past few days have been out eating wif dearest.actually i like brunch kinda alot.the thick thick egg and sausage..i miss the previously brunch we ate previously ! but anw last wk kind of mark the last wk of sch, all lessons has ended and gonna prepare for the final last exam..yes this is the final lapse of exams that i am going to go through and after which going to bid go bye to exams and tests for life ! but the nxt question is without any studies anymore how will my life revolve now as i have been studying since young.. honestly i duno too.i think i will be super duper free..or perhaps i will find new activities to do now since i will get bored easily doing nothing.thinking bac actually why i am always that busy is becos studies take up practically 90% of my life, that's why now after graduating from sch, i needa find new things to do.like i always say i cant be studying forever !
this few wks will be a hectic wk chiong-ing all the online lects.and probably by mid this wk, i will get done wif all the lectures and concentrate on studying for the final exams le.
on top of that, this wk i will be 25th liao.and my 8th month with my dear.honestly speaking i feels nothing to be special abt being 25 this yr.i still dun feel old and pressurized by the marriage age..i guess all these i will only think in 3-4 yrs time when i have enough $$$. or maybe i am now in a sch environment, totally dun feel pressurized by external environment.i guess perhaps once i start working, i will start feeling the pressure of a real world.
if you ask me what's my bday wish for my 25th this yr.i really do have a wish this yr.and i shall keep it a secret cos my 24th bday wish really came true when i was in sz.. ;) i just hope this yr it will be the same too cos this wish is impt to me.
past few days i have been thinking certain things.sometimes i do feel very lonely, not sure why..perhaps circle of friends very small ba.but i dun wan to be too nian towards bf either cos he do have his own group of friends.sometimes just miss the wonderful days that i spend with my close friends.afterall all after graduating from sch, everything changed as everybody will have different things to do in life, rather than in the past, everyone came sch for a common purpose: that is to study! i miss the overseas GIP life too.although i am staying in this far island far from singapore.. i miss the days when we stay together at one's house to chill and watch movie together.sometimes just taking turns to cook for different household.These are the memories that cant be forgotton.
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