~mum is bac~

the tigeress is bac. but apparently my life didnt change much surprising.somehow this time she didnt nag as much as before whenever she is bac cos she always bad mood when the hse iis in a mess.but i can understand how she feel cos she has massive amt of clothes to be wash, so naturally will be bad mood. life is very peaceful now cos she has yet to find out all the great lie and things tat i done.really gonna pray real hard that everything goes smoothly and she dun discover anything.

recently has been kinda suay and heng.heng cos win USS tics..super happy when i know that ! then last sat went for I light with dearest.though it was just a simple nice sitting down watching the waterfall but everything is just nice.sometimes when you are just too stress up wif sch work, going out really helps u destress alot.but when u come bac to reality, somehow or so, u will feel sian again ;(

actually i have nothing to blog recently.just dun wan this blog to be dead so decided to write something. ;)

~so busy again ;( ~

this wk was darn busy again.but not busy for test.but rather its the week of report submission.super damn stress when i only have 5 days to do miracle when other ppl have more days to do their report.but nevertheless i manage to complete on sun and let my mentor read through on mon and after which i made the necessary amendments.

this wk was damn suay cos not only sprained my leg, buy vochur online also kana wrong transaction and end up i couldnt buy my dad return tic cos my card has insufficient money cos the wrong transaction ended up $99 .end up have to get 111AUD more ex de tic.basket, if i nv kana the wrong transaction, i would have save $150.xin tong lo ;( now that both of our confirm our tics to sdyney, i am damn excited ! somehow i have alot of things that i wanna do over there.will be gg melbourne for a few days too ;) wanna go the opera house, and many thrilling activities.but my only concern now is everything is gonna be damn ex.As i dun eat much, so its ok for me..but i am rather concern for dad's meal..he eats alot and food there can be super ex..we might probably be spending resturant price food over there..probably my plan will be to bring lotsa maggie mee over there to cook.i doubt i will shop over there...anw that place arent really a shopping place.perhaps i will shop til drop when i go bkk. ;)

i really hope this wk i can catch up wif my lects.2 wks totally never touch any lectures.super duper lag liao.sudddenly feel the stress.mum will be coming bac nxt mon..sigh..this is so fast.i haven enjoy 1 month of enough freedom.sadded ;(

~qm is kinda stress~

i didnt blog for 2 wks liao.not becos i have neglected you, but i was real busy.time past real fast when you are busy.sch reopen for 2 wks alrdy.1st wk of recess was all the test wk and that wk i stayed practically most of the days at home to study.but i kept on eating ! so in a way i kinda gain weight cos i eat nonsense food apart from proper meals.and yes i have been eating like this since my uni days. this wk had another test.but last sat had a gd brunch at marina.i like the scrambled thick thick egg with pepper and the cheese hotdog but indeed i felt happier when i was outside rather than coping most of the time in sch.i guess everyone will agree wif me.as long as u stay in sch, it will constantly remind you of all the homework and online lectures that you have constantly piled up.but who cares, last fri and sat i decided to giv my mind a rest day to take a break.sometimes to rest is to walk a longer dist.wth yr 4 practially i not really rest much.i have been working non stop like a robort.i cant wait for the day of graduation to do things that i like man.

anw this is alrdy the 3rd wk i am enjoying my freedom.how fast is it man.one more wk ltr and i will be caged up again.sigh.sometimes i wish i could hv my freedom forever.but honestly speaking, i hate to do the housework esp when dad keep messing up the whole hse when i clean up the hse.apparently at the end of the day, it gets very rountine for me to clean up the hse again and again and i get seriously pissed when ppl keep dirtying the hse when i alrdy cleaned it up before that. and my mum never ever called bac a single call up since the day she left. that time she claims she cant tahan staying there.looks lik she is enjoying her life over there since she didnt call bac to complain.i guess when she is bac, she will see how mess up is the hse.

i seriously wanna a break now,but report is due in few days time and i am only at lit review part when everyone is writing their results alrdy.darn this is seriously stress although initally i super damn relax one.

~i am stress max~

mum is finally away from home.and of cos i was super duper happy but it marks the hell for me cos everyday go home needa clean up the hse.esp when my dad is someone who are very very dirty.so i had to clear up the mess! ;( i was very irritated when i saw many many ants on the table and the kitchen is in the mess.other than that, duno why the mum super itching hand suddenly put some paper on the window latch and since i forgot to close the window and tat day when it rains, the paper actually become crumpers and in the end the window gt freaking dirty..so of cos naturally i am super angry cos she is adding extra work for me to do !!!! and yes i washed the window until bloody damn pissed cos she wasting my time when i can actually sleep slightly earlier with that extra half an hr cleaning the stupid window.

then dad and bro keep pressurizing me everyday !!! dad keep fanning and talking abt his grandfather story of how he scared things will be for my bro..indeed true tat he is concerned for my bro, but he is just too overly concerned and he always tink too much until his imagination run wild.but i wouldnt blame him cos anw his tinking is really very traditional..and its how usual old ppl will tink.but nevertheless i will not be disrespectful to him by giving the bo chap attitude until towards my mum.but i will turn a deaf ear or switch off to watever he preached.then for my bro side, i am pissed wif him cos whenever he needs money he come approach me !!! i am not his ATM man.its not lik a few hundreds !!! its thousands !!! wth u tink i am really so rich meh.i also gt sch loan to pay off unlike u who are under scholarship...and i hate it when u come begging me and giv me tat attitude..say i dumb and stupid..wtf, this time u are begging me leh.not lik begging u to do things for me leh.ur stuff wasted lots of my time and eventually wasted practically my whole 1 wk recess wk.dad come barging me everyday asking me to help him asap when i am so busy.i know he wan to help him asap but he has no ability to do that cos he know nuts abt remitting money and he is cashless.so i am the only one who can help him. and i tink the worst thing ever by stealing his password frm my mum when she is overseas.i guess when she is bac, i will surely get very hard scolding from her.sigh this thing is never ending.this is my family ;(

anw apart from these unhappiness.there are stil happy moments happening this wk.i went to a free concert wif dearest..its my first time watching a live concert..the feeling not too bad, except tat concert abit screwed up wif its sounds system.

then last wk went for another airline interview.i guess after 2 rounds of air line interview i have decided to giv up on this career line cos i feel tat i cant really do well in the talking part.and i really lack team work.this is something tat i admit tat i am lacking in.thus i feel no matter how much time i try i also cant get through de. ;( agnes told me i shouldnt giv up cos her sis tried alot of times then get in de.so i shouldnt giv up so fast...but i know my limits la.very hard means very hard.no point putting so much effort over something i cant get.but i wasnt disappointed when i didnt got selected cos i went there just to gain interview experience only. i hope in future it will boost my confidence when i really come out for the real interview in time to come.