Tuesday, April 19, 2011

~am i tinking too much???~

anw my 24th pre-bday was not bad..had a really big surprise by my room mate, housoon smasking cake on my face...this was my first time getting cake smash on my face..though the whole process was damn horrible cos it is damn dirty, but it was fun cos its the process tat we had fun together..anw it was sweet of them to tink of having 18 baos for my bday..haha cos i like eating pao so much tat they can rmb tat i am a pao queen..but anw tat day i wished for something tat nite, and hopefully it will be fulfilled ;) and i do see some hope..hehe

anw fri was out to shanghai and we stayed at the shanghai ppl hse..went there to make spects on fri nite and it cost only $20..super damn cheap man ! whoo ! anw throughout this entire trip i was kinda happy over him, but i dared not admit..hai qm qm qm ah, if u dun admit u will nv get ur happiness man..then this kinda nice caring guy will be gone just like this..abit wasted ;( perhaps i should learn to be more thick skin hor.. hmm.. anw the story goes like this...sat was supposed to go for the clubbing and drinking..then end up i realised tat at the drinking pub we are sitting pretty close and apparently i do feel happy when he sits very close to me..i guess i hv really fallen for him ! else i wont feel happy when a guy sits so close to me rite??? or rather i should feel paranoid when a guy sits so close to me rite?? cos tat will be my usual reaction..but anw tat nite i do feel tat somehw he is quite caring towards me or maybe i am over sensitive..cos can see tat he keep "protecting" me during clubbing tat time..or perhaps its just guys' job to protect girls..i not sure either..but apparently tat nite i do feel happy though i really duno hw to dance, but i am happy with the company i am with...anw tat nite i wasnt sure if wat he said was joking or nt leh..he said he can lend me his shoulder and carry me cos i cant walk properly..and his tone was those joking joking kind, so i dared not take his words seriously..but i do see another ac ..how how how?? so i replied him jokingly and ask him nt to be so irritating..and the slow walk home was indeed a nice one, although the dist was pretty short..cos my legs still hurts, so cant walk fast then he purposely slowed down to wait for me..then giv excuses saying tat "they trying to create chance for us..blah blah blah.." of cos this time round, i will take it as he is joking also cos his tone like not serious at all..but if everything tat he said was serious, then i would have gotton and given him a reply..

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