Monday, February 14, 2011

~sometimes i wonder...~

today my company finally assign someone to bring me for a tour ard the manufacturing plant..wa lao i have really zhuo bo for one month liao doing useless things ( being a translator for them) ..now then finally ask ppl bring me ard for tour to hv a better understand of the company..sian leh..then after the touring session then no one entertain me liao..they ask me go bac office then i sit down there nothing to do..worst case is there is no internet for me, so totally bored max la..wah i seriously hate the working life here man..i cant even understand and talk to my colleague well cos gt language barrier..most of the time i couldnt understand their chinese cos its too chime for me to understand.so many at times i am the one stopping the convo first cos i cant find anything to talk to them cos most of them are married..i sick of talking abt kids and stuff like tat cos i am not married at all.

and today is vday.as usual i expected my room mate to stay at home after dinner..well this is nothing unusual.afterall i understand tat all the 3 of them have their own bf and gf, so its natural tat they wanna webcam their gf and bf on this special occasion..so i am the onli one left in the hse nothing to do..well, for such a suituation, i feel kinda sian cos everyone in the hse is occupied wif something to do, but i am totally damn sian nothing to keep me occupied..there is no tv shows.laptop nothing to surf much also..surf here and there also the same thing.lucky the other household ppl jio me if i wanna sing k or nt..then i say i anything although cos i like staying at home doing nothing.moreover i dun hv commitments to make.so no point stay at home also..so endedup my vday i join them sing k.it was quite entertaining though to hear them sing.at least come out of hse nt so bored..got ppl to entertain me..but i was kinda mindful over this guy who commented on me..actually he is the 3rd guy who say tat i am an ah lian..i duno why also leh..so i ask him is it the hair or wat? cos i sec sch got ppl say i talk like an ah lian too.duno lah..i also dun like to giv ppl the ah lian feeling.like very bad impression like tat..anw talking abt tat, i really tink tat its best i stayed single man, cos i went for some fortune reading in beijing, then ended up the person say i will meet alot of obstacles during my marriage and my nxt generation will hv alot of problems..wa when i heard them i damn sian alrdy..lik tat i might well dun marry, stay single suan le..anw i cant find any guy as gd as my ex..hard to make me fall in love again..and those guys i eye candied before, actually i dun really feel for them.i guess i am just attracted to their looks, not their personality.in fact the one that i am looking for is character, nt looks..if i can find someone who has 70%of my ex personality i would be more than willing to try things out.but sadly i haven met anyone of this kind yet.

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