~concert was sian,but everything turn out fun~

ytd concert was pretty sian..somewat the singer isnt as pretty as wat she is in the media..in fact she is a bit "ba" on her arms..then ytd sian diao part was tat we came reali pretty late then end up no seats so have to stand throughout the entire concert..but then the 2 of us hiding behind the leccture hall talking away actually..nv reali listen much..partly we felt pretty stuffy and hot in the lecture hall so we decided to hide at the bac of the lecture hall to get more circulation..and tat playmate damn bad sia, keep laughing at my nerdy purple spects..initally i wanted to wear my other spects de, but then i dun feel comfortable wearing it so ya lo then end up have to thick skin abit wear tat purple cui spects..then ytd we was standing pretty close, then i was like hmmm....then we keep bickering around..(as usual man)...then ytd my friend of mine saw us, then he gave me tat "look" cos he saw me and him together then he was like smiling away..lohz..i knew it man so i told playmate before hand tat he will act as my brother's friend..but later we changed to student's brother..then he asked me why must it be brother..then i told him becos i like ! u have no choice to choose..haha..-bleah- so initally we intended to cut my friend queue de, cos both of us dun wan sit on the stairs, but then we were too late so bo bian have to queue ourself..ya then after tat went to the 24hr comp lab to supposedly do our stuff..he highlight his notes while i staple my notes, but then end up i did nothing..i was webcam-ing ken then it was pretty fun then playmate came it..then she took a secret shot of us without us realising it....then when she tagged me i was like OMG ! he also OMG too ! then he laugh laugh as usual..then later he tried to peep into my comp to see our convo, but i dun let him see..haha i dun wan to let him kpo wat is our convo..cos he knew tat our convo is abt him and me..

then we went home at 11pm..then i took bus wif him til my house outside..then nxt wk is his confirm operation le..alrights nxt wk will be the last wk to meet him..after tat abit hard to meet up le..

~i tink i am crazy man~hehehe..

last wkend i wasted another wk again..lohz..sat slept practically the entire day again..yawns, what's wrong wif me man..i must have some sleeping disorder sia..everyday i will start sleeping once i study..wat's wrong man ! sun i started to feel guilty so i forced myself to stay awake, but apparently it was unsuccessful..ywans la..then bo bian mon then i mon start to study harder..

mon was another emo day in sch..tutorials and lectures all couldnt understand.duno wat the heck they are talking abt la..then ytd after class chiong to work then after tat do tat recording thingy then after tat when to teach piano..haiz..so shagged la..and the day is just gone like tat..

then today the tutorial lesson AGAIN is another cant understand module..totally demoralised to the max man..i like all also duno everything ! wat do i know man?? seems like nothing sia..then today have to pon tat french guy lect just to go dental..but anyway since i know tat i wont listen in tat french guy lecture so i happily pon la..anyway i know tat i sure listen online again..and this time he said my teeth gets better and i lied to him tat i did floss my teeth (cos he asked ! so bo bian !) but actually the truth is i actually did the front flossing of my teeth on ken's car when she went me to there today cos i was supposed to floss in sch today de, but i forgot..so bo bian have to floss on the spot by feeling cos there is no mirror for me to see...today's session was pretty much quite fun la..he say he have to removed my tar tar until backache..haha..bo bian lei i 5 yrs nv visit denist liao..so confirm my teeth very problematic de...but hor today my teeth damn pain sia cos he has to use alot of force to remove all the hardened tar tar on my teeth..then my gum bleed til damn alot..hehe then hor i have to open my mouth for 2 hr plus til my mouth damn tired la..then i tink he bo bian say he will insert his 2 fingers into my mouth to let me rest my mouth..but hor i tink he gei gei one lo. i tink he more like want me to open my mouth bigger but pei seh to say again and again cos my mouth got reali tired after 2.5hrs liao...even his accessors say tat i am not bad considering i can still smile cheerful after so many hours..usually ppl will be too shaged to smile after tat liao..aiya anyway i used to him liao..after visit him for the 3rd time i already used to his force making my teeth bleed so much so of the stupid hardened tar tar so hard to remove !

and whee this thur playmate is coming ! kinda happy though..cos i asked him so are u having operation this thur? then he say "nope..happy rite qm ..haha" wah he knows tat i confirm damn happy, but of cos i gei gei say i ok ok nia..who says i damn happy de..aiya sometimes happy also must fake not happy ma..then like tat wont be so obvious, then he wont shuang dao ma..hehe..

