Sunday, December 02, 2012

~what happen to my eyes :( kinda depressed ;( ~

this whole wk was shopping week..shop like crazy..bought blazer, pants, tops..but all of them are real cheap so dun buy a bit wasted ya..and cant believe i bought branded pouch for christmas gifts..kay la its really nice and quite ok as a gift so just buy lo..but then very sian diao cos the person that i manage to pick dao is a guy ! not a girl ! totally zzz lo..

then wed was alrdy very happy planning to take MC the next day ( thur ) but in the end it failed cos my BD manager suddenly ask me on that day if i will join him for the networking event at MBS..then wat can i say man, i cant possibly say" sorry i cant make it cos i on MC ;( " then i bo bian say ok i will be there tmr ...so i totally damn sian liao lo cos whenever i wanted to take MC it always failed.. i cant let it to waste since my colleagues always misuse MC since they a bit jiu MC Liao..but i nv use it at all lo..must at least use it once in this yr.

thur was damn busy for me..had to finish clearing my email as fast as possible plus the boss indirectly say me that i upload job on the career portal was very slow and they pay alot of money on that portal..so bo bian i upload some to show the boss what he wants..seriously uploading those jobs really very time consuming man..not that i dun wan to upload it often, but once i upload those jobs, i dun have the time to headhunt for ppl..so would you want me to headhunt ppl or would u wan me to upload jobs ??

After i went for the networking wif them..true indeed that i get a better understanding after going for the networking..But the worst thing has happened to me on that day.. Duno why out of the sudden my eyes were suddenly damn pain and its really no reason damn pain..ever since that day i couldnt see clearly..vision gets blur suddenly for my left eye when i was walking halfway..after that i get very bad headache following the blurred vision..yes, i felt very terrible cos i am afraid something could happen to my eyes ;(


fri i turned up for work feeling very tired cos i was really shagged liao..so many emails and positions piling up duno where should i start from..kinda stress..but the eyes really cant take it..it was so pain tt i could hardly open my eyes for 10 mins.. so bo bian ended up i requested my supervisor if i can do visit the doctor or not to check if something is wrong wif my eyes..after visiting the doctor i was bloody pissed off cos my eyes were really sick liao and he dun wan giv me MC. He say that my eyes are due to dryness and after applying eye drops would be fine..that bloody doc so impatient and nv even look into my eyes carefully to check..all he did was just issue me eye drops..so bloody angry cos i am not faking to be sick but the doctor thought so..i suspect it was sore eyes at tt time, but i wasnt sure. so sat when i was shopping at the blogshop festival, my eyes got sudden blurry images also..so i decided to see a doc since morning that time my vision was pretty ok..But the headache was real terrible so decided to visit another doc this time round.. The doctor couldnt check out wat's wrong wif the eyes also..blurred vision plus headache after tt is really something wrong. that time 2 months ago when i had sore eyes wasnt that bad..at least not headache after tt..tat's why he wrote a letter and reffered me to SGH..hopefully tmr nothing bad will happen after the check up wif the eye specialist..

i am really damn scared ;( cos eyes is something that cant play play with..and weekends my mood was really bad cos i was feeling partly depressed and pek chek.. really gonna pray hard tmr ;(





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