wed i was kinda bad mood de duno why either..perhaps i feel reali fann got so many things to do and its never ending de..then at nite somehow i feel better after talking to him online..weird this guy somehow can entertain me and talk crap to me..watever it is thanks man play mate ! then ytd went for the thermody tutoring..haiz..all i can say is i am reali super cui as compared to them cos i think they abit sian diao i ask dumb qns and somehow like wasting their time for coming..i think my tutor reali speechless and feel kinda xinku get me as his student man..hehe..but bo bian wat thermody reali very hard wat then i cant understand..i not so smart as tat guy who is first class honours and still come peer tutoring sia..lohz..then after the peering stayed bac in sch to listen david teach us the chem lect notes slide by slide..wah i think he reali explains better than the lecturer sia..the moment i hear the lecturer talk then i reali turn off liao..then after which went for our supper cum dinner at chc there..
and today i gonna meet playmate again..whee.. ;) going to eat ice cream buffet,.hopfeully the queue wont be long ba if not i reali sian diao le..anyway i have been thinking something but i am not sure of the ans either...he has reali totally diff personality as mr A and the type of guys i like..so i myself not reali sure if i reali feels for him or not..maybe yes ba but i cant be certain tat it will be long cos of certain reasons..all i know is i enjoy my time being with him cos somehow its not bored being with him..looks wise he is not bad la but then i dun reali care abt the looks de, so he is just qiao tat he is kinda shuai..anyway kinda envy the 2 of them..guy so nice to the ger and long time reali nv have tat feeling liao..outsiders like me see liao so envy la ! maybe sometimes think bac reali regret certain things..hmm..but on one hand it can be pretty scary once the honey moon period is over cos i feel kinda sad for one of my friend..haiz..wat is relationship all abt man..i seriously duno man..many at times one of the party just take each other for granted then the other party suffers in pain..yes i know tat feeling cos i took mr A for granted tat time and i kinda regretted tat..so i told myself tat i musnt make the same mistake again...anyway friend hope things will be better for u yeah..
one week of holiday is coming man..its seriously not time for enjoyment man..relative is coming on sun then i guess mum will be out for most days ..gd for me man cos no one will nag at me..and today she and dad had a fight over money..haiz..sian man everytime also mention abt money..is money reali tat great meh..i see my dad like quite kelian then no money to play stocks also dun dare to ask money from me..so i gave him my bank bk and ask him to take out the money himself..it i never do tat, i guess he will still continue quarreling with my mum man..actually everything comes from my mum la, why is she so bo liao to consfiscate both my dad and my bank bk..so end up both of us damn kelian no money...but heng i still got another account with my dad..at least i still got some money to survive man..haiz..and this wed my dad is going for operation soon.hopefully he will be ok man..alrights i gtg meet playmate liao..hehe..tml i will piah liao..tonite shall enjoy first ;)
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