~i dun feel like going sch~

haiz in sch the day past day by daY and i learn nothing in sch ! sian..in lecture i just day dream..and recently i quite emo...duno why,...must be pms man! yawns..studies pileing up day by day liao..i am getting so sian man..this sem so many things to memorise..so many things to do also !

nxt wk i reali hope he can come...cos i also jio cb along since i felt kinda bad tat i last min didnt attend his dad funeral..thanks to tat playmate la..keep on phsycho me..end up reali nv go !

and nw i am tinking which elective should i take? gv17 or tat adm visual workshop? yawns..somewat this sem i gt more options to choice man..last sem my elective was reali damn pathetic..this sem i reali shake my leg cos i nv reali camp much..

~i kinda feel like giving up~

sat was supposed to be my studying day but ended up wasted the whole day...zzz first i went to church wif ch then after tat watch movie and hav dinner at jp..then after movie went to the 24hr NTUC stock up his food supplies for hostel.then i bought sushi bac home since it was cheap since its at nite liao..anyway the movie tat we watched was kinda nice..comedy show and practically i laughed alot in the movie theatre..hehe..haiz and hor tat day i duno why i dun dare to eye contact him lei..can u tell me why why why??? or i scared of him?? or i am shy??? aiya wat's wrong wif me man..but the topics kinda dun interest me at all..lohz..the church was pretty nice..once a while go still ok..but if i were to go frequently i sure sian diao..all i like abt this church is their gd "concert threatre"..

sun i was totally sleeping the whole day..oh man i seriously duno why am i so sleepy man..the moment i wanted to take out my lecture notes i kept on falling asleep..and mon ytd i met up wif playmate..ytd the 2 of them keep asking me when n i getting together?? haiz i just tink this issue is just damn stressful..feels like kinda avoiding it cos we haven progress much except became closer..as in now we can watever crap and nonsense, but tat doesnt mean anything..yeah..4 months of constant going out reali dun mean anything although lots of ppl might thought tat we have progressed pretty much..ken keep asking me to drop obvious hints but how obvious u want man ! i thought along its been obvious? or maybe tat playmate just acting blur..i duno him also la..his acting skills so gd..he tell lies also cant see tat he is telling lies also la..=( then they ask if i wanna find those life time partner or just a normal bf will do..i told him of cos if gt life time better la, but still it all depends on FATE..aiya all these things is not for me to choose de..sometimes i just tink he is just reali not the one..more of activity mate..but of cos if he were to ask i will still say ok la cos afterall i still feels for him..but then i guess everything will just gonna be hard..haiz..

and ytd we went for food hunt again..went to bugis before going geylang..bugis there to have our dessert and geylang there to have my oyster and durian..ytd i was kinda tempted to drop obvious hints de, but then i told myself tat i dun wan le..nxt wk he is going for operation le..after tat i will very very free liao..no "outing" wif him til his leg can walk..i guess it gonna be a few months..sad man =( i guess i shall let this few months be a test of our ambigious friendship..
nxt wk will be the last wk i will see him le..


and today i came to sch and was pretty shagged..lessons all cant understand..emo man..haiz..i feel a chore to go sch now everyday man cos i cant understand most things in class even if i go..

~should i drop or not drop?~

today singing session was kinda cui..duno if i should drop or not cos all of them who came for the class all so power in singing la..and i have total no background at all..so confirm will do badly for this elective de..haiz..one more wk to decide man..but then the gd thing is i make a few friends today..they all damn friendly..then ytd i keep disappearing from the class cos i had to call ken to bk the KL air tic for me..then end up i miss the ice breaking part..but then since i came late i give a self intro to everyone since they requested tat..lohz..quite pei seh actually..but then ya they are nice and friendly ppl la..but the bad thing is there is 2 presentation , which is graded..and i had no friends taking with me so i tink i gonna sing solo man...haiz..but i dun wan man cos my voice kinda not nice at all.. =( then ytd i knew this guy derrick who was sitting beside me, he is also quite friendly..he talked to me and later he said he is equally cui as me..aiya if i knew it earlier, i should have paired with him and sing duet man !yawns, but its too late cos we are splitted into a diff grp liao..and my grp is all the pros in there..haiz..stress

ytd after sch initally intended to meet up with him de, but then he told me tat he is having fever, so changed to nxt mon meet..hmm wonder how he is now..but then msg him ask surely damn obvious de..haiz..just hope he will online either today or tml..and ytd ch was kinda last min call me at 11.30pm when i was watching tv..he asked me if today i wanna go church then maybe after tat catch a movie in jp..actually i dun mind la since 1st wk still quite free..but then i reali scared history tat was 2 yrs ago will repeat lei..i scared if he is too nice to me, i will..................

