Wednesday, July 29, 2009

~haiz i seriously duno wat i wan..~

mon after work initally wanted to go eat char khay tiao with eye candy de at gim moh since its near our working location..but then tat stupid stall close freaking early la..so end up wasted our effort walk so far..so later we walked all the way to the holland bus stop 2 to eat..wanted to eat my favourite bee hoon de, but then it was closed ! zzz then eye candy felt abit disappointed cos ended up he has to eat something tat was not nice and it cost $4..so ex yet not much ingredient at all..after which i proceeded to melody's house to teach her piano..and her maid gave me 2 chicken wings cos she said she fried alot..hmm..tat 2 chicken wings taste reali yummy..haha..

and tues i was out to NTU..initally wanted to photocopy my lecture notes de.but then later didnt print at all cos i went to surf net instead..jialat..then evening met up with him to ecp..tat day we took a 2 hr bus ride and its freaking long la..but this time we didnt lost our way but the suay thing is tat i bang into a big size ger cos i cant see at nite so i fell off the bicycle and my cui slipper finally spoiled..all thanks to the impact of tat big size ger..so bo bian he lend me his new urban male slipper though its was kinda too big for me to wear, but bo bian tat's the best i can do at tat situtation..then he has no choice but to wear his cui gym's shoes (with one big hole)..heng he got bring extra shoe tat day if not i seriously duno how to get home man..seriously its tat bad man and the bad thing is tat there are no shoe shop at all..tat's makes things worst...and the bad thing was we came to rent the bike too late cos i wanted to eat dinner first then we dun have tat free 1 hr le..so abit bo hua..but then nvm la, next time i know le lo.

tat day i was kinda pissed with my mum cos she went to call my workplace and somehow got tat agent no..she was trying to check on me if i was working tat day..and tat agent told her i am not..so bo bian i have to lie my way through and keep on insisting tat i am helping my friend to take over the shift tat's why the schdule says tat i am not working tat day..anyway i duno she believes or not..but i shall heck la..and tat day as usual she lock me outside the house..i almost have to sleep outside the door le, but heng my dad got open the door after i called the house many many times..wa lao this women is damn bloody crazy man..i seriously duno where i have offended her man..always want to make life difficult for me..my dad is trying to help me make things better between us, but then i feel tat its no use de la..i dun see the point of making a show for her..cos i seriously i cant bothered..she dun like me then tat's her problem...i am leaving this house once i got the finiacial capabilities..yes its kinda sad also la cos i always envy my friends' mum cos i feel tat they have such a gd and caring mum but why is my mum like this?? she even once call the police for nothing just becos we quarrel over something..i seriously think she is very crazy man..maybe leaving spore like my brother is gd man..at least there will be less tension between us and she can enjoy the peace and i can enjoy my peace too..

and tat day i duno why i felt tat maybe he is not reali someone i like after knowing him better..or maybe i call term it as a fling or crush ba..cos somewat i felt tat though he is 2 yrs older than me, his mindset is somewat still not very matured as compared to ace..cos tat day he was nagging me tat i shouldnt lie to my mum and this and tat..but sometimes telling gd lies is to prevent my mum from stalking me too much cos i seriously dun like tat feeling..everywhere i go also need to report..and eye candy was teaching me how to lie..aiya duno la i just feel he is just someone tat dun reali suit the guy character tat i am looking for,..and i admit i was attracted to him cos of his nice dress sense and sports looks also..but now thinking bac i think i would prefer someone who is more matured..alrights i shall see how it goes then..and he has no rxn when he sees tat cookie..all he says was the cookie is freaking big and abit scary..haiz..i think he is reali someone who duno how to appreciate hand make things de lo..aiya in future dun make things for him le..cos he seriously dun appreciate de..abit disappointed and sad over tat..and esp when hm and ken abt it..and i feel abit tired also le man..dun wish to care abt anything now..wan to stay in my own world man..sometimes i yearn to find someone cos i seriously damn bored during the holidays..everyone is attached and has their companion to pei them..onli left me..sometimes want to jio them out also abit hard..sigh.

and lately i have been meeting lots of weird ppl..past few days when i was jogging in the park then this ah tiong came talking to me saying tat he haven seen me for a few days le..wah when i heard tat i was damn shocked la but i pretended not to hear him and continue jogging..seriously i feel tat i am stalked at tat time man..no wonder long time ago i felt tat someone keep looking at me le when i was jogging, but then i thought i was imaging too much so i didnt reali bother abt tat..so i am right man ! haiz..now i try to change timing to jog le cos i seriously dun wan see tat scary guy again..

then ytd tues went to the aranda country club chalet..initally morning was supposed to go sentosa for the union camp de..but then i reali dun feel like going there alone cos i duno anyone close over there..i think jeremy sure not happy with me de cos i practically MIA for the whole camp le...haiz..sad la..but then the bbq nite was nice la,.the food is indeed very gd out of the 3 consecutive bbq tat i went for last week and this week..jialat this is so sinful man..3 bbq at the same time..but one thing i dun reali like was tat everyone keep on introduce guys to me la..and it sounds like i so despo like tat la..pls la i seriously no need guys now..so can stop introduce guys to me..and i am seriously not interested in xiao di di..

today i going to meet him again to return his new urban males slipper..hmm i seriously like his slipper very much..but then it cost $49.90...super ex for one slipper..=( alrights today i am damn bored la..seriously nothing to do..sigh..

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