My mum nowadays seems like is less strict with me..nowadays shenever I tell her tat I want to go out, she didn’t sae anything, instead so far this yr, she let me go out whenever I sae I want to go out..this is suprising cos its not like her..somehow I feel she suddenly so gd is becos this yr my results quite satsifactory..maybe gd results equals to can go out..ya, I will study hard for next yr so tat at least I get gd grades then she wont bother me and wash her hand off me..
Yh was asking me so random qns abt whether will I like pw eye’s candy (eg)my ans is of cos no, becos first thing there isn’t sort of attraction and chemistry between us..without all these liking for the other party couldn’t preceed on..actually I never thought seriously whether will I like younger guys or not..haha..this Christmas reali hope can spend wonderful time with my pri gd friend and her “strangers friends”..every week there will be ppl to ask me wether I want to go church or not, then I hear until veri sian…anyway this time I decided to turn up becos its at a different church…maybe this church will give me another different experience..another reason is tat I never see her for half a yr le, maybe should come out to chat and talk abt out troubles..i have been staying veri late on every wed cos I am watching some “knowledge shows” on sex..haha..this program doesn’t provide me much knowledge cos they sae things veri superficial and they also never demonstrate of cos I dun understand wat they trying to sae..maybe tat program is meant for adults, not meant to be watched by kids..i always chey after the program cos its reali chey and nothing much..last time, they still ask me to buy those dirty VCD to watch, but I dun dare and I dun wan, i rather go movie to watch once I reach 21..tat would be a wiser choice..haha..
Actually I felt tat Christmas and V day is a nice, sweet and romantic days for couples..it would be nice to spend the day with someone u like..provided there musnt be any ppl to disturb them..actually this yr, I hope can spend Christmas at marina bay or the mount faber there, or somewhere near the merlion statue, then with fireworks on, then tat would just brighten the whole atmosphere..this yr did happen lots of unhappy things and happy things also..but comparing the weightage, unhappy things outweigh happy things..sigh~~~it seems like I also duno wat to do now, I just have to wait and see how..next yr will be a veri tough yr for me, I need to work extra hard..duno if I got the will to strive tat long or not..it would be nice and gd to have someone to encourage and motivate me to study..then at least I wont slack so much..time spent on comp also need to reduce liao cis dun think got so much time to do bo liao things on net liao, which I always do..hai~~
This few days do hw until crazy sia..reali veri sian leh..
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