last thur i msged him after his operation then he seems fine cos he still can joke around means he quite ok..then fri stayed in sch til super damn late..11pm then went off the sch cos after class i stayed inside the comp lab for many hours just to listen to one lect and i took 5hrs pus just to listen to one..seriously i damn emo la cos i take super duper long to take down things and understand the concept..then tat nite he came online when i was just abt to go home..then i was like aiya ok la i shall talk to u 5 mins then end up taking for 25 mins like tat before leaving sch..
then after which tat nite after i reached home i realised tat i forgot to do research for my tech comp and since he so free i ask him help me do research..hehe then he say ok..then i can concentrate on my test le..he say he abit pei seh to help me research cos we are doing some pei seh topic on some girls stuff..yeah but i told him can widen ur general knowlege ma..then he nothing to say...
sat i was stonning as usual..did nothing much and i spend lots of time reflecting,..lohz..then i started to tink abt last fri photos..haiz..i hope i can have a chance to congraulate him cos i am reali sincere..i reali hope tat he will be happy after his marriage..and i hope to talk to him after so many yrs..but then how to first break the "wall" tat we created for yrs? he is just in sch everyday but yet for the past 2 yrs plus i nv bump into him before..i onli bump into his LR onli many at times..tat's so sad la..and tat sun i wanted to talk to playmate abt it, but i tink he wont understand de man..so i told him nvm anyway he wont understand one cos he is still "young"..
then sun i started to piah for my test and sun nite i went online to get my project info from playmate..i quite touched he do until so nicely for me in table form..then i kar jiao him say i very touched lei..but i dun reali mean that i am relai very very touched la..but i abit touched onli.. then tat day i wanted to test him out de, and i tink he reali knows tat le just tat he trying to force me to say out the truth but i die die also dun wan lo..wa lao how to say seh..i am a girl lei..he told me" u will/can tell me when u are ready.." wa lao this sentence already implies so obvious tat he knows liao la..but he wan to act blur then i ask him tat if u know something then u dun wan make the person pei seh will u act blur then he say yes..then he say if he say yes i wont tell him wat i wanna say liao rite? then i say yup.. ! so moral of story is can playmate pls say be more auto and dun act blur liao la ! i dun wan to play mind games wif u le..half a yr liao man..its not fun anymore to play guessing games wif u le.. and some more u know liao still act blur !
ytd i pon class to study..sian so guilty and today the test heng was relatively quite ok and some of it is reali alot of stupid qns...lohz tat lecturer is reali weird man cos he sets weird qns...and ytd maril bf came just to find her in sch..wah so nice and sweet..was pretty envy of her..but then the bf abit dao sia..nv talk to me one..and hor vday coming man..this day as usual nothing special to me one..the 2 girls in my clique are busy preparing gifts and surprises for their bf but i super relax cos i gt no bf so nothing to tink abt vday also..i am just looking forward for cny onli..and ytd i finally found my pink and white thingy liao..but this time its double the price due to new yr..sian la but eventualy i still bought la..
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