Sunday, November 08, 2009

~exams are coming in a 1.5 wks time ! oh no !!!~

last wed after my elective i went to vivo again to satisfy my shopping needs..duno why i feel happier when i shop for things i like..then i will feel less stressful..but then like tat i will spend money on clothes, which is not very gd habit..perhaps this is just my way of destress ba..haiz..exams coming soon a 1.5 wks time and yet i still so slack..everyday go home do nothing..now mum somemore not ard at home to control me, which makes things worst..i sleep the whole day and walk around the house do nothing..sometimes just watch tv non stop cos no one is there to control me..i feel seriously shoik without mum around la cos its total freedom..i can do watever wan at home and no one will know wat i doing, even my dad..but then the sad thing is she will bac next sun le..haiz..one more wk to enjoy my freedom, after which i will be cagged again..though she didnt call bac to tell me, but somewat i got to know it through my indo aunt..then last wed i was at vivo and as usual i had many of my favourite tops on sales..wah i suddenly very tempted to buy all of them, but if i were to do so, my mum sure will scold me la once she get bac..this time she not ard for 2 wks plus i already buy 2 tops and one pants..i predict once she come bac, she sure gonna scold me spend money on clothes again..but two of the tops tat i bought was reali worth the price sia..one of them is from river island and the other is from pull and bear..both are damn nice and can be quite sexy if u know how to assesorize them..

then thur was goodie bag day and they gave out donuts..yummy..i ate 2 of them and i felt sinful after tat..so i decided to skip dinner after tat..who knows after tat during the nite i suddenly gastric..darn it ! i think lately my gastric have been acting pretty often..i think i better eat more and rather cook something to eat though no ones cooks for me now at home..so tat thur i stayed in sch til 11pm..intended to study and piah online lecordings de, but ended up chatting with playmate..haiz..nvm somewat tat he help me destress cos tat thur i reali damn stress up cos i suddenly find tat i dun have much time for exams liao..and there is still many stuff i still duno..how can not stress rite??? hmmm..

fri i decided to stay at home cos i must STUDY le..intended to meet him on sat de, but end up didnt cos he has to send the car for servicing..then i shall stay at home to study and catch up with my studies then..but then sad to say tat day also didnt do much also..haiz..then sat was out in the morning at 5.30 to catch a taxi to conrad contential hotel there to work from 6.30am to 9.30am..wah damn shagged tat day man cos have to work up early just to get tat $30 pay..but at least it was quite worth while la cos taxi fare can claim and somemore $30 can get to pay off watever i have spend for my clothes..some more tat job was damn slack..sit there zhuo bo onli..but then the girls are pretty bitchy seh..i kinda bu shuang when one of the gers wanted to change role with me..its obvious tat she wants to take advantage of us la..darn ! tat day me and ken was kinda cui man..somewat we just dun have tat seh of the office ladies. but tat 2 gers tat ace recommended was kinda chio man..but one of them is kinda dao looking..so i didnt reali talk to them..alrights after which went off to suntec to shop a while before heading home..then bought assessories again..jialat i realised whenever i shop, i always end up buying something home.. nvm holiday i will work hard again to earn more money..then bought lots of cakes tat day also..felt sinful eating so much cakes tat evening, so tat sat nite i decided to run 15 rounds and somewat i managed to lose weight..wah not bad seh..i lose 1 kg..think holidays i will increase my rounds to 15 rounds liao cos now no time to run tat much..alrights then ytd i was at home mugging..somewat ytd study more, but then i was very demoralised by the thermody cos i seriously cant understand anything..so was pretty emo ytd..haiz..sadded man..alrights this wk i will try to piah liao..jiayou !

wed i going to get my pay and meet him..then fri i will stay at home to study all the way liao !

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