Thursday, September 21, 2006

~worried me~

seriously i am super worried now..my maths is like shit, even the basic also forgot how to do..like tat how to pass?????and i have so many things to do yet i always sleep veri early when i came home so late..how how??reali feel like not coming to sch cos i need to give for time for myself to do my tys, at least finish one round..what should i do??i am lost!!!! dad talks to me and kept telling me to ask ppl to tutor me if possible but not tat i dun wan, i wan to do more practice for myself..A Levels is just like 40 days more..not exactly tat long if asked..i got a feeling tat i will fail my gp in A Levels too cos i hardly pass my gp, onli once in a blue moon then can pass..and it seems tat my chem teacher do know tat i am veri blur cos she kept asking me if i understand..but i told her yes cos if not if she were to explain alot of time to me then she will get angry and i will be scared..spm was quite fierce too..i am scared of asking him too cos he quite fierce at times and if i duno then he will get angry..
i seems to be veri awake when i saw idol 2..haha..why arh???this is weird...anyway both of us admired him too..i realised tat i like older guys, tat is something tat i just reaslied not long ago cos during sec sch, never thought of it but i guess it is..haha..
week ahead is more and more busy...argh!!!! sian!!!!

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