~not another sad-ness of results~

ytd i was happily out with him when suddenly i told him tat i would be getting my results soon and he suddenly struck my mind tat actually ytd 12am i could actually view my results le..i still thought today then can view man..so on my way home i was pretty scared and emo cos i knew tat i wont do well this time..just as i predicted and i am right..this time the results equally cui as last sem..sian diao man..very soon nxt sem i will be out of 3rd class liao if i continue to do equally bad..nvm nxt sem i must find a gd elective to help me pull my grades liao..if not like tat my money is gone man..


anyway ytd he was reali a damn lousy consoler la..somewat i just felt very very different from mr A..haiz..maybe i am right..he is just not the one i guess..somewat everything is just very very different.. ;( and i haven told my mum abt my results..tink she will also sian diao like me when she hears my results man..

ytd also woke up at 12pm then after which went to vivo again and i bought a $20 dress from my favourite shop..abit xin tong cos i bought alot of dress and yet i all haven wear before de and recently i quite poor liao cos everyday go out spend alot of money..and after tat ate xlb with him..all i can say is i didnt eat alot ytd..in fact super little cos i wore a belt and it kinda obstruct my appetite to eat..and i order super alot of "balls" til tat poor ben ang kinda finish my most of the balls i end up ordering..and then the xlb i think i onli eat 10 plus nia..somewat i think its not so nice man..and the char siew bao also..we ordered 6 but i ate 2 nia..seriously this bao is reali a killer man..once u eat one of the bao u will somewat feel abit full liao..so ytd left super duper alot la..heng the person nv charge us for wastage..then after tat since i was damn full til i wanna puke so i dragged him to walk with me for another bus stop though as usual he damn lazy to walk, but end up he also bo bian have to walk with me..


haiz ytd tinking bac, somewat i still tink tat he is just not the one..yes though i reali agree tat i feel happy with him cos we joke around and we are nv serious..but then somewat something is just lacking..i guess he shall just be my playmate for now..someone tat can entertain me..