yesterday had a dream abt him telling me tat i should move on in life..cant reali rmb wat's the dream was abt, but its something like tat..i guess this is something tat he wish to convey to me too..after the dream, i woke up immediately but couldnt reali recall anything..all i believe is tat every dream tat i dreamt abt will always come true.all i hope is tat everything for him will be fine..wonder when will i ever get to see a lr again..??
in 1.5 months time, i will be graduating le..being in this sch for 3 yrs somehow make me a better person..though in the beginning i reali dislike this sch veri much becos everything is so dead in this sch, including its atmosphere, compared to other jcs..however, this sch make me feel tat everyone is part of the big family, which is something tat i never experience in jj or perhaps during jj, i could reali click along with my class gers becos they are all from top schs..dun reali want to make friends with neighbouring schs like me..this sch has made me learned tat we need to face our setbacks bravely and pick up from where we fall..though i took 3 yrs to complete my A levels, but i am still grateful to the sch for retainning mebecos at least i learned something from my setbacks which other might not probably understand becos they have not experienced or gone through it.
yup, for the time being, cherish the last 1.5 months with our friends cos after which u will miss sch like mad..and yup, i onli got 1.5 months to see my 2 idols, after which wont be able to see them again..hardly get to see idol 2, onli once in a blue moon then i get to see him..whereas idol 1 always get to see him but not much interaction too..and i am not sure if the rumor abt him is it true or not..
holiday didnt reali do much of things..i could sit there for the whole day yet did nothing..duno wat i am thinking also, but i guess i reali need to be more focused and discipline so tat more things can be done each day..my dream is to go NTU..saying is easy but whether u can achieve it is still a thing..nevertheless, the next 2 months is reali crucial, its reali determines ur future road to sucess and how u want to pave out ur future..
i realised something lately..and tat is i have neglected one of my friend..it seems tat XXX wants to find someone to talk to, but i hardly got time to talk to XXX, so sorry..anyway after my A Levels, i will find time for XXX..
why do i find tat coming to sch is such a chore..yes, indeed it is cos i live super far, coming to the north is like so sian and tiring to me when i live in the extreme west..life is so sian man..
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