~i saw tse hao!~

how times flies..i have zhuo bo for almost a month le..the argument between my mum and my piano teacher is never ending.now, she is demanding my paino teacher to allow me to take my exams during july which even i myself also think i canot make it.but both my parents just dun wan to listen to me, they kept thinking tat my teacher wan to earn more money just by dragging time..atcually i duno if my teacher has this mentality, but for certain, i have no confidence to fight this battle..perhaps giving me another yr to prepare will have a higher chance to pass..mum always complain tat since now there is no sch u should be able to practise alot but tge problem is i dun like playing piano and i have no passion for tat..seriously asking me to play piano for long hours relai make me switched off..
I am also abit sick of shopping.tues went to orchard with wee ping they all..yup, quite a boring trip.with no money reali makesshopping sian cos even though u might like it but no money to buy.wed suddenly I was offered with 2 jobs.The flourist shop and the hotel job.i was confused ast the moment which job should I go for.The flourist shop seems ok but lesser pay and my hands were crumpled due to long hours of contact with water.The hotel job is fussy abt the dressing and attire.they sae females need to wear stockings and wear light make up.When I heard tat I abit sian diao cos this job veri mafan and the make up need to put blusher and all those makeup stuff which I dun like.lips are still alright cos tat one veri fast one.hai~it seems tat working in hotel reali not easy.and their attitude towards employees reali veri bad.they shout at ppl and scold pppl like nobody business.i still think sch is better.working is worst than schooling.u kept doing the same stuff again and again until I am reali sick of it.now I know how to do bouquet wrapping of flowers but standard wise still lousy, cos afterall I onli learn for 2 days onli.after the 2 weeks of training will be transferred to IMM to work in the flourist work le.i hope I will be the one doing the admin work and taking orders cos I am reali lousy at wrapping bouquet.moreover I am a science student,sci student are usually bad at handicrafts.the ppl there seems ok but I was reali puzzled when we have to call those aunties by their names, but I am reali not used to it, I always like to call them aunite leh.they sae since we are collegue, then should call them by name, by somehow I think its weird and rude.
Yup, also went to watch eragon with my brother since we have free tickets.i was quite surprised when he ask me to watch with him becos he could have ask his friend instead.actually I dun reali like watching movie, but since the tickets are free, then ok loh.if ask me to spend my money on movie, then I wouldn’t wan cos I think it’s a waste of money, rather spend it on food, clothes and accessories.in short I rather spend money on practical things lah.the show was nice as said by him as said by him.as for me, I had no comment cos wasn’t reali watching.was busy messaging away with cm abt the job thingy.moreover I dun reali fantasy those type of movie, would prefer would ghost movie ba.think it would be more interesting and scary.yup, on the same day when we went for the interview, I walk past a pub, so I was curious how it looks like and the environment, so I stand outside the pub.the pub looks reali dark inside, cant reali see much but I onli saw 1 guy drinking.beside it is a toilet.so I went in there since I wanted to pee.sucks loh, the toilet stinks of smoke and those “bad gers” climb onto the basin to makeup.aiya one word to describe them, that’s is vian.most of them are not Singapore.there are some Indonesian and some from other country.but some of them reali pretty but some of them reali ugly.anyway I was reali scared when I went in there, scared they would beat me up so I faster went out of toilet the moment I finish my peeing.anyway dun understand how can SHE actually work in tat environment, if give me lots of money, I also wouldn’t wan.
On my first day of work which was thur, saw tse hao when I was taking the train and he just happen to come out of train.we chatted for a while even though I am already know I am late for work.he said I was just lucky enough cos he just came bac the day before.yup,he is a graduate student now.but haha, he still look ah beng, dun look like a graduate student at all, but he indeed became slimmer as compared to the last time I last seen him.he said my looks changed a lot, haha, did I ?maybe he didn’t see before I let down hair, tat’s why he said I look different ba.and he said I became more “Hiao”(some dilect language).duno wat it means, but I am thinking isit vain or is he trying to sae I trying to seduce guys or wat.but tat day I just wore a normal jeans and t-shirt, wasn’t tat seductive at all loh.its my prom nite dress tat is reali seductive.anyway I gave him tat look.but wasn’t angry wit wat he said.i was just joking with him.actually I reali duno wat it means, but I am used to it liao, he always like to sae me until veri mean, as if I de zui him like tat.seriously I hope there will be a gathering for the mm ppl..reali miss the times togther.i duno if my heart still miss him or not.probably if there is a gathering then maybe I will know wat’s the ans.tse hao did ask abt us and he is just reali slow tat we are no longer togther.he did ask abt the reason but his friend suddenly called and eventually didnt tell him.yup, anyway it’s the past le, no pt mentioning up again when it is not possible to happen again.some things are best left in the heart unsaid.moreover, he is veri happy with her, dun wan to mess things up cos I know he veri big mouth one, confirm will ask him for the reason.
There is this show”triumph in the skies” which I think is reali nice, esp I am starting to idolized francis ng, the main actor in tat show.think he last time veri zuai , but this show he show the different side of him.aiya duno how to sae, but I just like him.the show did talk abt him and a ger being together.initally the ger tried veri hard to “Jio” him and yes she managed to moved and touched his feelings.the guy initially said he dun wan cos becos of the large age differences, but the ger wouldn’t mind as long as we can be togther.she wouldn’t care abt the incompetitble look with him.yup, but later in the show, many things started to surface out.their way of thinking are just totally different and the ger was kinda disappointed when things didn’t turn out as expected.somehow I think this show did resemble slightly part of my past relationship, so I was reali keen to watch tat show cos I wan to know wat’s the ending.i learn something from the show and it is if a couple wan to be foster closer relationship, can probably go for holiday or camping.actually i wouldn’t mind even though I know I might need to suffer during camping but it’s the process tat is enjoyable.i wanted to watch sunrise since last time but never have the chance cos my parents dun allow me to stay overnite outside.actually between a couple, wat u do doesn’t matter, as long as u can be together..haha.tat’s just my opinion on it.