~getting slacker and slacker~

ytd was my free day man..from now wed i am kinda free if i dun hav lab.,.shoik..so become 4 day wk now.but then i gt lots of things to do also..ytd was busy printing notes..today attended sch for one lecture onli..abit bo liao seriously..for ppl who lives far i tink its a waste of time going to sch la, but since i live v near sch so its ok..after tat went for the tummy slim trial but apparently i think there is no effect at all though i was asked to lie on the bed for 20 mins..but tat 20 mins is reali shoik man..haha..and today went to the market there to eat my favourite chicken rice and bought one circle bah hu bread, which ppl usually call chicken floss bread..yum yum..hehe long time nv enjoy such gd food le..then after tat went bac to sch for the tutorial tat i miss on tue due to the dental..then after which went bac to the store to work..yawns man..working there can reali fall asleep..lucky i am going to be transferred bac to where i am liao ! whee ;) and ytd my friend gav me the elective i wan, but he heard from his friend not easy to score..haiz..hopefully it will be easy for me cos afterall i have music background til grade 8 so at least basic singing should know abit ba afterall we are tested in oral in exam !..if this elective is abt sight singing then it will be shoik ! cos i confirm can do well cos this is the part tat ppl cant do usually..sometimes i think i am just a weirdo man..those tat ppl find it easy then somewat i just cant do well or somtimes just tink its difficult whereas ppl tink tat if its hard i will tink tat its easy.

whee tml might be going to eat my favourite oyster and durian with playmate..but sian my lecture ends late tml..if tat lecturer is cui i tink i am gonna skip liao and view online lect man.

~dental with liyong ~

today heng i didnt come to sch for lessons cos mostly crap sia..heng i gt go my dental appointment..cos i think its more worthwhile going tat dental rather than sitting in the lecture hearing tat lecturer introduction of himself..actually today onli 1 tutorial is impt..the rest total crap..and today liyong checked my teeth..sad to say my teeth kinda unhealthy man cos its bleeds wan he tried cleaning it..and my gums got slight errosion..this is seriously bad man cos the assessor say i am quite young then gt erosion liao..=( aiya 4 yrs nv go dental liao so of cos sure alot of problem with my teeth man..but students are always students..cos they are reali very slow and kinda abit clumsy but then i am ok with it as long its cheap..can see they are more attentive towards cleaning our teeth than those usual dental where they anyhow clean cos they quite pro liao and this thing is just chicken feet to them..alrights then rush bac to sch..


then today went to my first elective lesson..whee in short i can say this elective is swee ! cos its easy and very common sense and the lecture onli last for 1.5hrs though its originally 3 hrs and most imptly this lecturer is very interesting and keep telling us interesting real life stories on the police side..haha..i tink i am reali damn heng to manage to get this elective,..hopefully this elective can pull my cui grades liao..and magic of voice, pls help me camp man..i am desperate for this elective..


lately my friend gt attached again..so fast sia..but happy for her la..hehe..actually quite envy of her also cos being like by ppl is reali very shuang de..initally u might not like the person but if the person treats u very nice then slowly will start to get some hao gan for him..tat's how it works for her now..;)

~still holiday mood~

today is first day of sch but apparently i couldnt stay focus and listen to lectures..in fact today i come sch totally switch off..haiz.. still holiday mood man..i realised this sem all the modules all damn tough sia..haiz..i reali sian diao liao..today the electonic and magnetic properties lect is freaking damn hard la..dun tell me its another thermody again..haiz..and this time the process repeats again..cos need to camp for electives again ! i hate this man cos its super time consuming..but this time i decided to take 2 electives..so the current one tat i ballot tio is kinda gd elective..i tink i am reali very heng man..hopefully tml the first lesson would be interesting..

and tml i am going to have a dental appt with liyong..lohz..still need to come down 6-8 times just to finish all the treatments..this is damn mafan man..and becos of tat i have to skip my tutorial cos i thought 1st wk no tutorial but sad this sem gt sia..so bo bian thur have to crash other slots liao..

