so i brought for them to try de..anyway tat day i got a reali hard time passing those cookies to eye candy cos everyone was around and it is pretty obvious if i pass to him like tat..but somehow eventually tat cb saw me giving him the better cookies so he asked me why i so nice to him,..haha..aiya everything cai chuan liao man..but still i still deny everything cos if not reali damn pei seh de..but he knows tat the packet of cookies tat he receiving is the better ones cos i told him not to tell other ppl cos if not ppl will think i biased..yeah but somewat tat day the comments tat he gave reali spurred me on..cos first time he never suan my cookies man..somehow tat praise reali made me happy..but then the jialat part was tat the guy whom i dun like reali came down for me at mmd..first reaction when i saw him was omg..he is reali serious man..i thought he is just joking with me nia.but looks like he is reali serious..initally dun wan go supper with him de, but i see him quite kelian haven eat so pei him go eat supper with another guy..but tat nite after supper he keep on insisting on sending me home, but i reali dun wan ! cos i reali scared he will come out with more stuns man..i am seriously scared ! so i rather take my own public transport home though i am in a rush to go bac for running..


but then the next day wat reali shocked me was he actually wrote a confession eassy to me at 6.30am when i am seriously deep in my sleep..then suddenly my hp rang, so i was woke up by my hp tone..anyway i can reali feel his sincerity la, but then u know everything is cant be forced de..so i guess i dun have a choice but to break a guy's heart once again..i feel seriously sorry abt it..but then i got eye candy's help on tat sun cos we decided to meet up for lunch at gim moh since he is working tat day and i am free in the afternoon..so during our lunch i kept on asking him to help me think of ways cos seriously i dun wan hurt ppl feelings..so must think carefully before sending the msg over..yeah but then tat sun time pass reali fast though i onli meet him for a few hours nia from 12.30 to 4pm like tat..somewat we didnt get bored by each other company cos i talk alot of crap and he too ! somewat the day was entertaining with him ! haha..and i taught him maths too and i find tat his maths is reali super easy man just like jc standard..but i am happy teaching him la cos at least i can train myself to teach ppl..anyway after tat i went to meet up with the jc peeps at marina for the steamboat.somewat the steamboat wasnt reali nice and the worst thing is its ex..so tat day reali heart break tat i spend so much money sia..haiz..but at least somewat tat day manage to catch the fireworks.

then mon i was whole day at home packing my sch stuff and preparing for sch le..sian la my brain totally not working at all cos damn rusty le man..at nite chatted with eye candy again..wah ytd my heart almost melted when he ask abt the blue black on my leg..seriously i was damn happy la ! but then still i need more time to guess if my prediction is correct or not..so just gonna pray hard tat i am rite kay and everything goes smoothly..first time i am so serious towards this joker guy man..i guess maybe he knows already la..anyway gd luck to me man..=0

today was first day of sch and apparently i didnt reali listen to any lectures cos i was reali tired la since the day before i slept at 2.30 cos i was chatting with eye candy happily..so yeah tml canot liao..must reali sleep early le..i must study hard now ! and piah hard for this sem ! and today saw this french guy and he asked hm and me for our no in sch cos this guy dun have any friends cos he is having exchange here..actually hm wanted to give de, but then i dun reali wan though he reali quite shuai man..aiya too bad ba ! after he left i think i abit regret man cos he look quite chinese looking also, but then if we still got fate still can see each other in sch de.hehe.

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