i guess past mistake has left a high impact of me.the words that he said in the past and i could still remember vividly..so i told myself i should put in more effort rather than being so bo chap in future.yes i regretted terribly tat time, but it was too late.i cant have you bac, though i yearn terribly for it.
perhaps now i did put in the extra effort,but i guess i didnt gurgle it well.or maybe i should be more bo chap so that i wont bring discomfort to others.nvm i am tired of thinking alrdy.the more i tink abt it, the more upset i feel. suddenly feels lik taking a break frm everything, staying out alone enjoying peace and not tinking of anything in mind.or sitting down at the beach area sitting down doing nothing.
last night met up wif the jc gers.sometimes in life, i realised as you gets older, ur thinking will changed.last night during the short dinner we HTHT lots of stuff. perhaps in life, everyone has their weakness and strength.it really depends on how much we willing to accept them and forget the differences and stay happy as friends. Friends are for life, but ur other half can leave u anytime if things dun turn up well. at the end of the day,everything can be still bac to square one...
lately has been very emo and get upsets easily.nt sure why also.... ;(
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