~i am so lucky to see free seafood~!

the M9 exams sucks man..i did halfway i actually fall asleep cos its super duper long and i do until too sian til i fall asleep halfway through the exam..125 mcq do til almost vommit blood sia..i almost wan to faint when i saw the qns cos cant relai guess out the ans sia..so bo bian after tat all have to guess like siao..but i think my guessing skills not tat bad afterall..got 40-50 range out of 125 qns..aiya this sucks man..i dun feel like taking this exam anymore..so after tat went to expo to buy things..but sadly this is no shoes tat i like..


then sat morning meet up with ah can for johor..i think we are reali damn brave man to go johor just the 2 of us..but anyway ytd was fun la..we went to watch movie and the tickets onli cost 4 plus nia..super duper cheap considering its wkend..but the movie we watched kinda boring man..i think i fall asleep almost 3/4 of the show..though i think the show should be not bad but i just dun like adventure those kind of plot..i fall asleep cos i felt very full after eating so much...then after tat we shop around the nearby shopping centre..i brought bac super lots of stuff bac and hands was totally filled with plastic bags sia..looks like some auntie man..ah can laugh at me la..but she is no better than me..i bought 2 shoes ytd,.wheee so happy..then after tat ytd nite went to the road side to eat..we ordered 20 sticks satay and total sing dollars is just 4 plus for 2 ppl..wah super damn cheap..i tink i gonna there soon again in may after exam..and the best part was we ate the seafood for free cos the person forgot to collect our money..so the 2 dish was dish..stingray and hums were all free,..whee ! can was kinda guilty but somewat i am totally not guilty at all cos i think they surely cheat lots of ppl liao cos i believe they already jeck up the price since they see us being chinese..and the bu shuang part is ytd when i wanted to order some coconut drink and the person forget i am a chinese, so he accidently say it is 1 plus then later he say 2 plus..i hear liao i straight away dun wan buy liao..so obvious tat he is cheating our money la..then v qiao the nxt table is singaporean couple also..cos they cant understand malay so they ask us wat they are saying, then i told them they are kanna cheated of the drink liao..so they thanks us and left after tat..aiya i think wan to catch ppl lying very easy de..since tat guy must think so long to quote us the drink price means he lying liao..super duper obvious..

so after which we left the custom at 10 plus and we were pretty happy cos we got free food and tat money i spend it on my shoes..hehe.

tml i am starting sch..sian la..haiz..it marks another new semester..

~i am kinda happy this few days~

tues nite was reali supposed to go tat funeral with playmates and a few friends de..but then some of them pang seh last min so onli left me and playmate..and tat playmate was quite sian to go also though we already reached admirity liao..wa lao he reali best la..he keep pschyo me not to go tat funeral liao and keep asking me not to go and go eat prata at thomson instead..he best man ! and i felt real guilty la for not going cos i already promised tat guy friend tat i will attend his dad's funeral liao..so end up he brought me to a new prata shop tat i haven gone before and he claims tat one of the big shot minister went there to eat..*(as usual man-he always look at newspaper cutting)..but then this time round, it was quite a disappointment cos its not nice at all as compared to the last prata shop tat he brought me there..lohz..so after tat still ate her fen (kuay tiao) and we were so fulled tat i have to tabao the remaining food for my mum..and the nite was kinda enjoyable though it was just eating and joking session..somewat tat day i felt kinda happy cos he always act cute la..though sometimes abit niang man..


then wed early morning went to collect my txtbk from sch which i intended to sell to earn money..then after which rush off to the company event at expo..wah tat day i felt tat i am reali damn extra sia...cos i am the onli wan with no company attire then i am the odd one out..lohz..this is weird la..and tat day i felt super sian cos there de ppl quite dao..and the endless speech tat they gave reali damn freaking long..4 hrs in total..i almost fall asleep man but i bo bian cant cos my boss was sitting beside me..so have to fake fake to be awake..then after the event ended went off to teach piano


then ytd went off to meet playmate again to have lunch..initally intended tat he have to help me carry those txtbk to bras basah there to sell de, but he say sell there cant earn much which is true, so i decided to sell it online liao..then after tat went off to alexandra there to eat the famous claypot laska..oh man tat laska is reali solid ! so far the best i tried..but after tat i ate liao stomach ache sia cos i think my stomach cant take the hotness of the chilli cos i added lots of chilli..then after which i phscyo him eat hotdog with me at ikea there..then after which travelled to bukit timah starbucks there to study..he study his maths while i study my insurance exam..end up i onli studies 2 pg..lohz cos there reali quite comfortable til i slack all the way..

