fri went to chinatown to celebrate our 5th month.indeed time flies man.i am bac to spore in 5 mths alrdy and yes i have adapted to the life here though i still miss the days in china, the days where i have lots of freedom and wondering the streets exploring new places to go cos i am just freaking bored.i miss the slow pace life over there cos come bac spore everything will be bac to its hectic lifestyle, but this time round the onli exception is i have a special guy to pei me only.but he did add colours to my life now which is gd.sometimes i have been wondering wat i like to do actually other than watching tv and shopping..hmm i also duno man..or i realised at times i do deprived of childhood days also.mum have been pretty strict with me that i cant play games or whatever shit when i am young cos these are activities are time wasting to her.all i does was study study study and she has turned me into a bookworm who knows nothing.perhaps if last time she was to impose me to do housework rather than ask me study, perhaps by today i will help her clean the house since it has inculcate as a habit alrdy.but seems like she didnt giv a gd coaching when i was young..too bad then and so now i have really became reliant on her on housework.
anw today i was pretty upset over a remark.perhaps i am insensitive towards my surrounding, but like i always say i also do things without thinking much of the consequences.so i guess that is me. ;( duno why the impact on me was pretty upset and i did cried awhile, but i guess drowning in sch works really do helps and talk cock to ppl also helps.at least it helps to distract ur mind from the unhappiness remark..sometimes i really hope that my mind can be more complex rather than so naive..but can i really achieve that in 5 years down the road when i am 30 yrs old?? by the age of 30 yrs old i will be stepping into another phase of life.everything will be diff from now.i cant be as bo chap and ignorant as before.i have to climb on my mountain tortoise wall..but it seems so hard to achieve !!!! ;(
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