~super stress now~

hai~all i can say now is i am super stress and lost now cos it seems tat all the lectures tat i go for are quite useless...lecturers like to talk to themselves or some just read out straight from the power point slides which i find tat even everyone tat do tat la.lohz..today the life sci lecturer i am just sitting inside the lecture hall day dreaming cos i relai duno wat the heck is the lecturer talking abt cos i dun have any biology background and she assumes tat everyone has jc biology background.however, not i am the one zhuo bo-ing la..at least some of my friends still feel tat..i have decided to choing textbks liao.at least maybe i can understand somethings rather than not knowing anything.seriously uni is reali lots of independent learning and all the learning is usually done by u,..in fact i doubt lectures can learn anything man..=( know i finally know why so many ppl like to pon lectures in uni..so i see.perhaps u will see me pon-ing lectures soon./and i reali hate my grp ppl taking their own sweet time to walk from one place to another place and wasting so much time when those time can be used to study..seriously i reali think tat they have no sense of urgency man..wait til exams come near man, they will know how's it like to piah like shit.i am not going to follow them man.cos this is not going to work on me..and i reali dislike uni style of learning cos everything is online.yeah, i am not those IT ppl, so i dun like reading and doing stuff online.anyway i gonna have a long weekend ahead man..tml no sch til mon..yeah, i seriously think i need to mugged my work liao cos if not my studies sure gone case.hai~stress~ i reali dun wan to be like in JC ta bao again cos this has left an impact on me ever since now.since i am not those smart type, i shall be the studious type then..