chinese new yr was different this yr cos went to dear house for visiting. Personally for myself chinese new yr is a period for me to recharge and nuah at home. but not bad at least got some ang bao get for my allowances. and things happen very fast this chinese new yr. Bro gf came from sydney but mum dun like her cos she was dark. Its really a lame reason but yes that was the reason she gave ! She say next time the kid come out will sure have very ugly dark skin. this is so lame. I feel as long as the couple is happy then why bother so much. sometimes i feel that she is really superficial man.
new yr eve went chinatown and it was pretty great getting all the cheap deals for the last day ! mochi and cny cookies i all get it at very cheap prices. meanwhile for chinese new yr apart for day 1 of visiting, i am very much doing nothing. ;( i have send a couple of CVs and didnt get much response. feel really demoralised and sad in fact.. last sun went like near to 30 CVs and only one called me today to ask me to come for interview and honestly speaking i have no confidence in going for that interview because i have no experience at all and the job description says that they need someone with 4 yrs experience. so seriously calling me for an interview is it kidding me or they are just desperate?? i duno but i am feeling really demoralised now. switching line is tough especially when i have not much of experience. but neither do i want to stay on in my previous job when i am really unhappy with my work. Its not what i used to do in the past. the management has gradually change your job scope without your agreement and honestly i do not like what i did previously thats why resign. If i could have stayed on perhaps i could have earn another 10K? so having to nuah for that long indeed i do lost quite alot of income. but nevertheless my good friend and bf told me one thing. patience is the key to success. I hope this quote really makes sense and hopefully i get a job soon. went for 4 interviews liao and all no news yet. 1 still pending though i dare not give too much high hopes. next week i am going for my 5th interview liao ;( sometimes i really think did i really ask for too much? honestly speaking i dun think i am asking that much considering its market rate but one problem that i faced was the market now hiring alot of diplomas and of cos as a company i would choose to hire a diploma rather than a degree because they are cheaper and anyway they are going to train the people also. So right now i am really facing that problem. ;( either degree qualifications too senior for me or the opening is just for diplomas. ;( Man when can i get a job ;( i am not in need of money though but i do not wish to get unemployed for too long neither cos it reflects bad on my CV.
i hope next week will be a better week and i look forward to valentine day ! whee :)
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