~i am busy nowadays~

last mon (18/12), i pon work since i reali tired of working everyday but i didnt tell my manager the real reason why i didnt turn up for work, just told her tat i got something on.seriously nuahing once a while reali feel shiok..working everyday from morning to nite reali make me veri tired, moreover its so far from my house.last wed also took half day leave cos mum found a new paino teacher and she is going to test me out whether am i capable fo taking the exam this july..yup, she is quite pretty considering she dun put any make up..also, think she looks reali sweet and she is the most chio teacher tat i ever have,i think she got went overseas for futher studies cos she got tat slang and i like her slang veri much..wonder when can i speak so gd eng like hers..haha..i am trying to learn well my spoken eng now as i speak..anyway thur feel reali bad for not going to the bbq cos last min i rmb i got training for the hotel, when i promised tat u wukk go for the bbq b4 he leaves singapore.so overall the training was alright, not as bad as i think..seriously i think its not easy to work as waitress cos they are veri particular abt how we place the utensils and all those and i was reali shock when theys sae tat the golden plate cos $65 each and i was reali impressed with the spoon and chocksticks cos they are quite heavy and they sae its plated with some metal.the trainer, christ mention somethings tat i must agree..he siad tat work is veri different from studying..the paper qualifications just show tat we have gone through the hardship..when it comes to work, everything starts from ratch..my brother kind of dislike him cos he feels tat he is a bootlicker..yup, i do agree with him and i think he is a veri alert and manulative person, someone who is veri smart and cant be fool around with..he also said tat in this world, its abt acting and how well u act..yup, wat he said is veri true in this society..tat day i was kind of switch off cos after work have to go..duno why those unimpt things did go inside my brain, but not the impt stuff tat i need to take note.but i am quite worried abt this job cos wat he sae is one thing but can u actually carried out wat is required is one thing.there is no trial seesion for u to practise, so i was kind of scared of making mistakes and getting scolded for ruining the hotel reputation.during tat nite went to their canteen to "take" some food..food want tat bad.i ate lots of their ice cream and lots of packet of yogurt..ended up feeling bloated cos tat nite ate nothing for dinner except lots of ice cream and yogurt..haha..
fri was a reali tiring day cos learn how to detorn roses..put in alot of strength to detorn roses, tat's why so tired..kay, there is this particular unknown guy who msg me and ask me how's my weekend..i was like huh?cos i was wondering who was it so i replied bac.so he intro himself but i still duno who he is until he told me tat he is the one tat i did survey for him.he asked if i still rmb him and i was think of cos i rmb him cos he veri irritating and keep pestering me and asking me qns which are unrelater to the survey,he said he wanted to make friend with me but i ignore his msg cos i find him disgusting , nerdy on the whole.just too bad loh, i just dun wan to make friend with strangers n the streets..i was kind og not happy with him cos how can u msg ppl's no without their consent.i did it out of kindness to do the survey for him cos i know doing survey veri chiam.i learn my lesson tat day and its never give unknown strangers your real no..
sat initally need to work but i told manager tat i canot make it cos wanted to go shopping becos there is warehouse mango sale, so she asked me to work at imm on sun, which was christmas eve..wanted to celebrate with yg, yh they all but since i work until veri late, we had to cancel the celebration..i realised tat after i work, spend quite a lot of money on clothes.in 2 days spent like $65 just on clothes and a bottle of leave on conditioner and a bottle of hair mud.tat's not like the usual past qm who dun spend tat much on money.
anyway sun was a bad experience at imm outlet.i think i create more trouble for her instead of helping her out..during busy timeing, i couldnt help her at all cos i know nothing abt the price of the things and watever customers ask me abt anything i also duno..and the worst case whenever every customer walk into the shop, all of them approach me instead of auntie poey..i was thinking, dun ask me cos i am just first day at work and i know nothing.hai~i was relai stress up cos she is just reali busy but i just cant help her in any way.all i can did for her is to entertain the customer and ask them wat they wan..i am especially scared when i deal with money cos i am afraid i will make mistake and give ppl the wrong money.i u keep praying tat customers dun pay by nets and mastercard cos i duno how to operate the machine and i reali make a mess out of it..there is this particular group of factory workers who came there and ended up they taught me step by step how to use the machine..everything was just veri funny cos i told them i was just first day at work at imm, so they sae dun stresss me tat much.there is this another customer and i dun understand he kept looking and smiling at me..i think he is crazy but i must agree he is friendly but i think he is not some gd guy also cos he sent flowers to a KTV pub but dun wan his name to be revealed..i also met up with another fussy customer,..he is just veri picky lah and auntie poey was kind of unhappy with him cos he is like not respecting her like tat..yup, i understand he wans the best for his gf, but shouldnt he change his character??tat day reali feel like i slack alot cos i did nothing but talk alot, yet getting paid at the sane time..kind of feeling abit bad.
christmas which was mon had gathering with my family members from my father side cos one of the daugther getting married on jan 7..the gathering was quite bored.we dun reali talk to them cos like i said b4 we are not in gd terms with one another and the family dispute have yet to resolved.seriously i duno alot of ppl there but yet most of them said they know me cos when i was young i take care of me..haha, some of them sae i pretty and my looks totally changed but i dun think so leh.still look the same as before..my father younger brother saw us and i overheard him saying tat we have grown up so big le..my dad didnt talk to him at all and they kind of pretend they duno each other..duno when will they will talk again..sigh..actually he is not reali tat bad person cos young tat time he is quite gd to us..i see him now like veri tired and looking reali in a bad condition..i got look at him but he never dare to look straight into my eyes..why arh?he is feeling guilty for wat he did? i duno..sigh..
at the workplace, got closer with janet, sharlyn and sharon they all..shuan are quitting cos of the low pay..yup, me, sharlyn and janet are quittin soon once we found another job cos we are reali unhappy with the pay..wa lao lunch time also must cut pay..we are already earning veri little le and still wan to cut pay for lunch time..i am reali veri unhappy with it cos where got ppl like tat de cos most companies dun cut pay for lunch time..u cant expect us to dun eat and work for 8hrs rite..i think this policy is ridiculous..and this place is kind of complicated..there are alot of backstabbers..they talk behind ppl's bac, duno if they got talk abt me, if they do then let them be..i dun like tat rosy cos she is veri blunt when she talk to ppl and she like to boss ppl ard just becos she is older than us and bully young ppl like us..seriously i will miss ppl there like sharon and mei jin cos they taught me lots of stuff and i still wan to learn more from them but next week i am tranferred to imm already..sharon is reali a nice person and i feel tat she can be a designer cos she got lots of talents..seriously i will gonna miss them..hai~~~
kay, fri nite when for a job interview with sharlyn..haha, it was a funny interview instead cos the moment i stepped into the room with sharlyn then i was so shocked to see the manager so young and he is exactly the same age as me..he said:"both of u all are young..hmm.."so i asked bac, u are also never young also, so how old are u??aiya everything just seems veri funny and we keep laughing away when this is an interview cos we think we are more like talking to peers rather than a manager whom i like should be someone like 30 plus yrs old..haha, i think he looks quite gd arh..but i think he got low qualifiations..actually have a reali nice time chatting with him cos everything was like just veri funny when he sae he is the manager..eventually me and sharlyn have decided not to take up this job cos canot relai earn much though its flexible working hours..the commision is low and there is no basic pay..so wat if we cant sell anything then how rite??haha,we sae we are veri slack cos we are looking for jobs and yet we still wan to go shopping after tat, which reali wat, last day of sale le so cant spare him anytime for more talking.he was reali nice to send us to the lift as he is the manager leh, haha, suddenly feel so hornoured..