today its the exam and i haven read even up to 5 pgs..lohz going to make miracles again man..jiayou qm..and playmate leg is going for operation soon in feb..after which he has to stay at home for months liao..sian man he cant come out entertain me le.. ;(

~i have decided to pon the tutorial~

i think i am realli damn sian to do the insurance tutorial tat my company has signed up for me..heck man..anyway i go there also cant understand de..go there just waste my time and effort and transport fees also..lohz..some more so boring ask me to travel so far just to listen their crap..lohz watever man, since ytd they nv take attendance i cant be bothered liao..hopefully my company ppl dun send ppl check on me tat i nv go, if not gi gi man..so i chose to work today to earn money though i reali feel like rotting at home de cos i reali very very tired liao..need to sleep more..later evening time going to meet up playmate and 2 other friends to attend his friend of mine dad's funeral..and today my attire is reali very black cos its not nice to wear colourful stuff in a funeral cos its a disrespect..anyway tml need to attend the company event at expo..darn i wanted to tell them i dun wan go de, but they say cant..wa lao i reali quite sian of this thing liao..everytime need to come here and there..once sch reopen i going to ignore them liao..mabye tonite shall jio them go eat tat thomson prata tat i have been craving for very long..yum yum.. ;)

haiz..the working place is just freaking damn cold man..just now almost fall asleep when i was working halfway cos reali damn sian man the work..so many things to do tat are so rountine..yawns..countdown to 4 hrs more..sian..

~i have the sudden impulse~

xiao long bao that we ate til damn bloated

oh my god so many "balls" man

whee i finally got a clone china iphone..but the bad thing is i cant mute tat phone.as in i think there is no silent mode for this phone..so some sort abit cui la..but then this phone can watch tv..so cool la..eventually i gt pei seh decided to pay him extra $10 cos this phone confirm worth more than $18..so in all i spend $28 on two phone..not bad la..its actually quite worth it liao..then thur went to collect my dad bicycle..wah the pict reali damn deceiving la..i see so nice end up the real bicycle damn cui..but bo bian my dad still buy in the end cos he needs it urgently now..wah i reali swear at the person who stole my dad bicycle tat time la..tat bicyle is reali super worth tat money la..and some more its branded.

fri went out to meet jy..then shop round the whole town area..wah its seirously shoik if u got money to spend there cos the clothes in town is reali super duper nice..but then the price also "nice" also la..of cos ppl like me onli buy in sales cos i felt tat its not worthwhile buying such ex clothes..with tat money i could actually buy alot of set of clothes liao..so i am on the budget line..

sat i was actually idling at home cos super duper bored nothing to do..so end up sleeping the whole day and watching tv the entire nite for hours..wah shoik this kind of lifestyle i like man,..but then after a while i think i will get sick of it..initally intended to study for the insurance exam but looks like another day is gone doing nothing..haha..

sun i was busy cutting fake eyelash cos i bought lots of them but i nv use before cos its too long and i need to cut it before i can wear it..lohz so the whole day was cutting eyelash..at nite ytd 11pm then start taking out my textbk to study..but end up i onli read one pg and i fall asleep..

and today was reali a miracle tat i can get 50-60 marks range for my exams which is out of 100 when i totally duno anything abt tat module and i onli read 3 pg and went for the exam..power man,..i reali duno how did i do it de..cos its reali miracle..somewat my guessing skills is just gd..but then i still fail cos i need mini of 75 marks then can pass..lohz/..so morale of story is to do the past yr paper and memorise how the get the ans then can le ! then today i went for the tutorial class..wa lao damn sian man..i go one hour left liao cos i totally duno wat the heck they talking abt la..this fri exam again..tink will fail again la..anyway i dun intend to pass any of this 3 exams cos if not they will start to pester me again..i shall let them giv up on me if i continue to fail alot of times..

anyway tml going to be a busy day again..lohz..tml nite need to visit funeral..haiz feels kinda upset for him man..take care man..hope i can meet up with some ppl tml..

few days bac i reali kinda in an impulse to tell him the truth..but then i didnt cos i reali duno how to tell him seh..nvm i shall just keep this in my heart then..haiz..