my mind is finally cleared..thanks god!! cos for the past few days, my mind is really luan and fann..too occupied with thinking many rubbish things til i cant really stay focus on doing my homework, so didnt really end up doing anything at the end of the day..practically i am just stoning away and mind wondering away thinking of many issues that is going on in my mind.finally i have gotton an ans le..then i dun need to think so much le..i hate to guess so much cos it really distracts me from doing my homework..but i must say i still need time to get over it..afterall i am not a super women, need some time to recover.haiz~~
i am really feeling guilty now cos i haven touch anything much on sch work and half the holiday is already gone ;( ...this is bad..and my brother is coming bac today..initally wanted to go airport pick him up de, but i am realli too busy with sch work le and tonite i need to attend's ben bday celebration, which means half day gone ! sian..then weekends got so many activities ongoing too !! duno if i should turn up cos i have lots of factors in considerations in my mind. to go or not to go? tat's my qn..haiz~i reali bu zhi dao !! this is so fann ! my heart VS logic is fanning me too much..how can i get away from this ??? haiz~~
my stand for now is dun wan anything crap and rubbish now.yes, i shall be firm for now cos i onli believe in myself now, no one else ! any ongoing rubbish i shall stop and just close one eye..nothing else from now.i think i always too soft hearted le, tat's why i always....haiz~~never mind...
gonna got my lab report now.sian, this is damn sian..so many things to do..
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