Thursday, May 13, 2010

~my feelings arent that much for him actually~

today went to sign the contract for singtel job in the morning, then noon met up wif ly to have lunch but he suddenly got lesson last min so bo bian the lunch was cut short at the sci canteen..and can who recommend me the avogrado drink isnt tat nice afterall man..its not worth the price i am paying..lohz..then while waiting for him to finish lesson, i stayed in the toilet for 45 mins just to brush my teeth reali throughly clean cos if not i will fail the test,..thanks god, i pass the 1st round of the test..so he told me today tat i have to remove my 2 wisdom tooth cos its causing my the decay in my teeth...i abit sian when i heard i need to remove the wisdom tooth cos i dun intend to remove up til i am old..but he is charging $50 for each wisdom tooth nia, cos i am his 2nd gunine pig cos he onli did once for other patient nia..so yeah duno if i should take the risk or not..cos i abit scared lei..and he told me if i wan to do, then it will be on 11july -15july tat wk and tat wk is my trip to sichuan lei..like tat how to go liao..cos if not i have to pay $1000+ just to remove wisdom tooth outside when he do just $100 for 2 wisdom tooth...wat i scared of is its gonna be damn pain cos my bro remove all 4 at one go and his face swell like some goldfish man..and he still said tat i need braces..haiz but i reali dun like wearing braces cos its ugly and painful..and its ard $2000+...if i going to spend $2000+ i can spend on travelling liao..lohz..but mum keep asking me to do braces and he also !!!!!! he keep saying "u have got a nice smile..after do braces sure even nicer.." lohz tat's not the point..my point is its painful and ugly and the money issue..

hmmm somewat today i met up wif him and i realised i dun reali like him tat much ah cos i do feel abit of gap between us..although i still idolised him and are memerized by him, but then somewat today the feel isnt tat great ah, duno why and i saw his friends...tat ger whom she has rumored wif him somewat looks not bad looking..but then i duno why his friends keep looking at me man..is it i overdress or just they are wondering why i seems so friend friend wif him when we arent tat close except during appt..

haiz and hor why i always so suay always get so many jobs offer and its so last min and at the same timing when i already sign the singtel contract !!!!!! the sentosa resort HR Called and asked me to go for interview tml..i tink i am going for the interview though i already have sign the singtel contact, cos i wanna see who's pay is higher and i shall decided..haiz i reali hate to make choices esp when it concerns to giving up jobs cos i feel damn guilty if i last min pang seh the agent...

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