days of leaving sz is nearing day by day.hai abit of mixed feeling cos afterall i have grown to like and adapt to this place..though i dun hv friends and family here, but apparently i feel much happier here and in SG.perhaps here i really feel no stress at all.enjoyed the slow pace of life and the zhuo bo life in suzhou where everynite we will chill at eug's hse til late nite and watch movie.this life is something tat i nv get to experience before.so will kinda miss all the happy times tat i spend in suzhou.
anw last fri went to pluck pipa..its interesting to pluck fruits and peaches cos afterall its my first time plucking fruits straight from a tree and eat it fresh.and fri marks the last day of sch..which means i graduated frm sz uni le..hehe. ;) tat nite had a grp dinner with the teacher.then sun went to eug house to cook.first time in the 5 mths stay overseas cook man.not sure why i gt the sudden impulse wanna learn to cook, but i certainly want to learn someting new before i go bac SG.at least wrapped up the whole trip with beautiful memories and new skills.anw fri i gt to learn a damn shocking news.in all i would like to say, "life is indeed unpredictable..anything can happen" ...nv would like expect a suddenly couple to turn out.alrights not bad so far this gip for sz gang has churn out 3 couples also.whoo !
btw i nt sure if i wanna tell him hw i feel deep inside on the last day of inner mongolia or nt.though i really feel like telling him my inner thoughts, but apparently i really dun dare.i hv totally no couraged.should i let chance slip away just like tat? ks mentioned tat she isnt his type also, but end up they just got together ! which explains why i say life is indeed unpredictable. and saying is easy but carrying out the actions are very very hard esp i am a girl, hard to express wat i wanna express to a guy.somewat alot of times i tink he is really way too gd for me.kinda dun match him.i believes tat there are much more better gers for him out there.but if i always tink like tat, i will forever regret one cos i always let chances slip countless times alrdy.many times i met a few right guys, but i often dare not confess, so bo bian regret for countless times.but wat can i do other regretting?ｉguess tat's just qm life.its has become a viscous life of regrets.sigh..apparently i can feel the wall between us now.i ask him not to treat me so nice now.and yes he did drew a line now.at least i feel better with the line drawn now.cos i dun wan sink any further liao.sometimes i wonder once we are back in spore, will u still contact me? i know u do have lots of friends as ur social circle is super super big,but i do hope u will still rmb me as a friend whom gave u entertainment for the past 5 mths.or perhaps jio me go out eat i will be happy also.anw life is short, at times i just feel like doing things on impulse and this is the impulse tat i feel like engaging in.but high chances i wont dare to confess one.hai
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