wah sian leh fri i reached home in the evening totally did nothing..cleared my house cos the hse is just in an entire mess and watch tv..thanks to the mess that dad has created for me man..haiz..then sat i slept the entire day man..cant imagine man..i study 1 hr then sleep 2.5hrs every interval..lohz duno wat's wrong wif me either..seriously duno why i can reali sleep the entire day man..seriously i damn guilty i sleep the entire day when i was supposed to be studying de...and sun my mum was back..i wasnt excited abt her being bac home at all..SERIOUSLY cos the moment she stepped into the hse, she started scolding me..sian lei sometimes i reali wished tat i can move out soon..or rather just married off so that i can no need see her bloody face anymore...cos seriously i duno understand she always like to scold me for nothing..she keep telling my dad tat all my aunts in indo dun like me..fine la ! i nv asked them to like me all along also wat..since they detest me so much i wont appear in indo again la..anyway u tink i reali like going indo meh..if not for my phone and the cheap air ticket i would nv go there la..anyway since i cant pleased them in anyway just be it..i am just who i am, if u dun like me then just leave me alone ! stop saying this and tat and fann me ! this is just super irrirating..seriously i just cant get into those indo culture..they keep saying i am unfilial and watever shit, seriously i dun give a damn la..u can say watever u wan, i cant be bothered cos i have better things to do than getting angry over these irritating ppl...and my mum is equally same as them..seriously why is she just so damn childish..fancy hiding the food away when i ate one of her bao and the reason she gave was becos i didnt fetch her from airport to carry her stuff so these food is she carry de, so i cant eat..seriously WATEVER man...i tink her thinking is just so childish and she say i nv washed her clothes so she hided her food away so tat i cant eat..WATEVER la, if u dun let me eat then dun eat lo...its not as if i no money to buy to eat..its just tat i am sick of the biscuits tat i bought for wks..
this wk is gonna killing me man..so many things to do and i can hardly breathe..i am just damn stress now..test so much to study and presentation and singing..hai !!!!!!!! i wished i got movitation and encouragement man.. ;(
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