~haiz not sure why i am feeling really down~

haiz can someone tell me why am i feeling so down..even i myself also duno why..i am terribly feeling very down now, but i have no idea what's the reson behind this sadness..i am really emo max..apparently lately, i dun feel like talking to anyone..not sure why too..the radiant smiling qm is losing her shine recently..i guess i have been feeling really empty..partly cos i felt left out and also have been really stressed up wif so many things to do and yet i have no time..have to find time teach tuition, work and manage my studies..roarr...no time man..and i am forever lagging behind..the moment i catched up on the lectures, new ones will accumulate again..seriously i am SICK of this liao man..getting kinda pissed cos i nv seem to finish my stuff one..then ytd i went for the wsc meet up...hmm all i can say is i feel really old inside tat blk E grouping..sian..regretted why i didnt join cca when i am in yr 1..now really too late liao..haiz haiz haiz..

and today we had our first elective test..hehe shoik man, i tink we can score in this elective cos this elective damn easy and kinda crap also..mostly on watching video and the first CA was just 10 mcq and practically i finished it in 15 mins when the test was supposed to allowed up to 40 mins..haha i tink its really a crappy test ! anw today cb also have F1 tic..initally was supposed to teach my student chem de, but since she wanted to put it on mon, then even better, so ended up the tuition was cancelled..and initally i really could have go for the F1 show cos cb gt tic..but then i abit sian to see f1 cos afterall i went last yr wif playmate and we were standing near the bridge there to watch..its nothing much except the impact of the motor was really powerful..other than tat nothing much..but mariay carey would be coming, and she is my idol..even if i am going there, i would be just watching her sing..

anw this wkend still tinking if i wanna go for the flea..kinda tempted to buy clothes lately, but i dun really have much time tis wkend to shop..i have 10 online lect to catch up wif, write resume for the GIP, and print notes and do project stuff,...wa lao so many things to do in 2 days..haiz..jia you ba..