i am finally bac after half a yr..the feeling of stepping once again in spore feels kinda weird initally.it seems tat i have really lost touched with spore for very very long time.everything seems abit off for me..the surroundings and things seems to have changed quite a bit.apparently things and food isnt as cheap as china now, so i cant really spend llike nobody business now.hehe..anw the past few days before i left gz, he did msg me asking me to take care and have a safe trip..hehe i was quite happy in fact cos at least he still rmbs me..ok tat one whole wk for certain days i was kinda emo cos apart from being alone in guangzhou, i had to face up to the fact tat i am actually leaving china for spore ! actually i am really really very happy staying in china cos at least my life wouldnt be tat bored and being so rountined as compared to spore.i am seriously getting sick of spore life, which explains why in the first place i chose to escape to china for half a yr to seek for better life.and indeed this half a yr left me many memorable memories.and not to mention tat this trip did widen my travelling experience too. ;) seriously after stepping bac into spore once again, i do miss travelling.perhaps i shouldnt come bac tat early ya.should i hv continued travelling wif him in yunan and skip the desert trip.perhaps we could hv more time to understand each other better in yunan if i were to join him cos he is more than willing to let me tag along.cos initally he and anne keep physcho me to join them in the desert trip, but due to cost contraint i chose to leave them halfway through the journey and head for guangzhou instead.hai so duno now gt regret nt continue join-ing the trip wif they all or nt.come bac spore so early like seriously damn damn sian.i am not going to shop in spore area since i hv shopped super alot in china le.now looking bac i tink some china clothes are even better looking than spore clothes and most imptly its cheap.
anw when i stepped into spore, my mum was saying tat i did slim down quite a bit.ho ho ho kinda happy to hear tat i slim down..its hard nt to slim down in china when u are sick there for 2-3 mths non stop.so i guess it was worthwhile ..and the worst comment tat she made was she felt tat i did a nose surgery ! which i didnt ..but apparently both my landord and her also said the same thing tat i did a nose surgery ! how can it be man.the most i only did something to my eyes which is eyelash extension.anw when i came bac to sch the nxt day one of the guy also said tat i slim down, but sadly i now become flat chested..walao when i heard the word flat chested i was totally sian diao cos really very sian when you are alrdy a tang yuan liao then now flat chested !!!!! but anw i didnt take his comment to heart cos i dun really care, but sian diao only.
anw updating abt my guangzhou trip.i was asked to pay $50+ on excess baggage..totally xin tong max man.and the reason was becos i chose not to check in my luagge as i thought tat they wouldnt wan to check as i did the same time when i travelled to KL tat time but it was a diff airline though.hai totally sian max wasted so much of my money ! but anw there is nothing i can say cos i chose not to buy the check in luagge option initally.
i am bac to spore and now kinda miss him actually.wonder how is he getting on with his travelling man.although fri nite did managed to chat wif him, but apparently i hav to offline soon as i was in sch tat day.so cant continue chatting wif him though i was tempted to chat wif him until super late like how we htht in suzhou.but yeah i guess he is happy travelling in yunan now.actually i duno if i should trust hs words or nt.he says tat he wants it, just tat scared to try.but then on my part i dun tink so leh.actually i duno ! he always confuse me one cos he always so nice and cheeky to me.then i duno wat he thinking inside also.one moment he tell me this, one moment he tell me tat.totally damn confusing..but then we shall see how when he is bac.he say he will jio me for lunch or dinner when he come bac.i see hw it goes..but honestly i really damn scared to face him leh cos i dun wan sink deeper liao.i promise myself tat i wanna forget him once i get bac spore cos the wonderful memories has ended in inner mongolia.shall not extend it to spore cos i wish to withdraw frm him..but then hs say tat i should continue wif the flirting and stuff lik tat cos tat's how one build up understanding for each other.and he says tat i should seriously get a life ! true indeed i needa get a life, but then i really dun wan sink deeper ! hai ~ you are seriously messing up my life ! why do you always appear when i needa help most of the time during the crucial period.i guess heaven is trying to pray a prank on me.pls man, help me forget this gd guy.perhaps i really pei bu shan him.
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